Always looking at safety first, god I wish I could find a real boy to play with that doesn't have a million notches on his bed post from other numerous boys. Like, I knew this guy, total gay boy, could have had him, but his reputation was known, he would have let me, but he was a red flag, he told me about his past encounters before he even knew I am a closeted bi curious boy, then wanted to play after I told him. But he told me in the past that he gets tested frequently as he is the king of random hookups, and he had made it clear he fucks unprotected. Finally, he was shunned by me, nicely,he was my best friend, I think he thought I would be easy, and I haven't seen him for a while as he got all mean and insulted me and even unfriended me on facebook. He was my best friend actually, since grade school, it hurt and to this day I wish I never would have told him I was curious, I only did because I was not his type and felt no feelings sexually for him either, for 2 years we just carried on, then he sent me dick pics and he has a huge cock, which I am not into anyways, that thing would have hurt, it was 7 inches and girthy, I could see how he gets around, anyways, long story short, it was the closest thing to a gay encounter in real life that I have ever had. I totally would have bottomed for him had he not been a manwhore, however. I think thats all that held me back, after he sent me pics. I wish I could find a fresh cock to help me with my first real experience.
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