The Confessional

[Ausus_girl13]

ICT this is the worst part of the day. When everyones asleep and I am still awake and hurting. I miss the ones that lift me up and remind me that I'm strong and I can handle this.

ICT I hate feeling weak and lonely. That it hurts when I feel ignored and I feel stupid for crying over it.

ICT that I have to remind myself that I'm only human and that sometimes it's ok to know that I need someone to lean on and I shouldn't beat myself up for feeling weak sometimes.

You are strong, and you can handle this. You know you can.

I am right there with you sugar. Weak, lonely, terrified. But this is a momentary lapse for women like us, we always rise up and are stronger than we were before.

Exactly. Sometimes we need to fall apart, it's cathartic.

Remember that this moment won't last. It will always get better.

A woman is like a tea bag. You never know how strong she is until she gets into hot water."
-- Eleanor Roosevelt

 

[Nina327]

softly hugs her and smiles

Thank you Nina. Just one of those rough nights.

Anytime ...


I had one of those nights.. this morning actualy...

 

[Britwitch]

ICT I'm feeling much more upbeat today...
IACT I love love love my new lingerie...

...it's amazing how new underwear can lift the spirits

 

[Niriate]

ICT I'm dissapointed, but not surprised, that my new thread idea seems to have gone mostly unnoticed.
Then again.. the way the SRP forum is spammed in 1 night's time...

 

[fr33ks33k]

ICT I'm dissapointed, but not surprised, that my new thread idea seems to have gone mostly unnoticed.
Then again.. the way the SRP forum is spammed in 1 night's time...

If you're referring to the Ginger Sister's Carnival thread...I actually bookmarked it to see how things started to flesh out. I'm not a follower of Heroes, but the concept does look interesting.

 

[yeishia]

ICT this is the worst part of the day. When everyones asleep and I am still awake and hurting. I miss the ones that lift me up and remind me that I'm strong and I can handle this.

ICT I hate feeling weak and lonely. That it hurts when I feel ignored and I feel stupid for crying over it.

ICT that I have to remind myself that I'm only human and that sometimes it's ok to know that I need someone to lean on and I shouldn't beat myself up for feeling weak sometimes.

I confess hearing you say these things made me cry . I wish I could be by your side for real to help you through this. I do understand on all fronts. Those who said they cared for me left me to do this alone, not a kind word not even an e-mail. Concentrate those who are worth your tears, those who cast you by the wayside are simply not worth your anguish. (I say that lol but am still hurting, good advice nontheless)

Better yet concentrate on you *hugs you close to her kissing your tears away.*

 

[Niriate]

If you're referring to the Ginger Sister's Carnival thread...I actually bookmarked it to see how things started to flesh out. I'm not a follower of Heroes, but the concept does look interesting.

Good to know, hope some more people will find it interesting.

 

[Nina327]

ICT... I am an unintentional klutz.... and it has weird consequences...

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

ICT nothing would make me happier than to have someone near by to harm....in very interesting ways involving a straight razor and shibari rope...

*Nods*

 

[Veroe]

unintentional klutz?

Is there any other kind, Nina?

Oh and yowza, Luna, who pissed you off that much.

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

unintentional klutz?

Is there any other kind, Nina?

Oh and yowza, Luna, who pissed you off that much.

wide grin at Veroe...

No one...I just want to tie some one up and trace their flesh with the back of something sharp...maybe poke em a couple times...

 

[dragonrazor]

I confess that I'm only slightly more disturbed by the fact that I know what Shibari is than by thoughts of what Luna might do to someone using the art.

 

[Nina327]

unintentional klutz?

Is there any other kind, Nina?

Oh and yowza, Luna, who pissed you off that much.

Indeed there is Veroe.
-grins-... I just love the word "oops"

wide grin at Veroe...

No one...I just want to tie some one up and trace their flesh with the back of something sharp...maybe poke em a couple times...

-nods- Me tooo...... Das a nice feeling... makes my fingers a lil twitchy...

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

-nods- Me tooo...... Das a nice feeling... makes my fingers a lil twitchy...

oh yes, it is darlin Nina...

and after the past few days in reality, doing what I like to a very special friend...I just really want to do the above... right now...and can't...as I am at work...

 

[Nina327]

oh yes, it is darlin Nina...

and after the past few days in reality, doing what I like to a very special friend...I just really want to do the above... right now...and can't...as I am at work...

awwwwws.... ..

employers would frown on bloodletting in the workplace...

 

[xOxCherryxOx]

ICT... I am an unintentional klutz.... and it has weird consequences...

ICT I am too. Seriously, there can be nothing but flat ground and I'll end up falling and most people that fall on stairs fall down them, but for me it's when I go up them.

ICT today is better than yesterday.

 

[Vail_Indigo]

ICT I have to get better about eating regularly so as to avoid the nervous breakdown that low blood sugar gives me

 

[Nina327]

ICT I am too. Seriously, there can be nothing but flat ground and I'll end up falling and most people that fall on stairs fall down them, but for me it's when I go up them.

IC.... Me too.

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

awwwwws.... ..

employers would frown on bloodletting in the workplace...

yes...least the guys would...

 

[Nina327]

yes...least the guys would...

hehehehehe... true..

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

hehehehehe... true..

The girls here?? Well, they all know Ima a pervert, they are used to me...

wide evil grin

I think I worry the guys though...

 

[dragonrazor]

The girls here?? Well, they all know Ima a pervert, they are used to me...

wide evil grin

I think I worry the guys though...

Sometimes.

 

[Nina327]

The girls here?? Well, they all know Ima a pervert, they are used to me...

wide evil grin

I think I worry the guys though...

hahahaha....

Men are just not used to female perverts... fkin pussies..

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

hahahaha....

Men are just not used to female perverts... fkin pussies..

Way back when I was actively bi...before I gave up on most males as decent playmates...

I only ever knew three men who could handle me...funny...

women are deviant by nature, I think...all that inner turmoil and pretty tucked in packages...

ICT a violent fucking would not go amiss right now...

 

[dragonrazor]

Way back when I was actively bi...before I gave up on most males as decent playmates...

I only ever knew three men who could handle me...funny...

women are deviant by nature, I think...all that inner turmoil and pretty tucked in packages...

ICT a violent fucking would not go amiss right now...

giving or receiving?