Supporting Red...

[jaded_lily]

He's always in trouble with everyone and he does realize it cause he's a brat, lol.
*hugs*

Aren't most guys.

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

Would love to stay home and be with the kids and DH but it's not an option.....I just printed out some resumes and going to go to some places around the area....

I have enjoyed it. It's had its good points and its bad. I'm needing a change though, it's time.

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

G'morning (((((((( Red ))))))))) and my compliments on the ticker you added!

I'm so happy that you are feeling so good as to be considering work again and I hope you find something fun yet satisfying. Some of my best jobs found me.

Trying to loose these Monday blues...

(((((hugs))))) Thanks.

I'm glad to see you today. I hope you've been able to get out of the Monday blues.

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

That's it, you're going to be the live in nanny and no dungeon for you.

He's always in trouble with everyone and he does realize it cause he's a brat, lol.
*hugs*

*snickers* I look forward to moving in.

 

[jaded_lily]

I have enjoyed it. It's had its good points and its bad. I'm needing a change though, it's time.

It's kinda scary at first at least for me it was

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

It's kinda scary at first at least for me it was

I'm very scared jaded. Because my finding a job also makes me one step closer to leaving and being on my own, something I've never been.

 

[jaded_lily]

I'm very scared jaded. Because my finding a job also makes me one step closer to leaving and being on my own, something I've never been.

I'm wondering Red..........does your surgery have a lot to do with the above statement?

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

I'm wondering Red..........does your surgery have a lot to do with the above statement?

No, not at all. We were having problems seven years ago. The last two years have been harder, the last 8 months have been horrible. It's just taken me a while to realize I can't keep pretending that this is the life I want to live. I can't be what everyone else wants me to be.

 

[FantasySlut]

No, not at all. We were having problems seven years ago. The last two years have been harder, the last 8 months have been horrible. It's just taken me a while to realize I can't keep pretending that this is the life I want to live. I can't be what everyone else wants me to be.

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My heart goes out to you.....If I'm not mistaken, I believe you know I know how you feel. I hope you'll eventually get what ever you desire. ​

 

[jaded_lily]

No, not at all. We were having problems seven years ago. The last two years have been harder, the last 8 months have been horrible. It's just taken me a while to realize I can't keep pretending that this is the life I want to live. I can't be what everyone else wants me to be.

I hear that!

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

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My heart goes out to you.....If I'm not mistaken, I believe you know I know how you feel. I hope you'll eventually get what ever you desire. ​

((((((HUGS)))))) Yes, I do know you understand. Thank you for the hope. I wish I could predict the future and know I'm making the right decision. I feel in my gut I am, but I don't like causing pain, especially the kind I will be causing my children. But I also know I can't continue living like this, where I cringe at his touch and want to just disappear and fade away when he tries to seduce me, even though I say no. I don't want to continue being "guilted" into sex. I don't want to feel "dirty" for the fantasies or desires I have. I want to be accepted for the woman I have become. I've changed, and no not because of the surgery. I've gained more self confidence because of it, yes, but as far as my own sense of what I want out of life. . . that happened before my GBS.

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

I hear that!

*nods*

 

[jaded_lily]

((((((HUGS)))))) Yes, I do know you understand. Thank you for the hope. I wish I could predict the future and know I'm making the right decision. I feel in my gut I am, but I don't like causing pain, especially the kind I will be causing my children. But I also know I can't continue living like this, where I cringe at his touch and want to just disappear and fade away when he tries to seduce me, even though I say no. I don't want to continue being "guilted" into sex. I don't want to feel "dirty" for the fantasies or desires I have. I want to be accepted for the woman I have become. I've changed, and no not because of the surgery. I've gained more self confidence because of it, yes, but as far as my own sense of what I want out of life. . . that happened before my GBS.

Do what you feel is right, Red........

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

Do what you feel is right, Red........

I'm trying.

 

[jaded_lily]

I'm trying.

You can look at the pics I just posted if it makes ya feel any better

http://forum.literotica.com/showthread.php?p=23688034#post23688034

I think you've seen them before though

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

Good morning everyone.

A walk later this evening at a Nature Preserve is on my agenda. I put job apps in yesterday at a bank, 2 restaurants, and one of Wal-Mart's biggest competitors.

I'm heading back to Indy tomorrow to be in that focus group concerning promotional stuff for the hospital that did my GBS.

I weigh in here at my home on Friday. . . It's that time of month and we all know what that does to me, so we'll see if I get to update my ticker or not. lol. . .

 

[au_man]

(((((hugs))))) Thanks.

I'm glad to see you today. I hope you've been able to get out of the Monday blues.

Thanks sweetheart...

Trying hard to beat the blues.

"Mud can make you prisoner
And the plains can bake you dry,
Snow can burn your eyes
But only people make you cry"

Yes, we have much in common darlin.

I sure understand the need for change and I'm sad for you, yet at the same moment envious that you are accepting this challenge with the boldness and confidence required to be successful.

When life is no longer an adventure it's time to find a new mountain to climb!

Mucho ((((((((((Red))))))))))))

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

Thanks sweetheart...

Trying hard to beat the blues.

"Mud can make you prisoner
And the plains can bake you dry,
Snow can burn your eyes
But only people make you cry"

Yes, we have much in common darlin.

I sure understand the need for change and I'm sad for you, yet at the same moment envious that you are accepting this challenge with the boldness and confidence required to be successful.

When life is no longer an adventure it's time to find a new mountain to climb!

Mucho ((((((((((Red))))))))))))

It's a scary path and one I am both fearful of trodding and yet anxious to get started. I feel bad for staying here till I get the funds to leave. I've never used another person and yet I feel I am now, because I have no means to leave at this point. For the last 13 years (14 in Sept.) I have been dependent on him for everything, I look forward to being dependent on myself. Something I've never been before, but something I do so desperately want to try and do.

((((((((HUGS))))))) I do so hope you get to the point where the blues are no longer an issue for you.

 

[timtattoo8888]

good afternoon Red!! I hope all is going great for you today!!

 

[jaded_lily]

Morning Red..........or should I say early afternoon

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

good afternoon Red!! I hope all is going great for you today!!

So far so good. Thanks. Hope yours is going well too.

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

Morning Red..........or should I say early afternoon

It is afternoon already. I really should get dressed. lol... I'm being lazy though. My walk won't be till later this afternoon. I have to take my middle child to a Luau at a friend's house.

 

[jaded_lily]

It is afternoon already. I really should get dressed. lol... I'm being lazy though. My walk won't be till later this afternoon. I have to take my middle child to a Luau at a friend's house.

It's just a little after 12 here................hope your applications pan out, Red. I mailed off my resume to some places yesterday and putting on in at a bank where my inlaws live, and then going to get the air conditioner one of my dad's friend's gave us

 

[RedHairedandFriendly]

It's just a little after 12 here................hope your applications pan out, Red. I mailed off my resume to some places yesterday and putting on in at a bank where my inlaws live, and then going to get the air conditioner one of my dad's friend's gave us

Good luck with your search too!

Air Conditioners are nice.

 

[jaded_lily]

Good luck with your search too!

Air Conditioners are nice.

Yeah they are! We have one in the bedroom and one in the kitchen but there's no freon (sp) in that one......Now if I could only get New out of bed