"Stop! Just stop! Please! No more!"

[SusanJillParker]

This goes back a long long time Ruben, years back, and there's a long history to this that predates us and no one is going to change their views. Just leave it.

All you need to know is that I'm a victim here.

I made the mistake of questioning voting and contests. When I started writing here in 2007 and 2008 it was always the same few writers taking turns winning all the contests.

I should have just kept my head down and said nothing. When I wrote about what I saw, noticed, and observed, I was mercilessly attacked by a dozen AH regulars. I was made to look like the troublemaker as I still am now.

The point is, this is no place for a woman. "They" don't like women writing erotica. "They'd" much prefer men writing porn.

I don't bother anyone. I mind my own business. I post to my own thread. Yet, when attacked, as I was today with Sr71plt and NHRad, I'll fight back. I've put up with enough abuse from men and I won't take it anymore.

 

[sr71plt]

The point is, this is no place for a woman. "They" don't like women writing erotica. "They'd" much prefer men writing porn.

I don't bother anyone. I mind my own business. I post to my own thread. Yet, when attacked, as I was today with Sr71plt and NHRad, I'll fight back. I've put up with enough abuse from men and I won't take it anymore.

This is all part of your performance art, isn't it, Freddie? You want folks to keep pointing out that you are a male (which is obvious if only from your posting style).

 

[lovecraft68]

Actually 'they' as in erotica readers much prefer to think women are writing their erotica. We've seen threads about it. Most men want to picture their porn written by hot women sitting in their thong and typing one handed.

Not guys who look like....Freddie.

 

[ChloeTzang]

Actually 'they' as in erotica readers much prefer to think women are writing their erotica. We've seen threads about it. Most men want to picture their porn written by hot women sitting in their thong and typing one handed.

Well, I've generally had a good time here. I can't say I've ever written anything in a thong tho. Usually baggy sweatpants and a tee and big thick socks in winter.

 

[SusanJillParker]

Being that I can only write what I know, it's time women were given a voice on this site. What I know is emotional, physical, and sexual abuse. We all write stories to make us feel. I write stories to deal with my feelings and to share my feelings and experiences with others.

This site, the forum boards, and most stories are all about men. What about women? It's time women took more of an active role. It's time women had their own spotlight.

I'll be writing more stories about women and about emotional, physical, and sexual abuse.

The sad thing is the emotional, physical, and sexual abuse is not limited to women. Plenty of men were abused too. Yet, unlike me, they haven't had psychological therapy. Unlike me, they won't discuss it in the way that I'll freely, voluntarily, and willingly write about it.

If I was to hazard a guess, I would say that more than half the people who read and write here have been abused in some way or another enough to not only leave a painful memory but also enough so as to change your lives. We write for a reason and the pain from abuse is one of them.

I've been hounded and harassed for talking about abuse. I've been called a man. I've been told that I'm not a woman by three men who aren't men.

I hope those of you will continue to reach out to me by sending me PM's and e-mails. I'm here to help anyone who needs help. I've been where you are. I know what it's like not to be believed and to be looked at as if there's something wrong with you for accusing your abuser.

God Bless.

 

[lovecraft68]

Well, I've generally had a good time here. I can't say I've ever written anything in a thong tho. Usually baggy sweatpants and a tee and big thick socks in winter.

Big thick....oh, that's an S...

Sounds like we shop at the same writing store, except I write topless in the summer

 

[lovecraft68]

I can't imagine the amount of bad juju this jackass is buying himself mocking any woman who has been abused in life. I'd pay to see it when it comes around for them.

 

[TxRad]

Being that I can only write what I know, it's time women were given a voice on this site. What I know is emotional, physical, and sexual abuse. We all write stories to make us feel. I write stories to deal with my feelings and to share my feelings and experiences with others.

This site, the forum boards, and most stories are all about men. What about women? It's time women took more of an active role. It's time women had their own spotlight.

I'll be writing more stories about women and about emotional, physical, and sexual abuse.

The sad thing is the emotional, physical, and sexual abuse is not limited to women. Plenty of men were abused too. Yet, unlike me, they haven't had psychological therapy. Unlike me, they won't discuss it in the way that I'll freely, voluntarily, and willingly write about it.

If I was to hazard a guess, I would say that more than half the people who read and write here have been abused in some way or another enough to not only leave a painful memory but also enough so as to change your lives. We write for a reason and the pain from abuse is one of them.

I've been hounded and harassed for talking about abuse. I've been called a man. I've been told that I'm not a woman by three men who aren't men.

