The_gladiator
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A time to think, a time to ponder what lay before and behind. The time alone was meant for one to consider one’s journey to this point and the life they wished to live. Though Vallin could honestly say that he had spent most of the night thinking how much his knees hurt from the unyielding flagstones of the chapel floor. Even so, he endured, for he must. He got by reminding himself that he had been through far worse, and this was truly mild compared to some of the more creative episodes in his past.
He schooled his thoughts. That type of thought did not belong in this moment. He wanted to think of hope. Lord Thurston always told him he could change his stars, what ever the hell that meant. He hoped it meant he could stop being everyone’s punching bag, but suspected the presence of a new title in front of his name wouldn’t actually change much.
Dawn slowly spread over the sky and soon the sun rose in the east, and Vallin made his way out into the courtyard to greet the small gathering who had come to witness this ceremony. To be knighted was a great honor, and to be so honored during the festivities of the mid summer’s eve celebration should have filled him with nothing but Joy. The problem was the pitiful turnout. When his cousin had been knighted 3 or was it 4 years ago there had been crowds, not to speak of how many had been there when his brother King Jefferson had been knighted. No one cared about the king’s younger brother, the social pariah.
Even as he stepped out, he could hear some of the comments, recanting his story, how no one wanted him to squire for them, until the duty finally fell to Lord Thurston, head of the king’s guard. Vallin was sure though that the merciless taskmaster had only taken him on because ordered or to save the crown from the shame of having a noble who was perpetually seen as a child. Without some sort of a right of passage as the trials of knighthood, nobles, especially royals were seen as children. Adulthood was not just granted with age, but it must be earned. These traditions were even reflected in their commoners, with rights of passage extremely common, a special hunt with a father and son, a task to be a master craftsman, sewing one’s first dress and having it judged by the elders if you were female, and so on.
Vallin did not meet the gaze of anyone in the crowd but he did note who was present, and who was conspicuous by their absence. Surprisingly his mother was there, his younger siblings in toe. Alexander the oldest, looking sullen as usual. His sisters looked disinterested. His mother looked, haughty as always, like everything was beneath her. She wore the black dress which their culture dictated was the only color she could wear in public. It was a color she’d worn in public since Vallin’s father died it had to be almost ten years ago now.
There were others there, a few visiting dignitaries probably seeking to gain favor with the royal family. A few that clearly wanted to see him be knighted, though, for all the wrong reasons, as he heard clearly some of their homosexual slurs aimed his way. Some things never changed. The king and queen were conspicuous in their absence, though it was understandable. His brother lay bedridden following yesterday’s bloody Melee. His wife, the queen, Vallin was sure she was tending to his brother, or had something far more important to attend to than his knighting.
His attention was on lord Thurston who stood in the center of the semicircle of gathered people. As Vallin approached the old knight he kept his head bowed low. With his hair tied back so he could not hide from the gods, the action did not let his hair cover his face as such an action normally would. This meant his facial scars were prominently on display as well. He had of course heard the comments about those too. The rumors of his sexuality were thanks to his mother, but the scars were a very poignant reminder of how much his brother, the king, hated him.
Without a word Vallin knelt before Thurston. Drawing his sword, he laid it on each of Vallin’s shoulders. He could remember all the speeches and praise heaped on the rest of his family. All Thurston managed was to grunt out “Rise, to forever be known as Sir Valentine Penrose, heir to your brother king Jefferson Penrose’s throne.”
There it was, the title was his, and no one could take it away. He was truly the heir, no regent was needed, and no one could stand in his way. However, he did not wish to be king, nor did he think such a thing likely. His brother, though wounded was too stubborn to die.
It did not take the gathering long to break up and for Valentine, or Vallin as he preferred to be left alone to his own devices. He had time to himself before he would be expected at the ball that evening. It was something he normally wouldn’t attend, but with his brother unable to attend, that duty would fall to him. He wasn’t sure who would insist, the queen or his mother. As the queen-mother his sole remaining parent often got her way. It was sometimes easier to just not even bother to argue.
Having settled on finding lunch Vallin was walking from the chapel back to the palace when something stopped him in his tracks. His brother’s wife was coming toward him at a determined clip, a phalanx of guards fanning out behind her. What had happened? Surely, she was not coming to apologize for missing his knighting. Such a formation suggested he had done something new to offend the crown, or there had been an emergency. “Going to war my queen?” he called out. One day his flippant tongue was going to get him in even more serious shit than it already had.
