Smokers.

I smoke about 3/4's of a pack a day. For somewhere around six years. I do enjoy it, on my own time.

But I want to quit because of the health benefits, and the way people have started looking at me lately. I feel guilty lighting up a cigarette if I know the smoke will bother others. It's a pain in the butt.
 
I stole my dad's cigarette's when i was 12 over his Playboy's. It was a day in the woods ligting up the cigarette's I handed out to friends we could be "cool" and smoke it up. That was 30 years ago. I have been smoking on and off ever since. I stopped when I was in the Army and ran 10 k's, but I started back up as I moved to NYC and had to deal with school and being on my own. I enjoy smoking as of late. The old Casablanca movie with Lauren Becall (sp) smoking away in the flick. Yet, I discovered "Nat Sherman's" and the smoothest cigarette I could ever enjoy. Move over all you other chemically treated brands, I have a darl chocolate cigarette that is so smooth that it brings nostalgia back into smoking. Even when i use to lift with a Marine buddy I would sneak a cigarette until he knocked it out of my mouth and told me to go running 18 miles with him the next day. I would love to inhale that divine cigarette, but my lungs and my health will not last, even with my body as it is now. So, I will smoke my Sherman's now, but when I hit the West coast, I am going to kick this habbit and relaize I need more than the tonality in Casablanca and get my ass into shape. Other than that, please don't give me a cigarette when I am craving one, but let me sneak another like I did with my Marine buddy, ugh!
 
smoke gets in my eyes lol

I smoke too, since my late teens, I quite enjoy my ciggies, especially when I'm feeling good. The mood I'm in plays a big part in how many I smoke per day. It's so curious, when I've got the flu or a bad cold, I can't stand the damn things, but as soon as I'm better, light up!!

One thing I'll always feel good about, soon as I found out I was pregnant (way back when) I stopped on the spot, but did start back about a month after the birth.
 
Guilty

2+ packs a day and at $4.50 a pack they have to go really soon. Only problem is things are so messed up, it's my crutch and I don't want to turn to chocolate instead.

Arrrrrgggggggg!
 
Back
Top