Surrender

[OOC: Wow ! This is a REALLY hot thread & I hope that you feel the same?].

The feel of Julia's muscles contracting around his thrusting manhood was exquisite and he speeded up his suckling upon her breasts.
He could tell from the erection of her nipples that Julia's climax was fast approaching and his thrusts became slower, yet harder, against her, creating a diffeerent kind of pleasure for them both.
His strong thrusts seemed to pump the air from both of their bodies, forcing gasps from them both as the full length of him entered her, spreading her labia wide apart and as they both strove to get even more of his penis into her womanhood.
Even through the mixture of strained grunts and groans that they were both emitting, they could both clearly hear the wet slapping sound of his cock as he pumped it steadingly into her vagina.

Stilling himself slightly and raising himself up above her on his hands, Clayton took one of her legs and placed it vertically up his body so that she had one ankle over his shoulder and so that her other leg was still parted wide from her groin to gain full contact between their groins.
Sitting up, Clayton pulled Julia towards him once again so that they were fully joined (forcing a deep groan from him as her hot wet sex fully enveloped him once again) and he began to thrust into her.
Holding onto her thigh frimly yet gently, he used his prodigious strength to easily pulling her crotch upwards and towards him on his inwards stroke
-further fuelling the lust between them- both of them enjoying the feel of her being able to just lie back in repose and being in his control as he manouevered her back and forth along his sturdy erection.

Then, with her leg still over his shoulder, Clayton wrapped her other leg around his waist. Her leg was bent at the knee so that she could encourage his motions and pull his groin even further into her using her foot.
He leant forwards now, so that she was receiving full muscle tension as he began to thrust the full extremity of his thick long cock inside of her quivering flesh and he began to thrust as he had done before, keeping himself deeply within her sex.
 
Julia opened her passion filled eyes as Clayton stilled himself. A little frown kissed her forward as a question not spoken showed on her face. As he positioned her legs she still did not know what it was all about. His body began its forceful and now controlling deep penetration again. She gasped with pleasure as she found these strange new angles drove him even deeper within her.

Julia's groans deepened as his thrusts quickened and drove his huge manhood deeper into her. She could hear his sounds of pleasure as he rammed harder into her so wet womanhood. His hands went to her thighs and held them firmly and began to pull her upward repeatedly with every inward stroke. This control he had over her body drove Julia's passions even higher. His steady tempo drawing her womanhood back and forth his rock hard erection drove her wild with passion.

Julia could feel him manipulate her other leg around his waist and instinctively pulled him deeper within her. Clayton was now deeply embedded into her very core. She was filled with his manhood, each thrust brought load groans to her lips. Her body shook with passion as he again increased the speed and depth of his thrusts.

Her foot egged him on, he had full reign to do as he would. His huge hard cock giving great pleasure as it became a piston ramming into her. Her groans built in volume as his hips worked her into a mind-bending experience of controlled lust.

"Oh Clayton, harder, harder, deeper deeper"

Her voice rang out in an uncharacteristic demand, which spurred Clayton into a new kind of roughness for them both.
 
Clayton had only seen this position once before (in a couple copulating in a barn) but it had seemed to create intense pleasure for the woman concerned and he wanted to give Julia as much pleasure as she could handle, so when Julia's deep cries began to mingle with his own grunts of passion, he was very glad that they had tried this.

His pleasure was further increased by the feeling of her foot on his buttocks urging him to penetrate even deeper into her core, which he did so with considerable vigour and ardour, bringing new groans from Julia as she lay against him.

In response to Julia's strident demand of: "Oh Clayton, harder, harder, deeper deeper" -and having noticed how she had seemed to find extra pleasure in being held whilst they made love- Clayton unwrapped her leg from his waist and raised it upwards so that Julia was now resting both of her ankles upon his shoulders as he leant forwards into her body.

