The Bitch Thread

[FurryFury]

I really have to agree with you. I always tend to keep my mouth shut and it usually doesn't do any good anyways.

LOL!

Keeping my mouth shut, at those rare times I do it, is almost always the best course of action.

Bitch/whines for today, my head is blowing up, damn sinuses. My body feels so loose and tired it's like someone slipped muscle relaxers in my water.

Fury

 

[graceanne]

LOL!

Keeping my mouth shut, at those rare times I do it, is almost always the best course of action.

Bitch/whines for today, my head is blowing up, damn sinuses. My body feels so loose and tired it's like someone slipped muscle relaxers in my water.

Fury

*hugs* Poor fury! Hope you feel better.

 

[FurryFury]

*hugs* Poor fury! Hope you feel better.

Thanks.

*hugs back*

It's got to get better sometime.

Fury

 

[graceanne]

AAAAAAAAAAAAH!

So I just got off the phone with my car insurance company. They're saying that my insurance lapsed LAST MONTH. So their's an investigation going on into whether or not I knew that my insurance had lapsed. THE ASSHOLES. I have a call into my lawyer, just in case. But I'm still pissed.

 

[FurryFury]

Ouch!

Majorly sucky, I'm so sorry!

I HATE dealing with shit like that.

*HUGS*

Fury

 

[FurryFury]

So Friday night I finally took some real pain med for this splitting headache I've had all day and for the first time I physically felt good. Ahh!

But, I found I couldn't sleep. My mind was racing a mile a minute. I was too tired to get up and type any of it out and it seemed like REALLY good stuff. I knew I'd forget it in the morning. I knew I needed to sleep because I had a trip the next day. I started to itch. The only good thing was how languorous I felt and the cat who kept curling up tighter and tighter in my arms.

Fury

 

[FurryFury]

*grumbles and bitches*

I SO wanted to be beaten and fucked tonight. *grr*

I will NOT cry!

*grr*

Fury

 

[His_pita]

Teenagers!!!! Why?????

 

[chris9]

Yuk, sounds as though you have had your fair share of disasters of late. I hope your chassis is OK on your car, as if that is seriously damaged from the accident, you might not be able to fix it to a roadworthy standard, or at least not cheaply. In The Netherlands it is illegal to teach someone to drive...has to be a registered school or nothing. Hmmm, that being said, when I arrived he had a company car, but had never needed to drive before (a common thing here), so no licence. He insisted I begin giving him lessons in dark places and back streets (lol, well until he got brave which didn't take long). LOL, I was the one who ended up telling him I would not continue due to a few times when he didn't want to listen...but he insisted and promised to forget he was Dom while I was teaching.

The upside was when he finally did go for lessons so he could sit his test, his instructor was amazed and said he drove very very well for someone who had never had lessons....he told him I had given him a few in Oz. His instructor was impressed and said I had taught him very well and instilled lots of safety measures into his brain while doing so. He was rapt when he went for his licence and was the first one in his family and friends to get it first go. Of course, now we debate the bad habits he has picked up...all I have to say is he is becoming like the Dutch or Belgium drivers and he reverts to better driving practices. Now I have to get up the courage to go for a Dutch licence. They allow 6 months from when you move here to get one based on a 10-15 minute driving test with an english speaking test officer, but sonce I have been here over 3 years I am not sure I can still get through on that..and even if I can it terrifies me sitting for any sort of test. Figure I have done it once, driven safely for 28 years, why do I have to go through this misery!!

Catalina

I got my license in the US When I was seventeen I was allowed to drive right away and didn't even have to take any kind of test Even though my test there was a joke compared to the ones here.

Edited: Sorry, I don't think I have anything to bitch about at present. Or, wait, let me think... It's early, I have to study all the time, I really don't want to anymore. But it's not even a month anymore, so not worth bitching. No, don't have anything.

 

[Chicklet]

the last time i was with my guy, we were both stressed out and didn't have the best sex. it's been over a month, and in that month we had an argument that i still don't even know what happened, but anyways, he's giving me another chance, and coming down to go to the dentist with me for ONE DAY. i'm feeling this huge performance anxiety, like if i'm not 100% perfect, i'll lose him.

on the one hand, i feel like, well, if he doesn't want me, FUCK HIM! i'm cool, i'm fun, i'm not bad looking... i'm a great chick who deserves an awesome guy, and if he can't see that, well, fuck him.

on the other hand.... I LIKE HIM! i want to keep him. i want him to stay. i want his attention. i want to KEEP his attention. i don't want him to think i'm not good enough, and to not see him anymore. i want him to like me.

sigh.

i'm hurting. i'm emotional. i'm scared. and these things certainly aren't going to improve my performance on monday.

