The Bitch Thread

[graceanne]

Go to the doctor, go to the doctor, that's what ever one says all the time to me.

Well I did go and I feel worse now!

I'm so frustrated.

*screams*

I need to go away somewhere quiet where I can just be someone's cherished little girl and comforted.

I need to cry big ugly sobs.

I'm so fucking tired.

I'm doing everything damn thing I can think of to feel better but is it working? No.

Fury

*hugs* Believe me when I say I hear ya. I'm . . . slwoing down. I can't afford my meds and it's gonna get me hospitalized. The good news? I've got a remicaid treatment coming up. Goody, joy. Remicaid, which wipes me out for a week at a time.

Do you ever feel like you're in quicksand, and the harder you work the faster you sink?

 

[FurryFury]

*hugs* Believe me when I say I hear ya. I'm . . . slwoing down. I can't afford my meds and it's gonna get me hospitalized. The good news? I've got a remicaid treatment coming up. Goody, joy. Remicaid, which wipes me out for a week at a time.

Do you ever feel like you're in quicksand, and the harder you work the faster you sink?

Yes!

*HUGS*

Fury

 

[tealsphynx]

*hugs* Believe me when I say I hear ya. I'm . . . slwoing down. I can't afford my meds and it's gonna get me hospitalized. The good news? I've got a remicaid treatment coming up. Goody, joy. Remicaid, which wipes me out for a week at a time.

Do you ever feel like you're in quicksand, and the harder you work the faster you sink?

there are some supplemental plans out there for that situation....is K active/going active? I don't know what the tricare plan is for reserves but if he's in the process of going AD you should qualify for tricare as soon as he left for Boot. hope it turns out ok....I get to get a tetanus shot soon. I hate shots.


Separate bitch: I hate when my brain circles around old issues revolving my idiot ex-pimpwannabe-boyfriend. I had ideas in my head about who you were. I saw what I wanted to see. They told me you were wrong, I didn't admit it consciously. I look back now and they were right, and when I left I saw it. I made a decision about who you were and what you were about. I thought maybe you just needed time to grow up. Seeing you now I know exactly how you are and who you wanted me to be. Sorry, I'm not a whore and you hated that I'd never bend to what you wanted. I wouldn't be Miss Hustler for you to be Pimp. You Stupid fuck. I'm more powerful than that. I'm more self secure. You'll see me someday and I'll be millions of miles from where I was when I knew you, and I know you'll be the same. "People change", not ones like you. You'll be the middle-aged idiot still thinking he's something hot. who's hair is greasy, balding and skin is grey. You're teeth will be falling out if you still even have any left. You'll never amount to anything. I can't believe I almost let you drag me down. But I proved my strength I pulled out and moved on. I'm better than you and I know it.

(I see him turning out like Barney from the Simpsons. broke, drunk, smelly and gross. I'm so glad I finally came to my senses. )

 

[graceanne]

there are some supplemental plans out there for that situation....is K active/going active? I don't know what the tricare plan is for reserves but if he's in the process of going AD you should qualify for tricare as soon as he left for Boot. hope it turns out ok....I get to get a tetanus shot soon. I hate shots.

I don't have tricare, cause he's not AD right now. We all know he will be, eventually, but for now they want him to get some college in. And frankly I can't get health insurance elsewhere, and even if I could I couldn't afford it. My meds are upwards of $300 a month, no one will cover me.

Separate bitch: I hate when my brain circles around old issues revolving my idiot ex-pimpwannabe-boyfriend. I had ideas in my head about who you were. I saw what I wanted to see. They told me you were wrong, I didn't admit it consciously. I look back now and they were right, and when I left I saw it. I made a decision about who you were and what you were about. I thought maybe you just needed time to grow up. Seeing you now I know exactly how you are and who you wanted me to be. Sorry, I'm not a whore and you hated that I'd never bend to what you wanted. I wouldn't be Miss Hustler for you to be Pimp. You Stupid fuck. I'm more powerful than that. I'm more self secure. You'll see me someday and I'll be millions of miles from where I was when I knew you, and I know you'll be the same. "People change", not ones like you. You'll be the middle-aged idiot still thinking he's something hot. who's hair is greasy, balding and skin is grey. You're teeth will be falling out if you still even have any left. You'll never amount to anything. I can't believe I almost let you drag me down. But I proved my strength I pulled out and moved on. I'm better than you and I know it.

(I see him turning out like Barney from the Simpsons. broke, drunk, smelly and gross. I'm so glad I finally came to my senses. )

*hugs*

 

[FurryFury]

I can feel ya on the ex thing Tealsphynx.