Although most of his weight was upon his hands (which were either side of her beautiful breasts which quivered and shuddered in time with his ardent thrusts) this position allowed him to add a little of his weight to gently add momentum to the force of his thrusts inside her and they both let out a prolonged, heartfelt groan as -incredibly- his cock seemed to grow even more within her sex, finding a little extra girth and perhaps an extra half-inch in length of rigid flesh to push inside of her.

Leaning over her, supported by his hands and toes, Julia's legs were pinioned back up her body so that he knees were rubbing against her rock-hard nipples and Clayton redoubled his efforts, increasing the depth and speed of his thrusts, pistoning the full length of his iron-hard penis within her enflamed vagina.
Clayton instantly found a rythmn and a position where they were both very comfortable and Julia's repose was such that he could really begin to ram himself fully into the velveteen cradle of her hot wet sex as she had demanded...and he did so, forcing out grunts and groans from both of them with each and every stroke.
 
Luke ....

CollegeRomantic said:
Ava stared at him, completely stunned. She had no idea what to say to him, or even that he felt that way about her. Luke was so sweet, so wonderful. Could she be as good for him as he would be for her? Her eyes filled with tears suddenly, and she was overcome. She leaned over, planting a soft kiss on his mouth, before dashing out of the room.

After I left the cabin, I went and sat by the wagon and waited for Ava to return. Now I was mixed up more than before we talked. Her Kiss and then Ava running from the room.

" Stand up, say what you mean, I've been told. Stop using my arm as a excuse. It happened, it's over, move on. So I try and step up and I am left sitting alone. The powerful reminder still on my lips and in my mind. Did I blow the deal? Am I being stupid to think a woman like Ava could accept me? Questions and more questions keep running around inside my head. "

So I sit and wait for Ava to return, if she does. Women "Alex said you you don't try and understand how a woman think, but to accept what they have to offer." Maybe he was right, I should not judge Ava until I know what is happening, to her and to me and to us all.

I stand and begin pacing back and forth by the wagon. This is going to be a long night. I don't think I am going to get any sleep as I walk back and forth.

A lone owl hoots and a dog howls to the moon............
 
andygorn said:
Clayton had only seen this position once before (in a couple copulating in a barn) but it had seemed to create intense pleasure for the woman concerned and he wanted to give Julia as much pleasure as she could handle, so when Julia's deep cries began to mingle with his own grunts of passion, he was very glad that they had tried this.

His pleasure was further increased by the feeling of her foot on his buttocks urging him to penetrate even deeper into her core, which he did so with considerable vigour and ardour, bringing new groans from Julia as she lay against him.

In response to Julia's strident demand of: "Oh Clayton, harder, harder, deeper deeper" -and having noticed how she had seemed to find extra pleasure in being held whilst they made love- Clayton unwrapped her leg from his waist and raised it upwards so that Julia was now resting both of her ankles upon his shoulders as he leant forwards into her body.

Although most of his weight was upon his hands (which were either side of her beautiful breasts which quivered and shuddered in time with his ardent thrusts) this position allowed him to add a little of his weight to gently add momentum to the force of his thrusts inside her and they both let out a prolonged, heartfelt groan as -incredibly- his cock seemed to grow even more within her sex, finding a little extra girth and perhaps an extra half-inch in length of rigid flesh to push inside of her.

Leaning over her, supported by his hands and toes, Julia's legs were pinioned back up her body so that he knees were rubbing against her rock-hard nipples and Clayton redoubled his efforts, increasing the depth and speed of his thrusts, pistoning the full length of his iron-hard penis within her enflamed vagina.
Clayton instantly found a rythmn and a position where they were both very comfortable and Julia's repose was such that he could really begin to ram himself fully into the velveteen cradle of her hot wet sex as she had demanded...and he did so, forcing out grunts and groans from both of them with each and every stroke.

Clayton stopped once more and a groan of need slipped out of Julia's lips. He placed her other leg on his shoulder and rammed hard into her, she gasped in pleasure. It seemed in this position she was not able to move at all and that thought inflamed her more as she gave fully into his pounding manhood. Her hands dug into the soil around her as she groaned with every thrust. Her body fluids flooded Clayton's manhood. Clayton's chest rubbed against Julia's engorged nipples, her body was on fire with sensations.