 

[FurryFury]

Teenagers!!!! Why?????

OMG! LMAO!!

*wipes tears from eyes*

Sorry, but I have two teenagers now.

*HUGS*

There sounds like there might be a story here.

Fury

 

[FurryFury]

the last time i was with my guy, we were both stressed out and didn't have the best sex. it's been over a month, and in that month we had an argument that i still don't even know what happened, but anyways, he's giving me another chance, and coming down to go to the dentist with me for ONE DAY. i'm feeling this huge performance anxiety, like if i'm not 100% perfect, i'll lose him.

on the one hand, i feel like, well, if he doesn't want me, FUCK HIM! i'm cool, i'm fun, i'm not bad looking... i'm a great chick who deserves an awesome guy, and if he can't see that, well, fuck him.

on the other hand.... I LIKE HIM! i want to keep him. i want him to stay. i want his attention. i want to KEEP his attention. i don't want him to think i'm not good enough, and to not see him anymore. i want him to like me.

sigh.

i'm hurting. i'm emotional. i'm scared. and these things certainly aren't going to improve my performance on monday.

Hon, it sounds to me like this guy is one controlling and manipulative bastard which in my book is NOT the same and should not be the same as a Dom.

I'm so sorry you have to deal with this. *HUGS*

I would have to say, take the pressure off of yourself if you can. He hasn't told you what was wrong last time? You have no idea? Yet you are to improve and get one more chance? There is no mechanism for discussion without the D/s? This is a BIG problem. There is NO way to win this sort of bullshit. Even if he says you are great this time, if this is typical of him or the relationship, it's not a win. I don't mean to be negative but I was with someone like that for ten years. I'd like those years back, ya know?

Good luck to you and I hope things turn out the way YOU want. Personally I'd tell him if he couldn't relate to me what I'd done wrong, there was little chance I could do better and we'd better forget this date until he could TALK to me.

Fury

 

[shy slave]

I have had jaw pain for a couple of days.
I thought it was toothache, headed for the dentist who examined me and said no, its not your teeth; its stress.

Dealing with my sons death means often holding back tears or waiting until the intensity of a feeling/emotion had lessened. That usually only took a couple of seconds.

But it appears I have done this a bit too often. I have strained the muscles in my throat, my larynx, my jaw and my ears!!

I am not allowed to talk too much, and I have to rest. I have some exercises to do as well.
Saw my GP he said if I don't rest, my larynx will have some permanent damage.

Well, I earn my living through talking so I need to be well and I need to be well soon.

If its not getting better in a week I will have to have jaw splints.

I hope my son is sitting in heaven laughing himself silly at finally being able to stop me talking

On a bright note LDR has advantages, I don't feel guilty about not being able to give Andante oral until I am better. Marathon oral sessions will also out for a while as I am not allowed to over stretch my mouth LOL

 

[graceanne]

I have had jaw pain for a couple of days.
I thought it was toothache, headed for the dentist who examined me and said no, its not your teeth; its stress.

Dealing with my sons death means often holding back tears or waiting until the intensity of a feeling/emotion had lessened. That usually only took a couple of seconds.

But it appears I have done this a bit too often. I have strained the muscles in my throat, my larynx, my jaw and my ears!!

I am not allowed to talk too much, and I have to rest. I have some exercises to do as well.
Saw my GP he said if I don't rest my larynx will have some permanent damage.

Well, I earn my living through talking so I need to be well and I need to be well soon.

If its not getting better in a week I will have to have jaw splints.

I hope my son is sitting in heaven laughing himself silly at finally being able to stop me talking

On a bright note LDR has advantages, I don't feel guilty about not being able to give Andante oral until I am better. Marathon oral sessions will also out for a while as I am not allowed to over stretch my mouth LOL

You can't TALK? HOW WILL YOU SURVIVE? OH THE TORTURE, THE HORROR . . . THE INHUMANITY!

*hugs* Hope you feel better soon.

 

[babiesmiles]

I have had jaw pain for a couple of days.
I thought it was toothache, headed for the dentist who examined me and said no, its not your teeth; its stress.

Dealing with my sons death means often holding back tears or waiting until the intensity of a feeling/emotion had lessened. That usually only took a couple of seconds.

