Taming the ShrewD (closed)

[Jessalynvix]

Cassandra gasped as she heard what Karessa was saying. She had never thought about wax play yes she'd done a bit to Aden so she wondered how this would feel. She drew in a deep breath as she felt the wax drip on her body and she released it gasping a little bit at the heat on her cool skin yet it didn't feel bad just something new.

She held her breath breifly as Aden started to tease over her flesh then she released it with a bit of a moan her body relaxing more and her mind more on what Aden was doing then the wax for she knew he would avoid her clitoris as much as posssible since that was likely to make her become embrassed and get her into trouble.

Cassandra gasps again when the wax drips on her nipples for those are almost as senstive as her clitoris and it causes her little pleasure nub to throb. She is shaking a little bit for she is becoming more and more aroused and her sweet scent is filling the air. She yelps a bit as the cold towel goes over her heated flesh then settles into the feeling. Her mind lost in what Aden is doing and she shakes a bit more as Aden backs off of what he is doing for that she is glad cause she was damn close.

"No Karessa, I'm close though."

She manages to gasp out then she lifts her hips up as the ice is put on her clit this cools her off a little bit for that she is thankful though she has the sneaking suspicion that wax might be applied there and that has her trembling a little bit with the thought for that might push her over and she doesn't want to cum without permission or anything that would mortify her and make her get punished something she doesn't want to happen on this first attempt. She sighs as Karessa lifts the towel off her flesh and starts to peal the wax off of her body she still feels a little heat from the places where the wax was but it feels good.

 

[brattybytch]

Karessa finishes pulling off the last bit of wax just as the ice cube melts into oblivion between Cassandra's spread thighs. Her breathing is still nice and deep..uterly perfect. There is some marking from the wax but nothing that Karessa's salves won't take care of.

"Good job, Aden. Hold her cunt open for me. Ok."

Karessa dripped enough hot wax on Cassandra's exposed clit to cover it. Immediately, she placed the cool towel on the exposed nubbin of flesh and bent over to tug Cassandra's right nipple into her mouth, suckling lightly.

Karessa felt Cassandra's deep body trembling and realized the moistness of her own crotch, at that same instant. 'Ah well, I will deal with that later.' she thought. A few more tugs and licks and she straightened up, removing the towel and pulling the hard wax off, quickly.

"Beautifully done, pet. Ok Aden, help your Mistress cum."

Karessa stepped back and watched, enjoying the sight of quivering flanks and the scent of complete relaxation. She was quite pleased.

 

[DustyWolfe]

Aden moves between Cassie's legs and starts to work hys tongue over her sweet cleft, avoiding her clit completely because hy knows she has a hair trigger. Hy watches her with hys eyes as hy continues to do this until Karessa touches the back of hys neck to signal hym to stop.

Hy grins a bit as hy takes the last piece of ice and starts to rub it over Cassie's clit obediently as hy ponders to hymself Hold out Cassie, I don't want you to cum too fast before you have permission. I want this experience to be good and for you not to have punishment right off the bat.

Aden quickly spreads Cassie's lips apart as instructed and winces as hy watches Karessa drip the wax onto Cassie's incredibly sensitive clit, knowing she is definitely going to jump from that. Hy grins to hymself as hy watches Karessa distracting Cassie by suckling on her nipple. Hy watches everything in awe then quickly drops hys head once again, only this time hy starts licking and sucking on Cassie's clit.

 

[Jessalynvix]

Cassandra continues breathing in and out deeply and she jumps and yelps as the wax hits her overly senstive clit though the immediate cooling of the towel eases that sensation as well as Karessa's lips on her senstive nipples. She breathes deeply and pants a little bit as she is doing this. oh my god, owie, yet ooooo not something I think I care to feel again but damn her thoughts a bit jumbled.

