The truth about Jen

[DustyWolfe]

I've been waiting all week for Jen to buy her plane ticket.

She called me today as her sister to say that Jen tried to kill herself. The more she talked the more that I knew she was her sister.

Jen/Jessy are not real... Just a very confused 21 year old that got caught in lie and kept lying.

She knew I knew everything since Friday yet chose to continue living a lie and leading me on by making me think she was coming. The pictures you have seen. The avatar... None of that is hers.

My role play threads will not die however. No... I've found a replacement. I will not lay down and die over this. Yes I'm fucking hurt.

Yes I fucking want to die... But I'm not.

 

[boz]

Ah Dusty, that's really awful.

So, on top of everything, she tried to feed you another lie, while posing as her sister?

 

[James Blandings]

Dusty I am saddened to read your news, but glad to see that your resolve remains strong. Remember your friends here when you feel down. We are here for you.

 

[lilredwolph]

dusty i am sorry to hear this and i wish i could take your pain away, but i am glad that you are here with friends. we care and are here for you if you need to scream yell or cry

 

[Desdemona]

Dusty,
I wish I could say something that would make this easier to bear. I can't. I can't think of much that is worse to deal with than the betrayal of trust. Just know you aren't alone. You deserve better. Des

 

[Guest]

Would you like to be on the show?

 

[A Desert Rose]

exit stage left please........

Would you like to be on the show?

You have no life besides posting hurtful things on the internet?
Rose

 

[mskittykatt]

Dusty,
i know there are few words to say that can ease the feelings churning around inside you... so i hope it will do for me to offer myself - if i ever can do anything, or you just wanna talk, i'm here.

 

[DustyWolfe]

It hurts so fucking bad

 

[Daddyslilpet]

Dusty,
I know the hurt is bad right now...but you are a survivor! You WILL make it through this. You can count on your friends here to lift you up and support you as best we can. Lies are no basis for a lasting relationship, which I'm sure you already know, and they serve only to hurt. You are doing the right things by coming to this supportive place. Please feel free to PM me anytime you feel the need to talk, I won't promise you answers, but I have great ears and a shoulder if you need one.

{{{HUGS}}}


dixi

 

[Trainerman]

Dusty...

I won't insult you with platitudes...yet I want to assure you that things will get better. Sometimes amazing things happen...and the right person comes out of nowhere, from a situation or a place you never considered. Happened to me.

So keep the faith Dusty. I am truly sorry that you are hurting and like any of your friends here my best wishes are with you, and I will help if I can.

Stay strong
Stay here

Dave

 

[Guest]

Re: exit stage left please........

You have no life besides posting hurtful things on the internet?
Rose

It's all about ratings. People eat this trailer bdsm stuff up.

 

[~Dream~]

Re: exit stage left please........

You have no life besides posting hurtful things on the internet?
Rose

yeah Jerry..what my Sis Rose said...geez what an ASS some people are

Dusty,love ,you have my prayers babe ,please know that both Master ad I are here for you ((((HUGGGGS)))..so so sad that Jen has yet to mature..

 

[~Dream~]

Re: Re: exit stage left please........

It's all about ratings. People eat this trailer bdsm stuff up.

oh yeah?/ welL SOME people eat up overused and too glamorized talk-show hosts too "JERRY" SO CHEW ON THAT!!!
in my opinion,Your show just got CANCELLED...SEE YA!!
Dont let the door...

 

[~*sunkyssed_kym*~]

Dusty dear,

My heart goes out to you in your pain. As MY-Sir stated, Keep the faith. Know that there is a higher plan for you, and someone is out there looking for you at this very moment. Believe in this to the depths of your soul.
Sometimes we are thrown shit like this to help us along our life path to help strengthen us and give us direction. Stay strong, forgive yourself, and move forward.
My reply to Jerry Springer; I don't consider "Trailer Trash" people. More as the Trolls that lurk behind the scenes and feed on other's despair. As MY-Sir would say............."ON YOUR BIKE!!"

 

[Nora]

Dusty, I put it on the GB but I want it here for when she comes trolling.

Whomever or whatever else she may be, she is vermin. She does not deserve a moment of your hurt. She certainly doesn't deserve a moment of your or anyone else's pity or concern.

You have value. You are an incredible person and one whom I'm honored to consider my friend.

Somewhere out there is a person who deserves someone as wonderful as you are, and they're sitting there maybe even a bit lost and confused because they haven't found their other half yet. One day, probably a hell of a lot sooner than you think, you're going to look up and there she'll be. And maybe you won't recognize one another at first, but you will when the time is right.