But it appears I have done this a bit too often. I have strained the muscles in my throat, my larynx, my jaw and my ears!!

I am not allowed to talk too much, and I have to rest. I have some exercises to do as well.
Saw my GP he said if I don't rest, my larynx will have some permanent damage.

Well, I earn my living through talking so I need to be well and I need to be well soon.

If its not getting better in a week I will have to have jaw splints.

I hope my son is sitting in heaven laughing himself silly at finally being able to stop me talking

On a bright note LDR has advantages, I don't feel guilty about not being able to give Andante oral until I am better. Marathon oral sessions will also out for a while as I am not allowed to over stretch my mouth LOL

Awww I know its awful , my sister had to deal with it time ago !!
I hope you recover soon *hugs *

 

[FurryFury]

Shy,

I am so sorry!

I can't begin to understand your loss but as you know it is my own personal worst nightmare.

*HUGS*

I'm pretty sure I wouldn't deal with such a loss as well as you have seemed to. I admire you a great deal.

Losing your voice is always hard for me. That I do know about. I find there is a certain peace to it after a while though, if I let myself feel it.

Fury

 

[chris9]

I'm stupid, stupid, stupid. My exam is too soon, I'm too stupid, I won't make it well enough. I don't want to anything.

 

[chris9]

I have had jaw pain for a couple of days.
I thought it was toothache, headed for the dentist who examined me and said no, its not your teeth; its stress.

Dealing with my sons death means often holding back tears or waiting until the intensity of a feeling/emotion had lessened. That usually only took a couple of seconds.

But it appears I have done this a bit too often. I have strained the muscles in my throat, my larynx, my jaw and my ears!!

I am not allowed to talk too much, and I have to rest. I have some exercises to do as well.
Saw my GP he said if I don't rest, my larynx will have some permanent damage.

Well, I earn my living through talking so I need to be well and I need to be well soon.

If its not getting better in a week I will have to have jaw splints.

I hope my son is sitting in heaven laughing himself silly at finally being able to stop me talking

On a bright note LDR has advantages, I don't feel guilty about not being able to give Andante oral until I am better. Marathon oral sessions will also out for a while as I am not allowed to over stretch my mouth LOL

I haven't been able to give oral in almost half a year. Sometimes I do it anyways, but before long my jaw just locks. I'm sleeping with a plastic thing over my lower teeth, too, so I don't bite my teeth the wrong way and make it worse. It's again at the point where it hurts almost all the time, especially if I feel as stupid as I do today.
If you have a red warm light, not sure what they're called in English, to lazy to look it up, try warming your jaw with it twice a day for 5 to 10 minutes. Helps me a lot, if I do it.

 

[FurryFury]

I'm stupid, stupid, stupid. My exam is too soon, I'm too stupid, I won't make it well enough. I don't want to anything.

*HUGS*

Girl, if there is one thing I know you are not, it's stupid.

It will get better.

Fury

 

[chris9]

*HUGS*

Girl, if there is one thing I know you are not, it's stupid.

It will get better.

Fury

At the moment it's a 'one day this, next day different' thing. So far I have been pretty sure to pass this exam, and with not the worst grade. The stress is getting to me. Maybe I need a spanking, or a bath, or time to pass faster and get over with it. *shrugs*
Thanks for the hugs, I'm feeling better already, from reading around and laughing and eating a bunny's head.

 

[DVS]

If you have a red warm light, not sure what they're called in English, to lazy to look it up, try warming your jaw with it twice a day for 5 to 10 minutes. Helps me a lot, if I do it.

I'll bet the red warm light is a heat lamp, in English.

 

[His_pita]

I spent the day painting and I now remember that painting SUCKS!!!!

 

[FurryFury]

I spent the day painting and I now remember that painting SUCKS!!!!

Like walls? Yeah it sure does!

*hug*

Fury

 

[chris9]

I spent the day painting and I now remember that painting SUCKS!!!!

I don't mind painting. I mind cleaning the fridge. Doing laundry. Cleaning something else. Tidying. And I have to do it more often than painting. Maybe that's why I like painting better

 

[graceanne]

I don't mind painting. I mind cleaning the fridge. Doing laundry. Cleaning something else. Tidying. And I have to do it more often than painting. Maybe that's why I like painting better

I hate hanging clothes. I have three baskets of clothes that need to be hung up, and I DON'T WANNA.