She whimpers a little bit as Karessa leaves her nipple and takes the towel off and peels the wax off her clit that in itself is almost enough to push her over yet she holds off a bit. Though when Aden's lips and tongue hit her clit she explodes and her juices gush forward squirting a little bit as she is so relaxed she could just let go. She pants and moans both names coming from her lips. "Adennnnnnnnnnnnn Karessaa." she shudders and shakes as this rushes through her body causing her to flush and pant even more as her body rushes through it's orgasm. Until she slowly stops quaking though she is still shaking a little bit.

 

[brattybytch]

Bringing Cassie back

Karessa was beyond pleased with Cassandra's final release. It was perfect. After a few moments of stroking Cassandra's belly and legs, Karessa bent over and got her salve from the case.

"Go re-wet this for me, Aden. I need to cool her down and apply some salve to those marks."

Aden moved quickly, leaving and coming back within a matter of moments. Karessa began at Cassandra's brow, wiping her skin with short soft strokes, before moving further down to her collar bone and beyond.

By now, Cassandra was breathing normally. Karessa undid the knot which had held the blind in place and then began to apply her healing salve to all of the red marks on Cassandra's breats and belly, spreading her thighs apart and putting just a dab on Cassie's clit, as well.

Finally, Karessa lifted Cassie up into her arms, and cradling her against her chest, carried Cassie to the bed on the far wall and laid her down gently.

"Come on Aden, lie on her other side."

Karessa wrapped her arms around Cassandra, cooing to her and stroking her from the left as Aden did the same from the right side. AFter 20 minutes or so, Cassandra was herself again.

 

[Jessalynvix]

Re: Bringing Cassie back

Cassandra shivered and layed there as she was wiped down. She continued to breath and slowly her breathing returned to normal. She looked at her body once the blind was undone and blushes a bit as she noticed the marks on it. She gasped when the salve was put on her very sensitive clit that causes a shudder to run through her body and her legs to quiver briefly. She cuddles up against Karessa and Aden as they sandwich her. oh wow damn wow i want more later

She finally returned to herself and she looked at Aden a moment and finally spoke. "That was amazing." she turned her gaze to Karessa as well. "Thank you." she says softly her body still trembling a little bit. "Aden what did you think watching that?"

 

[DustyWolfe]

Aden watches Cassandra quietly as hy returns from wetting the towel, hy is intrigued by watching Karessa's after care techniques and keeps hys eyes glued to what is going on Nice! She's perfect. Hy thinks to hymself rather happily.

Hy moves over to the bed and lays next to Cassie, rubbing hys cheek against her face gently as hy lightly drapes an arm over her to make her feel safe and warm. Hy blushes as hy is addressed and pauses a moment before speaking Damn, singled out.... This was a bit strange... but cool. So what do say? I just want her to be happy. Though playing will be fun later... Doh, that's all I think about these days, playing and sex Hy blushes a bit at hys thoughts and then finally answers "It was really wierd, but nice. I liked being a part of it. That way I didn't feel so totally left out of the experience. It's just really wierd to see you being topped. Not something I've seen before, before a new experience it was great and....." hy stops hymself there before hy gets more embarassed, but the two of them can probably figure out what hy was about to say.

 

[brattybytch]

Karessa listened to Aden as he expressed hys thoughts. Truth be told, she hadn't actively been trying to include hym, it just seemed to be a natural thing to do with the two of them.

She also smiled a bit at hys hesitation. Karessa knew that hy was eager for hys period of playtime. After all, this was about both of them, not just Cassandra. Karessa thought about her plans for hym. She wanted hys first experience with her as the ultimate Top to be just as sensual as Cassandra's. Finally with a kiss for Cassandra's cheek, she leaped up from the bed and took a moment for a nice long stretch.

"All right, dear ones, up on your feet. Legs hip distance apart, hands clasped behind your backs at waist level. Head up, eyes straight ahead. Very nice."

She spent a few moments, touching them, running her hands over their skin, enjoying the sensation of pliant warm flesh beneath her fingers. Eventually, she released Cassandra from that stance.