"OH YES CLAYTON, OH YES"

Her shouts of pleasure bringing her close to the brink of a massive climax.
 
From the increasingly needy tones of her voice, coupled with the writhing of her body beneath him, Clayton knew that Julia was truly enjoying this new position with him lying over her and with her ankles over his shoulders.

Feeling Julia fully relax and give herself over to her pleasure beneath him, Clayton found that he was able to use more of his strength to pump himself deeper inside her without hurting her; and he did so, accompanied by her gasps, grunts and groans as he sped up the thrusts of the full length of his thick cock within her molten sex.
Soon -even through their mutual cries of impending climax- could be heard the slapping sounds of his heavy balls banging hard against the firm globes of her bottom and also the noises of his thick 10" penis which was now pounding and ramming her soaking wet vagina.

Between his own yearning gasps, Clayton encouraged her: "That's it...Julia...push yourself...upwards to meet my...rock-hard member..."
As she did so, Clayton heaved his body, arching his back, desperately pushing with all of his strength to attain the fullest possible penetration of Julia's sex: at this, they both cried out as these extra few millimetres of his penetration brought them both to the edge of their huge climax.

Gasping, their bodied rocked violently together, each strove to give the other their maximum pleasure: like a glass filled to the brim with water, there was a second where they both teetered on the edge, the glass totally full, yet held by the surface tension....Clayton and Julia locked eyes in this brief instant and both gazes were filled with complete love and utter need and lust for each other.

Then -like the the water spilling over the sides of the glass- their massive mutual climax flooded through them both like an immense torrent; their cries and shouts -which seemed to be wrung out of their very core by their gigantic orgasms- resouned along the riverbank as they both utterly spent their last reserves of energy pushing and pumping their bodies against the other, trying to prolong their climaxes for as long as possible for the other's benefit.
 
"Hey Cassi, Alex. No problem at all. David slept the entire time and Jenny was just talking in her sleep. She called out for her husband once or twice, not sure. She never did wake up!"

Cassi nodded as he spoke and carried things to the kitchen.

"Hi Luke, Where's Ava?"

"She had to step out for a few minutes. She just left before you came in Cassi"

"Thanks again Luke, Cassi needed the break. If you want to take in some fresh air, go ahead. We'll hold down the fort."

Alex had that voice that gave a woman goosebumpies in her midsection. Cassi really didn't concentrate on the conversation.

"You're most welcom, and by the look of Cassi, she looks refreshed. Good night Cassi, Alex"

"night Masser Luke." Cassi smiled as he exited.

Cassi was moving things in the small kitchen when Masser Alex called her.

"Hey Cassi, Come here and take a look at David, It's quite a sight."

Cassi came into the cubby and smiled at the sleeping tyke. "reminds me of Masser Neil.. he was a sweet baby when he was asleppin."

Cassi walked back into the kitchen and fixed the milky liquid. She came back and fed David then changed him for the night. A soft kiss to the forehead and she went back to check on Miz Jenny. Cassi could tell that Miz Jenny was plumb tuckered out as the soft sigh of breathing reached Cassi's sharp ears.

Cassi laid down to rest but only for a short while. "I'z will takes care of Miz Jenny and little Masser David.. honest."

But once her eyes completely closed, she drifted into a deep exhausted sleep dreaming of having fuck after fuck with Masser Alex's cock filling her belly with so much seed her belly was springing a leak of his seed out her belly button.
 
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andygorn said:
From the increasingly needy tones of her voice, coupled with the writhing of her body beneath him, Clayton knew that Julia was truly enjoying this new position with him lying over her and with her ankles over his shoulders.

