the Un-Hijackable, Non Sequitor, Rambling Thread

I need a place to bitch. I absolutely hate everything today :mad:

I am trying so hard to keep my chin up but I am tired, more tired then I ever imagined I could be. When the hell do I get to just sit down and figure out how all these fucked up things happened?

The latest is that Mom has breast cancer, she is doing a lumpectomy...i don't approve of that choice but I am only the daughter.
Losing my father was hard... the thought of not having either of them here with me scares the shit outta me.

Oh here is a new something I learned today ... people always say "things will get better" when you lose a loved one....guess what, they lie! It hurts just like the second it happened... forever. It never ever gets better. So don't believe them.
Off to figure out why my teacher got pale when she read my ecg today :rolleyes:

*hugs*

I'm so sorry. I lost both of my parents. It's not something I'll ever get over. The pain did get better in the sense that I'm no longer catatonic, and I can sleep by myself without nightmares... and most days I think of them and fondly smile... some days.. some days arent so good.

I hope your mom is ok.
 
I need a place to bitch. I absolutely hate everything today :mad:

I am trying so hard to keep my chin up but I am tired, more tired then I ever imagined I could be. When the hell do I get to just sit down and figure out how all these fucked up things happened?

The latest is that Mom has breast cancer, she is doing a lumpectomy...i don't approve of that choice but I am only the daughter.
Losing my father was hard... the thought of not having either of them here with me scares the shit outta me.

Oh here is a new something I learned today ... people always say "things will get better" when you lose a loved one....guess what, they lie! It hurts just like the second it happened... forever. It never ever gets better. So don't believe them.
Off to figure out why my teacher got pale when she read my ecg today :rolleyes:

If it helps, I hear you, and I never say that. It doesn't get "better." The pain just grows dull. I'm sorry to hear about your mom though, KC.
 
*Doing a happy dance for KC*

:nana::nana::nana:

I might need you to give me tips on finding veins cuz I still suck at starting IVs. :eek:
 
I need a place to bitch. I absolutely hate everything today :mad:

Oh here is a new something I learned today ... people always say "things will get better" when you lose a loved one....guess what, they lie! It hurts just like the second it happened... forever. It never ever gets better. So don't believe them.
:rolleyes:

BOY! Do I feel ya on this one KC.... It hasnt even been 2 months for me yet... and yesterday my Sir had to start mourining the loss of a loved one and when I got that message I bawled for hours feeling sorry for him that he had to go thru this, and when I went to the fire department to thank the men and women who tried to save my moms life ( i had forgotten to send them a thank you card and Sir reminded me very Sternly) I cried too.. but all in all it never gets better or easier... If you ever need anything KC I am here as well...

SKL
 
*giggles* :eek: I'm all embarrassed that all of you are proud of me.







all ya have to remember about veins is there is a difference between rolly and bouncy Im_a_voyeur come over...i will show ya


:cattail::rose::heart:
 
Yeah well fuck you...yeah you. I am still sitting here...and I will probably sit here all fucking night...unless I decide to leave...then you will magically decide to show up and bitch because I am not home.
 
Hmmmn 7 whole minutes and not a single bite , you all must be pining for me : chuckles: Hmmmn biting , yummm. Oh my.

Please feel free to leave suitable tributes : smiles sweetly :
 
Welcome back, you naughty girl. You were missed.

: nodding profusely : Why, why yes I am and thank you for noticing Mr Fung.

Well I'm back : puts feet up on dom styling desk thing :

:heart:Home Sweeeeeeeeeeeet Home : content ::heart:

Now who can I torment , I mean ummn , nevermind .

Where's my Fu ?

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu where are youuuuuuuuuuuuuu : chuckles :
 
: nodding profusely : Why, why yes I am and thank you for noticing Mr Fung.

Well I'm back : puts feet up on dom styling desk thing :

:heart:Home Sweeeeeeeeeeeet Home : content ::heart:

Now who can I torment , I mean ummn , nevermind .

Where's my Fu ?

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu where are youuuuuuuuuuuuuu : chuckles :
Welcome back Miss Rebecca :) I had been wondering where you had wandered off to!

And good luck tormenting me, since I'm way out of your reach! ;)
 
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