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jackinillinois said:
btw, goodmorning Kaos, Tania and Void

G'morning, Jack... amazing... I'm actually up by 8 o'clock even after taking sleeping pills... I usually sleep until at least noon. Guess I was just eager to wake up and talk to you :D .
 
I like them both, Jack. It's like two different visuals; whether we're going to swallow you or have sex with you. ;) And good morning, Tania.

I was up until about 3am, as per usual. I've been going on 2 hours a night all week.

I'm nuts!
 
BTW - life lesson I learned today; never post lyrics without first checking the spelling. I've been jamming to this song all morning and posted the lyrics and now that I read them I realized the guy can't spell to save his life!

updating now...
 
I have guests over so I'm rather slow on the replies this morning, lol. I love the new pic, Jack, I was admiring it for several minutes when I first logged on this morn :p. A nice closeup of what matters most, lol.

::hoping for nude Kaos avatar::
 
I actually feel worse today... but I just took a bunch of pain killers so I'll feel just dandy in another hour, lol. Hopefully after a couple days on the antibiotics I'll be well enough to ride the Chrissy this weekend...

Then again, I've been half dead and still managed to get up the energy for sex... funny how that works... sex is really a cure-all, lol.
 
Haha...you guys are better people than me. I'll leave someone cold, two blankets deep, if I don't feel well. I lock my doors and crawl up on my couch with a blanket, a pint of ice cream, and a bunch of chick movies. :)
 
I'm always up for sex... chop off one of my arms and put Chris in front of me and I'll at least give it a try before I bleed to death. But that's just me, lol. I do hate going down on him when I'm sick though... when I have a runny nose at least. There's just nothing sexy about going down on a guy while you're sniffling and wheezing...
 
Haha...Tania, you're such a sex monkey! :)

I guess if someone were right in front of me I could have bullets lodged in me and still want them. I'm getting pretty good at that "out of sight, out of mind" resistance tactic, though. :)
 
I'm going to get mushy here...

This is mostly for Kaos but I would like to thank Jack and Void as well... I was feeling kind of insecure about sex and doubting myself (well, I have been for the last month or two for some strange and unknown reason). Backing down on my need to experiment and experience new things... but you guys have really inspired me and given me so many tips. I'm actually excited and eager and feel like myself again. ::Disney music plays in background but cuts short when it realizes it's on a porn site::

Myself being the evil little sassy lolita spawn, lol. And, Kaos, hearing about how open and unbridled you are in life... that has really helped me. I know again for sure that I want to be free and (I keep referring to the fences but that's what it really feels like when you start to constrict yourself...) knock down all of the fences/boundaries that have been set for me. There's just too much to experiece in life for me to curl up and be a good little girl who lives to meet her boyfriend's parents and impress the neighbors. Blah to it all.

I want what I have always wanted... and it's all clear to me again... I can breath again! ::dances happily:: REJOICE!
 
~looks sadly at Void's empty chair~ He'll probably be on later today. He's annoyed with me, now. But I'm sure he'll appreciate your comments when he gets here, Tania. :)

~laughs~ I know exactly what you mean, Tania. We need inspiration. We need to be free. Hell, if I thought you'd still love me in the morning I'd send yo pics of me from a year ago. I totally lost control and completely forgot who I am. Cut off my long hair and stopped wearing make-up. Total hippie meets Susie Homemaker. You wouldn't recognize me, and neither did any of my friends. Every single one of them said, "It's so great to have you back," over the past few weeks. I think the experimentation, the confidence, is what lets us be who we really are, and keeps us alive.

You are such an incredibly sexy little lolita spawn, Tania. :) Don't be too hard on yourself; I have my down times, too. Come to think of it, I'm going to send you a pic of me from those days...standing next to my best girlfriend who was forcing a smile. :)

And you, like a mirror reflecting light, magnify my confidence and freedom, Tania. You're my favorite woman on lit and I feel like my life is made so much better for your presence in it.

~dances wildly with Tania~ Naked around a bonfire!
 
I lose sight of myself off and on since my father has passed... it's like all of the energy just zaps out of me and feel completely at a loss with no roads leading to anywhere. When he first died I just sat around in a stupor for seven months and gained fifty pounds. I was a horror and a half to behold, lol. Which reminds me... I need to go and work out... sick or not, I need to get in my three miles a day or I just feel like the amazing thousand pound sloth.

Thankyou for being so kind and supportive :D. I just hope I always remember and recognize that in my self... that I shoud project confidence and experience freedom. Just to live at all costs... My friend Milo is always telling me, "You don't have any limits except for the ones you set for yourself." Maybe I should make that my new motto as well...

You'd best stay your open-minded and sexy self as well... it just kills me to see all of these wonderful women marrying jerks and having kids just because "why not? It's what you do in life." And that's an exact quote... it just makes me sad. You can do anything you want... you don't have to marry a guy who makes you miserable and raise children you don't like... it's a choice.
 
Awww... ::gets weepy:: That's so sweet, Jack... if I can ever do anything to enhance your life, I'll be glad to help :D. We'll turn you into a little hedonistic manwhore... just give us another week, LoL.

:kiss:
 
Mmm...a little family. Can I call you daddy? ;-)

I know what you mean. I really look forward to waking up each morning and signing on to talk with you guys.

Tania, I think those of us who live outside the norm do so because something has happened to us, often something terrible, that has forced us to reinvent ourselves, and we fight triumphantly never to sink again. It's not so much "running" from something, as it is...like trying ot stay in shape. If you let yourself go, you fall apart. I think we treat life that way, too. I think it would be healthy for everybody to do so, but maybe it's like the matrix, if you can't see it, you don't even know what you're missing.

YAY! Hedonistic Manwhore Slaves! :) Can I put you in a slave collar and you can feed me grapes, Jack? :)

And if you're a good slave I'll let you ride me. Oh, and those aren't bull horns, they're devil. ;-)
 
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