The Confessional

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ICT I am annoyed that my girl is not at my beck and call to read a thing before I post it RIGHT NOW
dammit.
 
ICT I love sitting in the dark and listening to music. It's quiet outside with an ever so slight breeze, it's awesome and peaceful
 
you had to go and say something nice didnt ya.. :)


Sounds .... well ... nice.

It is quite nice actually. It's shocking I know, who would of guessed that I could do tender and sentimental right?

-enjoys his evening-

No better time then the night!
 
It is quite nice actually. It's shocking I know, who would of guessed that I could do tender and sentimental right?

-enjoys his evening-

No better time then the night!
hehehe... naw not shocked here... I have seen you be nice

-have fun... :)
 
ICT Autumn is my favourite season. Woke up this morning to heavy fog, a light breeze, and the leaves, gold and bronze, twirling off the trees outside my bedroom window.

ICT today is a duvet day! Yaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhooooooooooooo!!!
 
ICT... 3 hours sleep after being awake for 39 or so hours... yea... doesn't leave me very pleased.
 
ICT that I just heard Puff the Magic Dragon again for the first time in years and I almost cried. Stupid song.

*loads Dresden Dolls really fast*
 
I confess to feeling sad and wishing I did not.....maybe a glass of wine and some nice music will help.
 
I confess to:

I don't want to be in charge for once. It hit me like a ton of bricks today, the appeal of submission in all it's glory. I know that sounds profoundly simplistic but I can't think how else to phrase it, sorry guys.

The point is this, I would love nothing more then to be told to shut the hell up because I'm not in control anymore. My opinion is moot, just shut up and do as I'm told. In that moment all I can think is how badly I want to get hurt, I need the pain for some inexplicable reason.

It's an odd contrast for me, I usually swing in the complete opposite direction with a dominant/sado streak. Whatever, screw making sense of it all, that's the beauty of confession.
 
ICT this is the worst part of the day. When everyones asleep and I am still awake and hurting. I miss the ones that lift me up and remind me that I'm strong and I can handle this.

ICT I hate feeling weak and lonely. That it hurts when I feel ignored and I feel stupid for crying over it.

ICT that I have to remind myself that I'm only human and that sometimes it's ok to know that I need someone to lean on and I shouldn't beat myself up for feeling weak sometimes.
 
ICT this is the worst part of the day. When everyones asleep and I am still awake and hurting. I miss the ones that lift me up and remind me that I'm strong and I can handle this.

Hun, i know damn well you and i aint got along, but considering what you are going through you are stronger then anyone else i know, beautiful and smart

ICT I hate feeling weak and lonely. That it hurts when I feel ignored and I feel stupid for crying over it.

there is nothing wrong with crying, coming from a male i know its stupid, but even i sometimes cant help it, it can be cleansing and allow you to strengthen and move forward when the weight of hte world is coming down on you

ICT that I have to remind myself that I'm only human and that sometimes it's ok to know that I need someone to lean on and I shouldn't beat myself up for feeling weak sometimes.

*offers a hug and shoulder* :)
 
*laying beside cherry he curls his large wolven body around her, his head resting across her lap, his tail curling protectivly around her, *

lean on me darlin, i may be an asshole, but even i cant turn a blind eye to those in pain and need *licks her cheek softly*
 
-drops carefully but close and huggs cherry softly-

Cant add much to what Logan said... can agree with him though..

You are one strong chick... so am I .. and even i have to cry it out. It helps....
 
*laying beside cherry he curls his large wolven body around her, his head resting across her lap, his tail curling protectivly around her, *

lean on me darlin, i may be an asshole, but even i cant turn a blind eye to those in pain and need *licks her cheek softly*

Twines my fingers in his soft warm fur and leans back relaxing

Call me crazy but I like having a few assholes in my life now and again. Keeps life interesting. smiles and winks

-drops carefully but close and huggs cherry softly-

Cant add much to what Logan said... can agree with him though..

You are one strong chick... so am I .. and even i have to cry it out. It helps....

softly hugs her and smiles

Thank you Nina. Just one of those rough nights.
 
Twines my fingers in his soft warm fur and leans back relaxing

Call me crazy but I like having a few assholes in my life now and again. Keeps life interesting. smiles and winks

he chuckles softly and nuzzles into her, letting the warmth of his fur warm her
 
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