Feeling Julia fully relax and give herself over to her pleasure beneath him, Clayton found that he was able to use more of his strength to pump himself deeper inside her without hurting her; and he did so, accompanied by her gasps, grunts and groans as he sped up the thrusts of the full length of his thick cock within her molten sex.
Soon -even through their mutual cries of impending climax- could be heard the slapping sounds of his heavy balls banging hard against the firm globes of her bottom and also the noises of his thick 10" penis which was now pounding and ramming her soaking wet vagina.

Between his own yearning gasps, Clayton encouraged her: "That's it...Julia...push yourself...upwards to meet my...rock-hard member..."
As she did so, Clayton heaved his body, arching his back, desperately pushing with all of his strength to attain the fullest possible penetration of Julia's sex: at this, they both cried out as these extra few millimetres of his penetration brought them both to the edge of their huge climax.

Gasping, their bodied rocked violently together, each strove to give the other their maximum pleasure: like a glass filled to the brim with water, there was a second where they both teetered on the edge, the glass totally full, yet held by the surface tension....Clayton and Julia locked eyes in this brief instant and both gazes were filled with complete love and utter need and lust for each other.

Then -like the the water spilling over the sides of the glass- their massive mutual climax flooded through them both like an immense torrent; their cries and shouts -which seemed to be wrung out of their very core by their gigantic orgasms- resouned along the riverbank as they both utterly spent their last reserves of energy pushing and pumping their bodies against the other, trying to prolong their climaxes for as long as possible for the other's benefit.


As the passion built, Julia burst through his restraint to effect some small thrusts of her own. She heard his words incouraging her.

That's it...Julia...push yourself...upwards to meet my...rock-hard member..."

She groaned and doubled her efforts to gain even more pleasure for both of them.
Her hips joined his tempo and as they met their groans grew louder and louder. They went over the edge together pumping wildly into each other. Their movements continued long after the powerful climax took them.
 
Alex ....

I sat and watched as Cassi fed David and prepared to put him to bed for the night. She changed him and gave him a kiss as she put him to bed. Those same soft full lips that had kissed me earlier this evening. She went into check on Jenny and returned a few minutes later.

Cassi .... "I'z will takes care of Miz Jenny and Little Masser David .. honest."

Alex .... "I know you will Cassi. Now please lay back, close your eyes and go to some sleep. You need your rest, I'll take the first watch." I knelt down beside her and kissed the top of her head and drew the blanket up around her. She was fast asleep in no time at all and she had a small smile on her face. Cassi must be having a pleasent dream, I thought to myself.

I heard a cry from Jenny's room and I rose up and went to check on her. She was still sleeping and I saw tears running down her cheeks. Jenny was not as lucky as Cassi, there was no sweet gentle dreams for her tonight.

I wet the cloth in the pan by her bed and placed it upon her fevered brow. Oh how I wished we were able to do more for her. It was now in the hands of the Lord and I hoped that he was watching. I sat with Jenny for the greater part of the night. Her breathing was now labored and shallow and I took her hand in mine. I bent and kissed the back of her hand and she squeezed it tight and called out her husband's name. A short time later, her hand slid from mine and when I looked, THERE WAS A SMILE ON HER LIPS.

She was gone. Jenny left us and joined her husband and the Lord. I pulled down the blankets and placed her hands folded across her breast and drew the blanket back up into place.

I went out into the main room of the cabin and sat by the fire as tears now ran down my face. It took an hour before I was able to continue. I poured myself the last of the coffee and prepared a fresh pot. I could here David starting to get restless. It must be getting near dawn.

I walked over to the door with my coffee and looked towards the east and the sky was beging to get lighter. Another day was here and this was going to be a very long and hard day for all of us. I feared for Cassi. I knew my love could not shield her from the anguish and pain she was going to feel from the loss of Jenny.

David let out a yelp or two and I went back inside. Cassi has slept now for ten hours and she would soon hear David and be up and moving, getting ready for the new day. I was just picking up David when I heard movement behind me.
 
It was David's cry that woke Cassi and she squirmed under the warm blanket willing her tired frame to rise and tend to caring for her people. She was surprised to see Masser Alex pickin up David.