It really pisses me off when I dream about my ex. The jerk is dead, that was all long ago and he is still in my head sometimes. I HATE that! I hate it, hate it, hate it!

Fury

 

[@}-}rebecca----]

Go to the doctor, go to the doctor, that's what ever one says all the time to me.

Well I did go and I feel worse now!

I'm so frustrated.

*screams*

I need to go away somewhere quiet where I can just be someone's cherished little girl and comforted.

I need to cry big ugly sobs.

I'm so fucking tired.

I'm doing everything damn thing I can think of to feel better but is it working? No.

Fury

Awww Miss Fury darling .........sorry its been ongoing for you........I am sure the investments you have made in your own wellbeing will return to you in the longer term........Rome wasn't blah blah......shut up Rebecca .......done......smiles

 

[tealsphynx]

I don't have tricare, cause he's not AD right now. We all know he will be, eventually, but for now they want him to get some college in. And frankly I can't get health insurance elsewhere, and even if I could I couldn't afford it. My meds are upwards of $300 a month, no one will cover me.



*hugs*

Hm....Lemme see if I can find my tricare benefits booklet...i think Reserves get SOME coverage......


Hmm......wrong booklet. I'm not sure if he could self-activate into
AD if he wanted.....I'm sooo sleepy but its too late to nap.

 

[FurryFury]

Awww Miss Fury darling .........sorry its been ongoing for you........I am sure the investments you have made in your own wellbeing will return to you in the longer term........Rome wasn't blah blah......shut up Rebecca .......done......smiles

Thanks.

*HUGS*

I'm really, really, really, really, really tired.

Now I have to go drive the kids somewhere.

damn it

Fury

 

[graceanne]

Hm....Lemme see if I can find my tricare benefits booklet...i think Reserves get SOME coverage......

He's not reserves, he's national guard. And we went to the office that gives out ID and stuff and they looked into it. I have dental and that's it.

 

[tealsphynx]

He's not reserves, he's national guard. And we went to the office that gives out ID and stuff and they looked into it. I have dental and that's it.

Dental!! Shit I only just signed up for dental....now I gotta have D go through and fix the personal info so I can go find a dentist. So you guys are atleast in the DEERS system then. bummer on the lack of medical insurance stuff.

 

[graceanne]

Dental!! Shit I only just signed up for dental....now I gotta have D go through and fix the personal info so I can go find a dentist. So you guys are atleast in the DEERS system then. bummer on the lack of medical insurance stuff.

Oh yeah, we're in DEERS, and we just recently got them to believe I'm an adult and not one of his children! Morons.

 

[tealsphynx]

Oh yeah, we're in DEERS, and we just recently got them to believe I'm an adult and not one of his children! Morons.

Hehehe yeah, being a crossover from daughter to spouse I had the same issues. Then when liitle D was born they had MY father listed as the baby's father in deers. Ohhh it was funny. Losers. They're system is so gummed up that they can't tell they're ass from they're elbow.

 

[Love*Spell]

Damn! Don't I feel slapped in the face ... gave out my yahoo addy to someone who it seems doesn't want to chat. Talk about a blow to the ego!

(j/k ... I'm sure there is a logical reason my yahoo hasn't 'knock, knocked' at me!)

 

[tealsphynx]

The commissary is closed and the shopette doesn't sell icecream and I feel like I NEED Ben & Jerry's Halfbaked icecream!!!

 

[graceanne]

The commissary is closed and the shopette doesn't sell icecream and I feel like I NEED Ben & Jerry's Halfbaked icecream!!!

 

[Shankara20]

I need coffee - more coffee. I have just read three threads and have no idea what to post. It is not anything anyone else posted. It is totally my lack of morning clarity without coffee.

I hate being dependent on coffee to function. Come to think of it I hate being dependent on adrenaline to get really get off my ass and feel fully alive - to be dependent on endorphins to feel really mellow and connected to something larger than myself - and to be subject to the god damn testosterone river that courses through me giving me a hard-on when I don't want one but wont be there when I do want one.

note - standby for editing after coffee enabled re-read.

 

[Ebonyfire]

I need coffee - more coffee. I have just read three threads and have no idea what to post. It is not anything anyone else posted. It is totally my lack of morning clarity without coffee.