I hope those of you will continue to reach out to me by sending me PM's and e-mails. I'm here to help anyone who needs help. I've been where you are. I know what it's like not to be believed and to be looked at as if there's something wrong with you for accusing your abuser.

God Bless.

Women have a big voice in the AH and always have except when you and scouries jumped on them for having a baby that died.

More performance art and it ain't that good freddie. You're getting in a rut there guy.

You keep trying to tell it to people who don't know but it doesn't fly with people who do know. Give it a rest already, you won't win.

 

[SusanJillParker]

Women have a big voice in the AH and always have except when you and scouries jumped on them for having a baby that died.

More performance art and it ain't that good freddie. You're getting in a rut there guy.

You keep trying to tell it to people who don't know but it doesn't fly with people who do know. Give it a rest already, you won't win.

I laugh when you talk about yourself in the third person. You, Scouries, were responsible for the dead baby thread.

This was a thread about writing and it was that, until the three stooges came along to ruin it. Yet, somehow, you attacking me is my fault (lol).

I'm putting you all back on ignore. Talk to yourselves.

 

[TxRad]

I laugh when you talk about yourself in the third person. You, Scouries, were responsible for the dead baby thread.

This was a thread about writing and it was that, until the three stooges came along to ruin it. Yet, somehow, you attacking me is my fault (lol).

I'm putting you all back on ignore. Talk to yourselves.

Yeah, like i said, you calling me scouries is the last line of defense on your part. Trying to deflect as usual instead of taking responsibility for your own actions. Yes, this thread was about writing until you started in on the rape and abuse crap. Until then no one said a word about you being freddie and a guy faking being abused to get sympathy.

You've never had me on ignore or anyone else for that matter. You might miss something. Scouries, you, and JBJ all talk about ignore but none of you can do it. You might miss some attention.

 

[SusanJillParker]

What was I thinking? I apologize for making readers feel uncomfortable.

I'm sorry that it bothers those men who read here to know that I was emotionally, physically, and sexually abused. That must have been traumatic for you to read what I wrote.

Yet, if you think reading what I wrote was disturbing, imagine having to live through all that I endured at the hands of men, mostly relatives, who were supposed to love and protect me.

I'm sorry but I can only write what I know and what I know is emotional, physical,
and sexual abuse. It's because of all that I suffered is the reason why I write.

Yet, while the rest of you remain silent, the same three troublemakers, Sr71plt, TxRad, and LoveCraft68, will post the same rants calling me a man and calling me Freddie instead of respecting me as a woman and calling me Susan.

I have a joke to lighten the mood. Ready?

Three people walk in a bar, a gay man, a butch dyke woman, and a dwarf. They look around the bar and see a beautiful blonde, busty woman sitting by the front window writing on her laptop computer.

"I wish I looked like her," said the gay man. "I could suck all the cock that I wanted and never have to pretend that I'm bi-sexual. If only I looked like her instead of being old, fat, short, and bald, I'd never be the small, vindictive, miserable man that I am."

"I wish I looked like her, I'd never have to masquerade as a man and wear men's clothes," said the dyke. "I wouldn't even have to pretend that I'm from Texas. I'd be proud that I live in Derry, New Hampshire."

"I wish I was as tall as her. Just once I'd love to look down instead of always have to look up. Just once, I'd love to walk proudly down the avenue instead of always having the follow the yellow, brick road. Just once I wish that I wasn't so angry to beat my wife and sexually abuse my adult daughters."

My life hasn't been an easy one. I'm sorry that what I write makes you uncomfortable but a lot that's written here makes a lot of people, "normal" people uncomfortable.

As if we've been attacked by vampires, for all of us who read and write here, we've all been cursed and abused. It comes easy and easier than most for me to write about my abuse because I've had years of psychological therapy. Moreover, I've continued healing myself by writing my stories.

What's as bad as the abuse that I suffered is when three creatures, Sr71plt, TxRad,
and LoveCraft68, are allowed to attack me and not be admonished for their bad behavior but encouraged by the moderator.

They are responsible for chasing women away from posting and writing here. These three obviously don't like women.

"Too fucking bad!"

 

[TxRad]

As I said before, I don't know you, and every sane person on this website is using an Alt. I couldn't care less.

And here you are responding to freddies performance art just like he wants you to. That's what all the bullshit about abuse is about in his case. Something to draw attention to him and possible he thinks he's going to run three people off. It ain't happening.