"Cassandra, since hy is yours, would you like to help me with hys first time? It will make it easier on the both of you, just as hys helping made things easier for you."

Karessa was sure the answer to her question would be yes, so she turns away and heads for the bondage board, gathering silk scarves along the way. After a moment's hesitation, she goes back to the metal bed and reaches into her case, a hopeful expression on her face. 'YES!' she thinks excitedly as her favorite little toy, the Whartenburg wheel, jumps to her hand from beneath the wooden paddle. After a moment of thought, she grabs the paddle as well before turning and striding back to the gorgeous couple by the bed.

"Caasandra, do you want to participate? You don't have to but I think you should."

 

[Jessalynvix]

Cassandra smiled as she listend to Aden. I wonder what he has coming to him. She blushed a bit when her cheek was kissed and she slide to her feet and into the postion Karessa wanted gracefully. She shivered as Karessa touched her like that it was almost like she wsa melting.

Her eyes grew as she listend to Karessa's word, her mind thinking, of course I want to help yet I don't want to be to eager She watches as Karessa walks away and she looks at what Karessa is holding when she returns. She eyes the wheel having seen one but not having used one as of yet.

"Yes I would like to help." she says softly finally finding her voice and it comes out very husky from her earlier experiances.

 

[DustyWolfe]

Aden hops to hys feet and positions hymself as asked. Hy blushes considerably, turning a very dark crimson along hys cheeks and hys ears. Hy gets flustered easily Damn, I wish I could quit blushing, no wonder she likes to tease me so much! hy thinks to hymself as hy looks over at Cassandra for a moment. Hy gasps softly as Karessa suddenly puts her cool hands on hys body and explores it. Hy bites hys bottom lip, knowing that with hys body this straight every one of hys scars are showing. Hy is glad hy isn't very aroused though or else hys small natural trannyboi member would be peaking out too Oh Lord... I hope she doesn't move her hands to far... This is sooo embarassing. Cassie is the only one that has touched me since I started my transition.

Hys eyes flick over to Karessa to watch what she is doing, not moving hys body to do so however. Hy shudders as hy sees her grab the wheel, hy can feel hys skin prickling already. Hy closes hys eyes a moment and goes back to looking at the ceiling, trying to concentrate on that so that the scene comes as a surprise.

 

[brattybytch]

"Yes I would like to help." she says softly finally finding her voice and it comes out very husky from her earlier experiances.

"Mmmmm, lovely. OK then, walk behind hym and grab hys wrists. I want hym over at the bondage board."

Karessa glanced quickly at Aden, noting the ruddy cast of hys features. She figured that hy was a bit unsure of hymself and slightly embarrassed. After all, Cassie and hy were monogomous and in love. It was doubtful that anyone had ever seen hys body since he started the change.

Karessa moved on ahead and began pulling out scarves and placing them in easy reach of the board. Then she unhooked belt and laid her flogger to the side. Of medium heft with heavy duty thongs, it was not something she wanted to start with.

Cassandra and hy arrived at her side a few moments later.

"I want hym blinded, please. I also want hys auditory senses deprived. I have some small ear plugs if you can not find anything to suit."

Cassandra used the small peach colored ear plugs first, placing them securely into hys ears. A black velvet blind was tied over hys eyes. Hy looked quite beautiful like that, almost hys natural habitat.

"Miss Cassandra, if you would be so kind, please arrange hym on the board, so that we have easy access to all of hys front side. Tis up to you on how tis done."

 

[Jessalynvix]

Cassandra stepped behind Aden and grabed his wrists and brought him to the bondage table. She noticed his features and pressed a kiss to the back of his head. "Little one relax." she says softly. Before going to do what she is bid. She puts the ear plugs into Aden's ears and then put the blind fold over him she kissed the back of his head agian.