"I'z gots him a bowl of mush." Cassi whispered softly. "It wont takes long to warm for him."

Cassi smiled as she pushed back her tangles of hair. Despite just waking up she looked lovely in his long shirt.. "Iffin yore wantin to feed him, I'z can get breakfest agoin."

She moved to the kitchen area not taking a glance towards Jenny's area. First things first, she needed to make sure that David was fed. It took a few minutes to fix a bowl of warmed mush and milky too.. she brought it to the table for Masser Alex to feed David. Once she walked away she washed her hands and started to mix biscuits and fry up the last of the bacon. She figured that she could make a good gravy to smother the biscuits with to feed her people.

Cassi took a second to glance towards Miz Jenny's bed. The covers were pulled to her head, making Cassi curious to why she did that. Cassi wiped her hands on a cloth and then walked over to the bedside.

It was the scream that could have woke the dead.. her Miz Jenny was passed on, Cassi felt the drowning guilt flood her being as she failed to take care of her Miz Jenny. "NOOOOOOO!"

Cassi's mournful wail made David cry loudly as her pain seemed to tell the tyke something wasn't right.
 
Alex ....

I was so engrossed with feeding David, I thought Cassi was fixing Breakfast. I had no chance to srop her from entering Jenny's bedroom. After a few moments.

Cassi .... "NOOOOOOO!", Came the lamented wail from Cassi.

The cry had made David jump and he bagant to cry. Adding now to the noise and confussion taking place in the cabin. I took th Crying David and walked into the room where Jenny and Cassi was. I could see the tears on her cheeks and it stole my breath away to see and feel her pain. I had fail to break it to her a little more gently and at that I failed.

Alex .... "Cassi, Cassi, Come with me now" I said trying to handly the struggling David and a distraught Cassi. "Come, David needs you, please come away. We'll look to Ms. Jenny in a little. David needs you now." I was finally able to work myself between Cassi and the bed. Blocking her way and moving her slowly back into the main room.

Luke .... "What's wrong!" I called entering the room and seeing Alex blocking Cassi From re-entering the small bedroom. "OH, No" and I walked over to them.

Alex .... "Luke, Help Cassi over to the fireplace" Luke took Cassi by the arm and led her to the chair by the fire.

Luke ...."Cassi, It's me Luke". I knelt and took her hand as Alex knelt down next to me. Alex placed the Crying David in her lad and I put her had and arm across the baby in her lap. I looked towards Alex and all he did was nod his head and I knew that Jenny had died during the night.

Alex .... "Cassi, David needs your help. I can't seem to be able to do much for he now. Cassi, Please help David. He needs you. He needs you now."
I didn't know if I was getting through to her and now I didn't know what else to do. Davids head rested lightly in the crook of her one arm and the other lay across his small body. I let go of David but remained kneeling in front of Cassi.

Alex .... "Luke, Please Go and Wake Ava if she isn't already awake and ask her to come here, We need her help." I asked of Luke.

Luke ...."Sure thing Alex, I go right now." and I stood and left the cabin and walked out and over to Ava's tent. I had not seen her since she ran out of the cabin last night after her kiss. What a way to greet the day.
 
Ava awoke, hearing screams and seeing Luke's shadow outside her tent. Quickly pulling on her dress, she scrambled up out of her tent to see what was going on.

"Luke, what in the world is happening? Did Cassi just scream like that? Where's Alex?"

Not waiting for an answer, she grabbed his arm and pulled him toward the cabin, running as fast as her legs could carry her.

Upon reaching the cabin she burst in, clearly frightened.

"What is it? What's happening? Why is David crying like that? How can I help?"
 
Alex ....

Alex .... "Ava, Please come and get David. His mush and milk is there on the table. See if you can quiet him down." I stood taking David from Cassi and walking over to Ava. Speaking in a low voice to Ava. "Jenny Died during the night, just before sunrise. Cassi had just found her and she cried out. You take care of David for awhile and I'll see to Cassi."

