Supporting Red...

RedHairedandFriendly said:
I really took a good look at myself today... naked. You know if I could just keep the image of the woman in the AV in my head, all would be good. But... what folks don't see is under that waist line. It's not pretty folks. It's very yucky. :(

I knew it was going to happen... the loose skin and all. I knew I would look this way... but add to the loose skin, the scar. It's so long and so ugly. It dips in the middle, just under my belly button. It's so not sexy. :(

My thighs are now showing excess skin. My breasts as well. My arms... Not beautiful either. I know I'm in a transition, but it's hard to feel sexy, beautiful, and confident when I know what my outer appearance looks like. I didn't do this for vanity reasons, so I know that the skin issue may sound like I have, but it's not. It's just I don't like how I look right now and I know I still have far to go.

*rant over*
You have to remember you are still in transition and you will soon be ready for the future. :kiss:
 
RedHairedandFriendly said:
I really took a good look at myself today... naked. You know if I could just keep the image of the woman in the AV in my head, all would be good. But... what folks don't see is under that waist line. It's not pretty folks. It's very yucky. :(
This is the first time I've looked at this thread, and it has been a real eye-opener. My impression of you from your posts has alway been that you are one of the nicest-hearted people on lit, but now I know the real, unvarnished truth... that you are also one of the strongest and bravest. :rose: I'm sorry that you were feeling yucky today. Thanks for being a positive light to literotica!
- curl
 
curl4ever said:
This is the first time I've looked at this thread, and it has been a real eye-opener. My impression of you from your posts has alway been that you are one of the nicest-hearted people on lit, but now I know the real, unvarnished truth... that you are also one of the strongest and bravest. :rose: I'm sorry that you were feeling yucky today. Thanks for being a positive light to literotica!
- curl


curl ~

Thanks very much for taking a moment to stop by, mostly thank you for your kind words. They were very sweet and encouraging. I greatly appreciated them.

~ Red :rose:
 
RedHairedandFriendly said:
Good morning handsome PJ. :kiss: It's nice to see you this fine day. I've got some time to kill before work. What are you up to? Trouble? ;)
Damn, I know I shouldnt swear but I was just leaving getting ready to go to Work :(
 
RedHairedandFriendly said:
Not bad. I have to head for work in 15-20 min. How about you? You doing anything productive today?
thats good Red!!!! aww..work always gets in the way...just chatting with a friend and doing some posts here and there...trying to stay outta trouble! :kiss:
 
timtattoo8888 said:
thats good Red!!!! aww..work always gets in the way...just chatting with a friend and doing some posts here and there...trying to stay outta trouble! :kiss:
I went out Sat. night with two girls from work. It was a lot of fun. It was the first time in over 14 years that I had a girls' night out. :D We went to the mall, walked around, eventually buying new sexy panties at Sears, then had dinner and drinks at TGIF and then went to an adult store. I then took one of the girl's back to her house, since she lives only 15 min. from me.
 
RedHairedandFriendly said:
I went out Sat. night with two girls from work. It was a lot of fun. It was the first time in over 14 years that I had a girls' night out. :D We went to the mall, walked around, eventually buying new sexy panties at Sears, then had dinner and drinks at TGIF and then went to an adult store. I then took one of the girl's back to her house, since she lives only 15 min. from me.

sounded like a fun time!!!!!!!! :) :kiss:
 
Your Body might be in a transition period, but your heart and soul are as beautiful and wonderful and light as they ever were! :heart: :rose: :kiss: :heart:
 
RedHairedandFriendly said:
I went out Sat. night with two girls from work. It was a lot of fun. It was the first time in over 14 years that I had a girls' night out. :D We went to the mall, walked around, eventually buying new sexy panties at Sears, then had dinner and drinks at TGIF and then went to an adult store. I then took one of the girl's back to her house, since she lives only 15 min. from me.


Fancy you visiting an adult store. I am so shocked, I thought you were such an innocent thing :D :D :D

Glad you had fun sweetie :kiss: :kiss: :kiss:
 
bluefoxlady said:
Fancy you visiting an adult store. I am so shocked, I thought you were such an innocent thing :D :D :D

Glad you had fun sweetie :kiss: :kiss: :kiss:
:kiss: :) I had a lot of fun. :) I'm getting pretty knowledgeable on those toys.

All mine eventually broke, so I broke down and went and bought a new fresh supply... $167.00 worth. :eek: But damn they are soooooo worth it!
 
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