Cassandra pondered this a bit. She pushes Aden down on the board on hys back and uses the choke chaines she already had attached to the table and slipped them onto Aden's wrists that way he can slip them if need be for sometimes when bound this way he freaks out a bit. She uses the scarves on Aden's ankles leaving him very much exposed.

She glances at Karessa. "You can call me Cassie if you wish. I like you and you have gained my respect and with my respect the right to call me Cassie." she says quietly as she gazes at her love all bound.

 

[DustyWolfe]

Aden takes a deep breath as hys Lady steps behind hym and guides hym to the wall. Hy blinks as hys ears are filled with the ear plugs and starts to tense up Oh God... not sensory deprivation. I HATE this... No... must not freak out. You have no reason not to trust Karessa. Hy takes a few deep breaths and relaxes a bit as hy feels the kiss to the back of hys head. Hy keeps hys body pliable as hy laid out over the table. Hy sighs softly as hy is bound with the choke chains to allow hym an easy out since these will be new experiences. Hy is really not liking to being able to hear anything because hy can hear no commands no nothing. Hy lets out a soft sigh as hy ankles are bound, leaving hym open to whatever the two of them wish to do with hym. Hy is still very red, not liking that hys body is so completely revealed to both of them. Hy almost lets out a soft whimper at being touched by Karessa but hy manages to hold it back.


Grrr I'm being such a chicken, she isn't going to hurt me or laugh at me. It's just all so wierd to be touched by another. When go to the club I'm never played with naked except behind closed doors. Everyone there thinks I truly am male, if I was naked they will know otherwise. Hy blinks a bit as hy realizes something Did SHE know that I'm FTM? She hasn't acted wierd or anything.... Hy can't help but wonder how hy is going to react to all this. Beneath the cool exterior hy is starting to get really scared and self concious. Before hy can even be touched hy is on the verge of pulling out of the chains and removing the ear plugs and maybe even more, hy is desiring clothing really bad at this moment because now hy realizes how truly naked hy is, but not just in the unclothed sense. In every way, vulnerable emotionally, physically, and psychologically with hystorectomy and masectomy scars showing as well as some self inflicted and scene abuse scars. Uhh... maybe I should just leave Karessa to Cassie.... She needs it worse than me.

 

[brattybytch]

Aden

Karessa steps back and watches Cassie as she gets her boi down and spread eagled. Hys breathing is all ready fast and shallow, which automatically worries her. Hy will get nothing from this at all if hy is terrified. She puts her toys down and motions Cassie over.

"Cassie, I can see that hy is scared. Please remove the ear plugs so that hy can hear you. I don't want hym worrying. Obviously, once hy realizes that I can be trusted, we will try this particular thing over."

Karessa watches as Cassie soothes her love with caresses and kisses before taking out the ear plugs. Then Cassie steps back and waits as Karessa moves forward to whisper in hys ear.

"I know you are worried, Aden, and I understand. Truly I do. You have scarring and you are embarrassed. There is no need to be, you know. I think you are beautiful, scars and all.

Tonight's exercise isn't to cause you pain, or to hurt you..much. I just want you to get as much enjoyment from this as Cassandra did. Can you attempt to relax for me?"

Karessa heard hys whimpering sigh and hys whispered 'yes'. She stepped back and tugged Cassandra to her, clasping an arm a round her waist. Bending down a bit, she whispered into Cassie's ear.

"Hy is your first responsibility and you know hym far better than I. If I ever do something that you think will scare hym, stop me please."

Karessa released Cassie with a kiss on her forehead and then turned once more to the shaking young man laid out on the board.

"You will have a release word..the old standard will do for now. RED. If I scare or hurt you, say that word and I will stop, immediately. Now then, I want you to concentrate on your breathing please. Breathe deeply for the count of three and then exhale slowly.

Cassie, I want you by hys head for the first few minutes. Monitor hys breathing and color for me. When we are sure hy is calm, I will have you start warming hym up."