I then went over to the fire and poured a cup of coffee for Cassi. I returned to where she sat and knelt by her side. I held her one hand and waited for her to compose herself or to lose control. I would be there when she would need me most. For now I let her be, I didn't want to force anything now.

Luke .... Luke walked over to Alex and spoke quietly to him. "Sorry Alex, Ava didn't give me much of a chance to tell her what happened, she just up and ran here. Sorry. What can I don to help now?"

Alex .... "Nothing right now. Stand by and be ready when your needed. The coffee is fresh and hot. Take a cup over to Ava too. And, Thanks Luke!"

Luke .... I stood up and poured two cups of coffee and carried one over to where Ava was. She was able to get David quieted down and he was now eating. I set the coffee on the table next to her. "Your doing a good job there, you look natural doing that." I turned red and I not sure why. I try and smile at her, but she is busy with David. I walk over to the main table and my cup of coffee.
 
"Cassi, Cassi, Come with me now"

Cassi couldn't hear him, just the voices You failed Cassi.. she died cause yore an ignorant nigger. Never once gave her that medicine.. was more important to see to the Master then to Miz Jenny.

"Come, David needs you, please come away. We'll look to Ms. Jenny in a little. David needs you now."

"David?" Cassi glanced at Masser Alex as if he were some stranger.

"What's wrong!" She heard Masser Luke's voice and even looked back to the small bed.

"Luke, Help Cassi over to the fireplace"

"Cassi, It's me Luke".

Cassi looked at him then looked at the baby in her arms. She felt so numb inside yet encircled the child and started to jiggle him to calm the wailing, but her eyes kept returning to the bed in the corner.

"Cassi, David needs your help. I can't seem to be able to do much for he now. Cassi, Please help David. He needs you. He needs you now."

Cassi tried to will her body to hold him closer but her limbs were heavy and numb. Cassi's sobs had stopped but the tears were still trickling down and dripping off her chin. How was she to mother a little white baby?

"Luke, Please Go and Wake Ava if she isn't already awake and ask her to come here, We need her help." Masser Alex sounded fearful when he spoke.

Cassi was moving her lips but nothing was sounding out as she looked down into David's face. poor little man.. yore mama done left.. you's all alone now

"Sure thing Alex, I go right now."

Cassi looked up and seen Luke leave the cabin.. she didn't have breakfest ready.. He was leavin hungry, her mind fretted. Then the scent of done biscuits filled the room and David's wailing made her cringe.

"What is it? What's happening? Why is David crying like that? How can I help?"

So Cassi opened the shirt and lifted her teet, brushing it by David's mouth. Of course he latched on and suckled like a straving child. Cassi knew that she couldn't give him milk but she could give him comfort and that was what he needed the most. David's mouth being full stopped wailing like a banshee as Cassi rocked him gently humming a song. But itwasn't satisfying and his crying returned.

"Ava, Please come and get David. His mush and milk is there on the table. See if you can quiet him down." Alex said. "Jenny Died during the night, just before sunrise. Cassi had just found her and she cried out. You take care of David for awhile and I'll see to Cassi."

Cassi was consummed with guilt again as she was just sitting there.

"Sorry Alex, Ava didn't give me much of a chance to tell her what happened, she just up and ran here. Sorry. What can I do to help now?"

"Nothing right now. Stand by and be ready when your needed. The coffee is fresh and hot. Take a cup over to Ava too. And, Thanks Luke!"

Cassi broke into tears and hugged Alex. She lamented on her inability to take care of Miz Jenny and being nothing more then a worthless negress. She felt her heart breaking in half as she hugged him tight to her chest.
 
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Alex ....

Alex .... "Oh Cassi, My Cassi! ................It's not your fault. You did everything you could." I knelt there in front of Cassiwith her hugging close to her and crrying. Her carring on almost got me to start to cry over again too.

Ava was caring for David, Luke sat at the table and Cassi and I held each other. Right now we were a completly disjointed group. I as their leader was as lost as the rest of them. These were my thoughts as I knelt holding Cassi.