Until that day comes, you have a brain and you have a spine that is made of iron, though you may not think so now. You have good and true friends who'll support you when you need it, and push you out of the nest when you need that, too. Every single moment of your life, even the times that seem bleakest, serve to mold you into a woman of strength and self-reliance. You may bend a little, but you are not going to break.

Or, to be trite, you're gonna make some lemonade outta them there lemons, gf. *hug*

 

[SexyChele]

Dusty, this is a pain that is all too real. I cannot think of words to make it better, but know that my thoughts are with you. Sometimes we gotta work our way out of the tunnel we sometimes find ourselves in - but there is always a light at the end. May your tunnel be a short one.

I don't know you well, but if you need an ear, just send a PM.

 

[DRxBlue]

Dear Dusty...

You know that we love you here. You have many good friends who think the WORLD of you, and we are all praying for the light to shine on you again.

The unfairness of this is beyond belief, but you're no stranger to such trials. They have made you one of the strongest and most resilient people i have ever met. You have grown so much since i first met you.

i really feel for Jen/Jessy too, she can't be happy living in a mind so troubled, but you may be able to forgive once you get your own balance back.

When learning to stand on your own again, it's very helpful to have friends stationed all around you to catch you no matter which way you may tip. You have that, darlin'. We're ALL hoping you tip our way so we can give you a hug as we set you back on your feet again.

Do let us help. Thank you for being your honest and open self.

i love you, i think i'm in very good company there,
Blue



P.S.
pssst Jerry...you want some REAL ratings? Why don't you have, say... the Iron Chef on. Have him slice out your tongue, deep fat fry it and make you EAT it? On CAMERA? Through the roof, buddy!

 

[artful]

I've been waiting all week for Jen to buy her plane ticket.

She called me today as her sister to say that Jen tried to kill herself. The more she talked the more that I knew she was her sister.

Jen/Jessy are not real... Just a very confused 21 year old that got caught in lie and kept lying.

She knew I knew everything since Friday yet chose to continue living a lie and leading me on by making me think she was coming. The pictures you have seen. The avatar... None of that is hers.

My role play threads will not die however. No... I've found a replacement. I will not lay down and die over this. Yes I'm fucking hurt.

Yes I fucking want to die... But I'm not.

Dusty,...your courage in, not only seeking out the truth,...but facing it head on, is such courage that many of us are lacking. I stand in awe of your strength of character.

You make me PROUD to know that YOU are my friend.
Yeah,...we go back a ways baby,...back through some tough times too. What you have been through with Jen, has had a lot to do with you recovering to THIS point. Though it was a FANTASY with Jen, it was REAL to you.

REAL ya hear? YOU have experienced a growth in yourself that is a "Record Breaker". I am so happy to see your STRENGTH!

Through this EXPERIENCE,...it has allowed you to regain a hold on your life,...to meet others who REALLY care for you,...and step forward into a NEWER and brighter future.

Know that there are many supportive hearts and hands that will aid you in your FRESH beginning. Know also, as you look back,...it is ok for you to feel grief,...it is ok to have feelings of love go out to this JEN person who is living a life of misery.

We *LOVE* and RESPECT* you Dusty-Good work baby!

 

[RisiaSkye]

Re: Dusty dear,

Dusty, I'm sorry that you're hurting, but glad to see that you are holding up well under bad circumstances. If I can do anything, etc., PM, etc., you know. That stuff.


~~~[small hijack]
Now, I've got a bone to pick:

My reply to Jerry Springer; I don't consider "Trailer Trash" people.

I find this kind of statement sincerely offensive.

I don't flame and I don't censor or punish, but I will tell you this--> Be careful who you blanketly dismiss. Someday that "trailer trash" might just be teaching your college kids, writing your stories, running your board, and fueling your fantasies--just like me.

~~~[/hijack]

 

[Natalie Nessus]

Dustygrrl


I was told of this and I am dismayed but I have come to say you know my email address
Be strong bebe, lifes little hurts tell us we are alive, the huge hurts show us what death is like

 

[Guest]

 

[DustyWolfe]

Thank you everyone.... Thank you so much.

I will read everyone's posts in more detail tomorrow when I can actually understand what they say lol

night

 

[CarolineOh]

Thank you everyone.... Thank you so much.

I will read everyone's posts in more detail tomorrow when I can actually understand what they say lol

night

Take your time sweetheart and take care of yourself. Responding to any of us in not an obligation that need trouble you. Tell us what you want to tell us on your own time, and however you need do so.
I will look forward to seeing your smiles and giggles here again, but when they come , they will come from you, for you, and not for my benefit.
You are surrounded by love, Dusty, don't ever forget that.

 

[Ebonyfire]

I am truly sorry

for the pain you are experiencing. all I can say is stay here, with us, and we will see you through.

Eb