 

[Jessalynvix]

Re: Aden

Cassie watches Aden closely and she steps up and soothes him a bit as she takes the plugs out of his ears. She keeps her hands on his arms gently as Karessa speaks with him. She smiles at Karessa.

"Yes Karessa I can do that."

She stands up and goes by Aden's head she gazes at his face and breathes in his ear to get him to breath with her. "Come on relax my precious boi." she says softly. "Breath with me."

 

[DustyWolfe]

Re: Re: Aden

Aden takes a deep breath as hys ears are unplugged. It wasn't the blindfolds, it was the plugs and hys own mind freaking hym out. Flat out hy is not used to be touched by others. Hy smiles sheepishly then blushes a Karessa's words "Th... Thank you" hy whispers softly.

Aden relaxes visibly as Cassie steps around and comforts hym, hy feels the heat leaving hys face and hy starts to feel a bit more normal, now actually looking forward to this. "Sorry" hy whispers with a tiny blush" He breathes deeply "Yes, safe words are good, but I don't think I will need them. There is only a couple of things that scare me, and I don't normally get scared from such things as this, at least when it us. It's not that I dont trust you" hy says softly then smiles, hys body posture changing and showing that hy is ready to play.

 

[brattybytch]

Aden (cont.)

Karessa watched as Cassandra calmed her boi with a combination of expert handling and love. She heard hys whispered words and was pleased that hys body was relaxed and hys color and breathing were both good.

With a smile, she motioned Cassie over to her side and handed her a leather strop, about an inch and a half wide and a little over a foot in length.

"OK, Cassie. I want you to start on hys legs and move up. Lay the lashes so that they don't overlap. I just want hym slightly reddened and warm. Stop when you reach hys chest. I am just going to strectch out over here and watch."

Karessa pushed her forward a bit and then sat down on the floor and lounged back on her elbows. The hardwood hurt just a bit but not enough to make her change her postion

"Begin when you are ready, dear heart."

 

[Jessalynvix]

Re: Aden (cont.)

Cassandra looks at the strop and smiled a bit. "Yes Karessa." she says quietly. She rubbed the strop over Aden's leg gently then she started to use it on Aden working it over his legs gently at first getting her feel for it and once that happened she went at it much better. Moving up his leg so that the lashes don't overlap she works her way up and stops when she reaches his chest. "Such a good boi." she says softly as she slowly stops what she is doing. She rubs her hands over the reddened flesh softly as she awaits to know what Karessa wants her to do.

 

[DustyWolfe]

Re: Re: Aden (cont.)

Aden watches Cassie and Karessa quietly for a few moments until Cassie comes over to hym and starts to rub the leather strap over hym, a familiar feeling that makes hym rather happy. Hy sighs softly and shivers a bit, giving in to that sensation. Hy gasps softly as Cassie starts to let the strap thump down over hys thighs causing hym to shiver and goose flesh to raise up over hys legs and stomach from the slightly stingy sensations.

Hy shivers and lets out a soft moan after a few moments of being swatted with the straps and hys body starts to change, the chemicals in hys body reacting to the very slight sting of the strap and causing hym to grow slightly aroused. Hy closes hys eyes as Cassie stops and wonders what will happen next.

 

[brattybytch]

Re: Re: Re: Aden (cont.)

Karessa feels herself heat up as she watches Cassie work the strop over her boi's pliant and very willing flesh. After Cassie stops, Karessa hops to her feet and strides over to the board, removing the strop from Cassie's hand before bending over to wink into Aden's eyes.

"Somehow, pretty boi, your blindfold keeps working it's way off. Can't have that, can we?"

Karessa quickly snags the blindfold which had worked it's way up onto Aden's forehead and tugs it back down, before retying it in the back.

"Mmmm, much better. Lovely shade of red we have here, Miss Cassie, don't you agree?"

Those words are the only warning Karessa gives before leaning down and slowly nibbling on the scars around hys pubic area.