I hate being dependent on coffee to function. Come to think of it I hate being dependent on adrenaline to get really get off my ass and feel fully alive - to be dependent on endorphins to feel really mellow and connected to something larger than myself - and to be subject to the god damn testosterone river that courses through me giving me a hard-on when I don't want one but wont be there when I do want one.

note - standby for editing after coffee enabled re-read.

This made me remember that I made the coffee, but have not poured a cup yet.

No wonder the world looks fuzzy.

Eb

 

[SpectreT]

I need coffee - more coffee. I have just read three threads and have no idea what to post. It is not anything anyone else posted. It is totally my lack of morning clarity without coffee.

I hate being dependent on coffee to function. Come to think of it I hate being dependent on adrenaline to get really get off my ass and feel fully alive - to be dependent on endorphins to feel really mellow and connected to something larger than myself - and to be subject to the god damn testosterone river that courses through me giving me a hard-on when I don't want one but wont be there when I do want one.

note - standby for editing after coffee enabled re-read.

Dude, maybe with all that metal in your tackle, it's picking up Spanish-language radio or something, thus the undesireable behavior

(Did that deserve a spew alert?)

 

[Shankara20]

This made me remember that I made the coffee, but have not poured a cup yet.

No wonder the world looks fuzzy.

Eb

you looked a bit fuzzy to me also, but the second cup is starting to fix that...

 

[Shankara20]

Dude, maybe with all that metal in your tackle, it's picking up Spanish-language radio or something, thus the undesireable behavior

(Did that deserve a spew alert?)

that might explain why I hear voices I don't understand when I whack-off....

One sounds like my mom, one like my dad, one like my old parish priest and one like Sister I'm-gona-kick-your-ass, but I'm use to them. They have been talking for years and years. It's the new ones in languages I don't know that I worry about.

I may just have to take some language classes. The metal is not coming out.

hee hee

 

[Ebonyfire]

you looked a bit fuzzy to me also, but the second cup is starting to fix that...

Well I do suffer from fuzzy logic!

Eb

 

[Love*Spell]

What a shitty ass day it's been .... I need a sedative! Trying to get the kids registered for school, which btw, starts NEXT Thursday. This city has a lottery style system for schools ... parents have to choose and apply to a freaking elementary school. WTF happened to going to the school around the corner from the house?? But the district system doesn't exist here .. GRRRrrrrr

Open house is tomorrow and Thursday at the schools, but I don't f'ing know which school my kids will be attending *throws hands up in air in frustration*.

Oh, and don't even get me started on the teenagers attitude about changing schools. This is for certain, my life does NOT revolve around his social life ... but if he wants to borrow the car anytime soon, he best watch his tone of voice!

 

[saw_man1]

I am in my third week of a new job. This company recruited me (I know, stupid them) to tighten up their sales force. Well, I told two guys today that they should start looking for another job. I told them I would keep them on the payroll for as long as it took but it better not take too long. These are basically good men. They have wives and families and I know that this is tough for them. The truth of the matter is that if we don’t do our jobs, there are people punching a time clock who will loose theirs and these guys aren't doing the job. I have had to fire people before and it never gets easier. I love sales and I am good at it but I hate this part of the job.

Damn, I feel like getting drunk. Maybe FF can send me some of her special brownies.

 

[@}-}rebecca----]

I am in my third week of a new job. This company recruited me (I know, stupid them) to tighten up their sales force. Well, I told two guys today that they should start looking for another job. I told them I would keep them on the payroll for as long as it took but it better not take too long. These are basically good men. They have wives and families and I know that this is tough for them. The truth of the matter is that if we don’t do our jobs, there are people punching a time clock who will loose theirs and these guys aren't doing the job. I have had to fire people before and it never gets easier. I love sales and I am good at it but I hate this part of the job.

Damn, I feel like getting drunk. Maybe FF can send me some of her special brownies.

Tough Call. Having been on both sides of the coin myself. I would rather be the one 'told to go' then the one doing the 'telling' anyday. Though of course this hinges on care. Seems you do and that does make it harder. Empathy has a price but would you be without it ?

 

[Shankara20]

Sometimes it makes me nuts the way I worry about being PC (politically correct) in what I post. Last night in another thread I was going to mention a bisexual magazine I read before it went under. There were two that are now gone. One was "Black Sheets", the other was "Anything That Moves" - as I was typing "Anything That Moves" I added "(except children, animals and family members)" to head off an expected firestorm. As I reread the post before sending it I just felt pissed that I was about to add that "except" thing. It destroyed the flow of the post. So after a moment of consideration I took it out.

It just pisses me off that I was that self-protective, over protective.