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[Mayu]

She felt like she was hit in the face by a fist, she slowly got off the table and bite her lip. "Im just afraid that after he is with you, he won't want me any more....in all honesty id rather it be you that is with him then some one I don't know" She limped over to her and hugged her. "I love Jimmy and I don't want to lose his love"

 

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[Mayu]

She looked at her placing her hand on her stomach "We....don't keep the children...." She was unable to control her temper any more "That son of a bitch didn't tell me that!" She looked down "I want to talk to our leader.....now" She said with a serious look on her face but one that wasn't harsh to Abby, she placed her hand on the side of her face, she wasn't going to fork her baby over. "He asked me to join and never once did he say id fork my kids over....over my dead body" She sighed.

"Where is our leader?"

 

[HerrLuchador]

((Draaaaamaaaaaaa))

 

[icu1978]

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[Mayu]

She was told he was busy but she went right for him locking the door behind her "We need to talk" She said simply, trying to keep her cool but the look on her face wasn't to happy, she crossed her arms as she refused to move until some questions were answered.

 

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[Mayu]

She sat down "Yes very much so" She cracked her neck "You asked me personally if I was willing to get pregnant to help the population, but what you lacked to tell me is id have to give up every child I birth, I do not see why that has to be....ive always wanted to be a mother, to raise my child and now my world is falling apart because im pregnant, I...don't want to give my babies up..." She had tears in her eyes.

(OOC: I knew about the takeing babies away but you know wanted to keep her in the shadows

 

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[Mayu]

She looked down "There is a difference between misunderstood and not told...I wasn't told..." She sighed sadly "All I wanted was to find someone, grow old and have a large family....and now that is being denied to me...." She closed her eyes putting her face in her hands silently crying. After a moment she put her hands down she had no more tears to cry out she closed her eyes wanting to punch him in the face but of course she never would do such a thing. She stood up limping to the door "Children are not like cards you cannot pass them around for everyone to see to play with, I found out that my whole life was a lie when I was sixteen, by the time I found out I was adopted my mother my birth mother was dead..."

 

[icu1978]

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[Mayu]

"Men don't understand what us women go through, some women go insane once there baby is taken from them, I will do as you ask..." She looked into his eyes. "But only because you have always been my father, even if we are not bound by blood" She opened the door and left his office, she limped back to her hut and laid down in her bed, covering herself up as she cried herself to sleep.

 

[HerrLuchador]

Jimmy had finished up early that day at the shop and was relaxing on the bed when Amy came in. He looked down at her, worried sick once more for her wellbeing as she threw herself down on the matress. Jimmy reached down and touched her shoulder.

"Amy.. my love... what's wrong?" He asked, lying next to her so their faces were level and placing a hand on her waist.

 

[Mayu]

Her tears fell down fast as she held onto him "I just found out that im pregnant but no one told me the babies would be taken from me, I learned it today, no one told me I was going to have to give up all three, all I ever wanted was to grow old with the man I love and raise a big family, but it wont ever happen"

 

[HerrLuchador]

"amy..." he said, worried and confused as always. Hadnt she known?... had they just not told her? This was tragic...And jimmy did his best to console her. He hugged her tightly keeping her in his warm embrace.
"Its the system they have... I know you want to grow old with our children but you know how badly other people want children of their own..." he kissed her lips softly, a more comforting kind of kiss. "I'll try to see if the preist will at least let us keep one... I know I cant make all of your dreams come true..." he brought her chin up now to make sure she was looking at him.
"But I promise... As your lover and partner... i will do everything in my power to do as much as I can to see at least some of those dreams come true... Amy... I love you. "

 

[Mayu]

Amy looked into his eyes, it was sweet but did nothing to calm her she felt him holding her that she was grateful for. "Its just not fair woman have a lot more to deal with then men do" She held him close. "We are more emotional" She sighed some starting to fall asleep in his arms.

 

[HerrLuchador]

"Get some sleep baby.... " He said softly, nuzzling next to her cheek. He was sure he needed some too and a nap with amy was probably just what he could use after a hard day's work. So he snuggled up with her, lying on the blankets with his arms clutched firmly but gently around her sleeping form.

 

[Mayu]

She woke up during the night as she slipped from Jimmy's arms she walked out with a limp since her leg was still sore. Her hands rested on her stomach as a tear fell down her face.

Memories, memories, memories

In this world you tried
Not leaving me alone behind
There's no other way
I'll pray to the gods let him stay
The memories ease the pain inside,
Now I know why

All of my memories keep you near.
In silent moments,
Imagine you'd be here.
All of my memories keep you near,
Your silent whispers, silent tears

Made me promise I'd try
To find my way back in this life.
I hope there is a way
To give me a sign you're okay.
Reminds me again it's worth it all
So I can go home.

All of my memories keep you near.
In silent moments,
Imagine you'd be here.
All of my memories keep you near,
Your silent whispers, silent tears.

Together in all these memories
I see your smile.
All the memories I hold dear.
Darling, you know I'll love you
till the end of time.

All of my memories keep you near.
In silent moments,
Imagine you'd be here.
All of my memories keep you near,
Your silent whispers, silent tears.

All of my memories...

 

[icu1978]

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[Mayu]

She sighed some she felt so alone, it was then she felt a hand on her back "Abby" Was all she said looking up at the moon. She would run, run away with Jimmy to raise there children, all three of them. But in reality she knew she was unable because there was nothing that could be done by anyone. She turned her head looking at Abby. "Hmm?"

 

[icu1978]

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[Mayu]

She held Abby "There is nothing anyone an do, I couldn't run away I have no place outside of here as a home" She looked into her eyes and sighed a bit looking back up at the moon.

 

[icu1978]

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[Mayu]

She looked at her and shook her head "Ive accepted my fate, I cannot live the rest of my life hiding..." She closed her eyes unable to think about it any other way. She had to help those around her because she knew how much they wanted to have kids.