"Ooo, yummy. Now then, Cassie, please get the wheel and bring it here. We are gonna start on the soles of hys feet. I will do the right foot and then show you the proper way to do the left."

Cassie snags the small silver wheel with one hand and hands it to Karessa, looking intriqued and quite serious as she awaits further instructions.

"Because your boi is a pain slut, hy can take a bit more than you. Therefore, when using the wheel, you want to bear down hard enough to indent the skin, but NOT hard enough to make hym bleed. Tis easy, once you have the hang of it..and the edges make a delightful counter rhythm of pain when done right. Watch closely."

Karessa begins at the heel of Aden's foot, pressing harder than one would expect after seeing the sharp edges. The wheel leaves little indentations which go white and then red as she moves it up toward the ball of hys foot.

"Do you see how it's done? Come here and I will guide you."

Cassie moves closer to Karessa and looks at the wheel which Karessa presses into her waiting hand. Karessa stands behind her and wraps an arm around her waist, clasping her hand over Cassie's and showing her the correct amount of pressure to place on hys foot.

"Watch what you are doing, dearheart. You will know it isn't enough pressure if you don't see the little white tracks which immediately turn red when the wheel moves on. Much harder and hy will bleed, much lighter and it will only be a ticklish sensation."

Karessa steps back and watches as Cassie finishes the sole of his left foot. Karessa glances down once, to check her handy work and then smiles with pleasure.

"Beautiful! Do you see that lovely design on hys skin? We are going to continue that the whole way up. You finish this side, take your time. I will do the other."

Once more, Karessa moves back and let's Cassie take the lead. She was honest enough to admit to herself that she was enjoying this scene even more then usual. After all, this was a particular fantasy come true for her.

 

[Jessalynvix]

Re: Re: Re: Re: Aden (cont.)

Cassandra watches as Karessa teases around Aden's pubic scars and smiles a bit she gets Karessa the wheel and watches what is being done she also watches Aden curiously trying to figure out his reaction to this. She uses the wheel as she is guided to do so and starts to continue up along Aden's body. She stops herself though for the look on his mouth is enough to make her stop in her tracks.

She runs the wheel over her own hand the way that Karessa was having her do it to Aden to see what the feeling is. She steps back and looks at Karessa. "I can't use this on him and I wouldn't suggest you doing it either it feels to much like needles." she takes a deep breath. "I won't in good conscience use it on him for it will trigger bad emotional things. He will take it without saying anything because he wants to please. I have trouble getting him to safeword sometimes." She holds the wheel out to Karessa.

 

[DustyWolfe]

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Aden (cont.)

Aden gasps and squirms as hy feels Karessa nibbling on the Hysto scars in hys pubic area. Hy blushes furiously as hy feels hymself getting more aroused, knowing that soon if hy gets aroused enough that hy will get an erection that will emerge between hys lips be obvious with all 3 inches of it.

Hy squirms and arches hys back as the wheel is taking over hys, hy bites hys bottom lip and wraps hys fingers around chain that goes from hys wrists to the eye-bolts on the bed. Hy feels like someone is poking needles into hym and starts to freak at first till hy remembers seeing the wartonberg wheel. He starts to settle a bit but doesn't like. Hy straightens hymself as hy feels the wheel going from foot upwards and shivers Oh God, I hate this. It feels too much like a needle, but it is something I MUST GET PAST. Hy screams at hymself. Suddenly it stops and hy hears Cassie's words.

"Please don't stop, help me get past this fear... I need to" hy says softly, an obvious begging tone to hys lips. One would think that with all the surgeries and shots hy would be okay with this, but nothing has ever alleviated this fear "Maybe take my mind off it?" he quips, the stinging pain of the wheel has aroused hym further, despite sending a cold chill up hys spine "Karessa" hy whispers, but stops just because hy doesn't know what to say, and because hy doesn't want her to be disappointed. Hy just isn't cool with sharp objects unless it's a knife or razorblade. Those hy can get off on, having always loved knife play and such.

