The Isolated Blurt Thread IX: Insurrection

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At this point I think I am done, you were it for me.
We weren't looking, but there we were.
I have probably another 40+ yrs , that seems like such a long time right now.
 
At this point I think I am done, you were it for me.
We weren't looking, but there we were.
I have probably another 40+ yrs , that seems like such a long time right now.
I'm sorry its still hard for you. I wish I had something more meaningful to say.

For what its worth, I smile every time I see Bob Moog in your signature.
 
prolonged exposure to blue light? stress? too many stimulants? not enough weed? just not tired enough? fuck if i know?
 
Because you knew I was cold and wanted to come sleep with me?
 
Thank you. :rose:

I'm sorry its still hard for you. I wish I had something more meaningful to say.

For what its worth, I smile every time I see Bob Moog in your signature.

Thank you. I smile most of the time now but stuff happens and I get thrown back into it. Last weekend at a concert, the last song lyrics brought up all these images and I had to leave the room because I was crying. No one noticed except the performer and he understood. Nothing has happened like that in public since the first week.
Yesterday I went to a couple places where I would have usually sent him pictures from, also an annual party where I would have normally ducked into the bathroom after a few hours to call him and discussed about when I might be home. Just usually stuff, so when I went into the bathroom to wash the pumpkin off my hands I was reminded that he would not be waiting for me when I got back.
It is party season and so this will happened, being in places where I last called him from, Halloween, the first snow, first getting snowed in, first pipes freezing... I guess it might take a year to get through every thing.
 
Thank you. :rose:
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Hang in there, the milestones brings it all rushing back. Grieve on your time.

Tell me something about Halloween. Do you dress up and go out, give out candy, do anything fun?

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i am an apple juice hater. that shit is just terrible. also, grape juice. never a fan. that's why i hate snapple. cactus juice, my ass. it was just grape juice and apple juice combined, you monsters. i'm glad that line failed. i hope you all die.
 
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