Alex .... I smelled the Biscuts and I turned to Luke. "Luke, Take the Dutch oven off the fire please, it smells like the biscuts are ready." I detached myself from Cassi and stood. I ad to start acting like their leader or we would not get through this day. I helped Cassi to stand and walked her over to the table and sat her back down there with Luke.
 
Clayton and Julia

The sounds of their intense mutual climax filled the air, as Clayton arched his back and filed Julia with his seed, feeling her own juices wash over his groin like a wave as her internal muscles spasmed around him.

All throughout their orgasm, their bodies seemed to be automatically moving against each other, trying to eke out as much pleasure from each other as they could manage, even though their strength was waning in the face of such pleasure.

Clayton held Julia close as their bodies throbbed against each other and kissed her tenderly, relishing the feeling of their closeness and feelijg her sodft welmcoming body against his own.
Looking deeply into Julia's beautiful eyes, he said, smiling:
"Hey, I want you to know that I'm forever and I'm not going anywhere unless it's with you, sweetheart."
 
"Oh Cassi, My Cassi! ................It's not your fault. You did everything you could."

Cassi was filled with remorse and it was lethargic on her as it sapped her energy. She just couldn't understand that Jenny's sickness was stronger then anything Cassi could have done for her.

Then the strong aroma of biscuits filled the room, it wasn't her place to be so selfish with the emotions.. she had people that were counting on her but she was so weary now.

"Luke, Take the Dutch oven off the fire please, it smells like the biscuts are ready."

Cassi sat at the table and looked at Ava.. then to the floor.. "I'z sorry.. I'z plum sorry."
 
andygorn said:
The sounds of their intense mutual climax filled the air, as Clayton arched his back and filed Julia with his seed, feeling her own juices wash over his groin like a wave as her internal muscles spasmed around him.

All throughout their orgasm, their bodies seemed to be automatically moving against each other, trying to eke out as much pleasure from each other as they could manage, even though their strength was waning in the face of such pleasure.

Clayton held Julia close as their bodies throbbed against each other and kissed her tenderly, relishing the feeling of their closeness and feelijg her sodft welmcoming body against his own.
Looking deeply into Julia's beautiful eyes, he said, smiling:
"Hey, I want you to know that I'm forever and I'm not going anywhere unless it's with you, sweetheart."

Julia was in the soft afterglow of love making when she heard Clayton's voice punching through to her mind. She looked at him and laughed, delighted that he wanted her to know he would never leave her.

"I am very happy you said that to me Clayton, because I would have to take out my pistol and take you with me whether you wanted to go or not"

They both laughed at the first joke Julia had ever made with him. Julia kissed his lips gently and laid her head against his chest.

"I am so glad we found each other, Clayton"
 
A day of change ....

All the members of the group are now assembled in the main room of the cabin. They are seated at the table. The sun is now fully up and the day has begun.

Cassi .... "I'z sorry .. I'z plum sorry"

Alex uncovers the Dutch Oven and the biscuts are nicely done, a golden brown. Ava puts David in his cradle and joins the group at the table.

Alex .... "We have biscuts, honey and a little butter, hot coffee and some jerked beef." I set the pot of coffee on the table and sat next to Cassi. I poured two cups of coffee and slid one in front of Cassie. I took a biscut and buttered it while it was hot.

Alex .... "Cassi, You have to eat something. Try a biscut and have some coffee. ..... Please Cassi! For me." I try and get Cassi to do something other then to sit there and brude and blame herself.

Luke ...."Come on Cassi, you didn't make these biscuts so Alex could eat them all!"

Alex .... I lifted her head with my hand under her chin and gently wiped away her tears and with a clean cloth dried her face. I push back some stray hairs that had fallen across her face. At this point, David decided he needed a little attention and he started to cry. Bless his little heart. I motion Ava to stay seated and wait to see if Cassi responed to his cries.
 
Ava stared at David, into is frightened little eyes. She tried to console him, tried to feed him. Her movements were clumsy, but honest. She had never cared for a baby before. How could she do this? How could she take care of a baby?