 

[brattybytch]

Aden: A Time for Talking

Karessa hears the words from both Cassandra and Aden, she feels the Cassandra's fear for her boi and Aden's need to please. She can see that Aden wants to move past hys fear and also quite aware that it will have to be done in stages.

Yes, she is a bit put out that her ideas for hym don't seem to be working. Finally she plucks the wheel from Cassandra's fingers and turns away from the both of them. She stops long enough to put the wheel away and continues to the opposite side of the room. There she stands, facing the door, her back turned away from them. All is silent as she works through her anger at being thwarted.

A few minutes later, she turns around and strides back to the side of the board. With trembling fingers she unties the knot that covers Aden's eyes. Her body is trembling just a bit from residual anger, but the softness of her touches as she releases Aden from hys bonds hide that fact.

"OK, we need to talk. "

Karessa's voice is no longer soft and seductive, instead it is a whip crack of repressed energy. She motions them both down, onto their knees and takes a few steps backwards, so as not to be intimate contact with them.

"I understand about some of Aden's fears. I even understand your fears for HYM, Cassie, but I feel as if my hands are tied before I even start. To me, Dominance is more than just satisfying my submissive's desires. It is about my desire..my desire to push and explore their boundaries, my desire to help mold them into new people who thrive on things that make others uncomfortable.

So you tell me, please, what I am allowed to do, flat out. I hate stopping in the midst of a scene, but ever since we started with hym, I have felt as if I should not be involved. Explain to me how you two would have me handle this."

Karessa stops speaking and turns away from them momentarily, her anger boiling to the surface again. She swallows it down and turns back around, her eyes going first to Cassie's and then to Aden's.

"Speak up, please. I am waiting."

 

[DustyWolfe]

Aden's heart sinks as hy sees Karessa walking away once she removes the blindfold and hy sighs as hy thinks to hymself This is exactly what I didn't want to happen. I should just remove myself from the situation perhaps and let the two of them play. I'm going to end up ruining it for both of them

Hy watches Karessa a moment then finally speaks up in a very low, determined voice "It's not you... Normally I wouldn't freak out at all, but I'm just very self concious. You see, noone has touched me except for Cassie in a very long time. Before her I was with someone that abused me and made me hate myself and my body. I was afraid..." hy drops hys head, no longer looking at Karessa now "That you would be ashamed of me. I have problems with sharp objects, especially ones that feel like needles, razors and knives are fine. Just nothing needle like. I've had too many needles used badly on me, to the detriment of my body" hy glances down at hys arms where there are tiny scars from IV's where they had blown. "I think though Karessa that you could help me out with this fear. You can do anything to me without me having a problem as long as it doesn't involve needles." Hy sighs a bit but forces hymself to keep it together.

 

[Jessalynvix]

Cassandra takes a very long deep breath as Karessa walks away her own heart is sinking. She doesn't want to loose out on this but Aden is more important to her then her own needs, wants, and desires and he always will be. She settles on her knees by Aden and looks at Karessa and something clicks. She needs to feel wanted and this isn't working that way she thinks she isn't impressing us but she is She listens to Aden speak and she sucks in another breath.

She looks at Karessa. "Anything that doesn't involve needles or things that feel like needles." she stops a moment and looks right into Karessa's eyes. "I started this way with hym, everything I would do would make hym tense and freak out I had to move slowly and overcome this. He was so broken and abused when we started I didn't think we would have this it took time and patient to build what we have." she says softly. "Your hands are not tied Karessa but I just know that I can not use things that are needlelike on him because I know he suffers from it and it is like ripping my heart out to watch that." she wipes a tear from her eye and takes a deep breath.

"If you want to use knifes and razors that is fine but I will not. That is my own little issue because I don't want to hurt him like that and I couldn't. I'd just as soon cut my own hand then him. And yes you should be involved you are just the first person aside from me that has touched him in anyway in a long time so I think we are both nervous about that."