It's your fault she died.

The thought assailed Ava, hitting her with the force of an oncoming train. Her fault. Her fault because she hadn't gone to the doctor earlier. Her fault because she hadn't done what she should have. Could she have done something? Bought more medicine? Paid for a better doctor?

She held David close to her, spooning the baby his food, trying her best to at least keep one of them alive.

It's your fault she died.... Your fault Ava.
 
"We have biscuts, honey and a little butter, hot coffee and some jerked beef."

Cassi just stared at the cup "I don't need one."

"Cassi, You have to eat something. Try a biscut and have some coffee. ..... Please Cassi! For me."

Cassi felt that she was ggoing to be punished, in fact it may have been wiser to give her a supposed punishment so she would get past the event.

"Come on Cassi, you didn't make these biscuts so Alex could eat them all!"

It was kind of Masser Luke to be so encouraging but Cassi's heart was not into eating anything. Cassi also couldn't stop crying for Miz Jenny.

It was David's wails that touched her heartstrings. Poor little man, lost his momma and now needed them all.

"Miz Ava.. you want fore me to take him?" Cassi asked softly seeing the same intense blame in the woman's eyes.

It was David that brought Cassi back to life and she was determined that he would never forget Miz Jenny neither
 
Julia's soft laugh was like cooling summer rain to Clayton's overheated senses and he relaxed in her welcoming arms.

He laughed with Julia at her joke, hoping that it would be one of very many more that they would share.
The idea of Julia being in control was quite a pleasant thought, and he smiled winningly back at her as he answered, laughing lightly: "Well, what would you say if I told you that I might..perhaps...like the thought of you being in charge of me...?" He left the quetion hanging in the air between them.

Julia's soft kiss was incredible and he returned it, softly.
"Me too, Julia " Clayton replied tenderly.
"I know it sounds lame, but you bring me sunshine even on the cloudiest day and long may it continue."
 
Julia's soft laughter filled the air once more.

"What would I have you do, Clayton, if I was in charge of you"

She really didn't know what she had asked as Julia had only been responsible for herself for a long time. Clayton was her second man and as of yet she had made no demand from any man. She more or less went with the flow letting Clayton direct her actions. The only place that she was in control was in the use of her weapons.

"We should really get to sleep because we need to leave very early in the morning for the plantation and then we go West to freedom and a nice roof over our heads. It will be wonderful to have a home again, with a strong man beside me"
 
Clayton smiled warmly at Julia's laughter as he never got tired of hearing it.

In response to her question, he replied: "Well, I was wondering if you might care to make love on top of me...you could be in control if you wanted to...or I could still hold and move you...whichever you'd prefer..?"

"You're right about us both needing sleep, Julia; for some reason, I've come over really tired all of a sudden..." Clayton replied playfully, grinning to her fom ear to ear.
"And I couldn't imagine starting a new life out West with anyone but you and Amy...my two favourite girls in the whole world." Clayton answered, as he lay in the sweet, loving, embrace of this wonderful woman.
The look on Clayton's face unmistakably told Julia that he was so caught up in her beautifully deep eyes that he didn't really want to move at all...but he knew that they had to get back to bed at some point, so he softly kissed her on the lips and cheeks and rolled onto his side, allowing her to move.
 
Julia chuckled in response to his suggestion.

"Darling, I would be more than happy to take control of you in that position"

She laughed heartedly and her body bounced against Clayton as she did.

"I will endeavor to control you totally but if I need help or if you see me passing out, you have my permission to assist. God, Clayton, I love you so much, at times its heard to contain myself"

But our little control experiment will have to wait, love. First we need sleep so we can get up early tomorrow, we need to retrieve the gold, it is buried at different spots on the plantation, my Dad had no faith in banks or in the Confedercy. I know all the locations, we will need all our saddle bags and when we get to the west we will put it in the bank"

Julia hugged Clayton and looked into his eyes.
 
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