As she approached, Vallin remembered his hair was still tied back and freed the dark locks and with a practiced flick of his head let it fall around his face, once again obscuring the scars, putting back on his mask, letting go the bounce in his step and dropping his blue eyes. It was like he remembered himself and the difference in their stations.
(Narrator's note: This story is closed to the two authors, please do not post without permission. Reading is encouraged and feedback is welcome via pm.
We hope you Enjoy)
He schooled his thoughts. That type of thought did not belong in this moment. He wanted to think of hope. Lord Thurston always told him he could change his stars, what ever the hell that meant. He hoped it meant he could stop being everyone’s punching bag, but suspected the presence of a new title in front of his name wouldn’t actually change much.
Dawn slowly spread over the sky and soon the sun rose in the east, and Vallin made his way out into the courtyard to greet the small gathering who had come to witness this ceremony. To be knighted was a great honor, and to be so honored during the festivities of the mid summer’s eve celebration should have filled him with nothing but Joy. The problem was the pitiful turnout. When his cousin had been knighted 3 or was it 4 years ago there had been crowds, not to speak of how many had been there when his brother King Jefferson had been knighted. No one cared about the king’s younger brother, the social pariah.
Even as he stepped out, he could hear some of the comments, recanting his story, how no one wanted him to squire for them, until the duty finally fell to Lord Thurston, head of the king’s guard. Vallin was sure though that the merciless taskmaster had only taken him on because ordered or to save the crown from the shame of having a noble who was perpetually seen as a child. Without some sort of a right of passage as the trials of knighthood, nobles, especially royals were seen as children. Adulthood was not just granted with age, but it must be earned. These traditions were even reflected in their commoners, with rights of passage extremely common, a special hunt with a father and son, a task to be a master craftsman, sewing one’s first dress and having it judged by the elders if you were female, and so on.
Vallin did not meet the gaze of anyone in the crowd but he did note who was present, and who was conspicuous by their absence. Surprisingly his mother was there, his younger siblings in toe. Alexander the oldest, looking sullen as usual. His sisters looked disinterested. His mother looked, haughty as always, like everything was beneath her. She wore the black dress which their culture dictated was the only color she could wear in public. It was a color she’d worn in public since Vallin’s father died it had to be almost ten years ago now.
There were others there, a few visiting dignitaries probably seeking to gain favor with the royal family. A few that clearly wanted to see him be knighted, though, for all the wrong reasons, as he heard clearly some of their homosexual slurs aimed his way. Some things never changed. The king and queen were conspicuous in their absence, though it was understandable. His brother lay bedridden following yesterday’s bloody Melee. His wife, the queen, Vallin was sure she was tending to his brother, or had something far more important to attend to than his knighting.
His attention was on lord Thurston who stood in the center of the semicircle of gathered people. As Vallin approached the old knight he kept his head bowed low. With his hair tied back so he could not hide from the gods, the action did not let his hair cover his face as such an action normally would. This meant his facial scars were prominently on display as well. He had of course heard the comments about those too. The rumors of his sexuality were thanks to his mother, but the scars were a very poignant reminder of how much his brother, the king, hated him.
Without a word Vallin knelt before Thurston. Drawing his sword, he laid it on each of Vallin’s shoulders. He could remember all the speeches and praise heaped on the rest of his family. All Thurston managed was to grunt out “Rise, to forever be known as Sir Valentine Penrose, heir to your brother king Jefferson Penrose’s throne.”
There it was, the title was his, and no one could take it away. He was truly the heir, no regent was needed, and no one could stand in his way. However, he did not wish to be king, nor did he think such a thing likely. His brother, though wounded was too stubborn to die.
It did not take the gathering long to break up and for Valentine, or Vallin as he preferred to be left alone to his own devices. He had time to himself before he would be expected at the ball that evening. It was something he normally wouldn’t attend, but with his brother unable to attend, that duty would fall to him. He wasn’t sure who would insist, the queen or his mother. As the queen-mother his sole remaining parent often got her way. It was sometimes easier to just not even bother to argue.
Having settled on finding lunch Vallin was walking from the chapel back to the palace when something stopped him in his tracks. His brother’s wife was coming toward him at a determined clip, a phalanx of guards fanning out behind her. What had happened? Surely, she was not coming to apologize for missing his knighting. Such a formation suggested he had done something new to offend the crown, or there had been an emergency. “Going to war my queen?” he called out. One day his flippant tongue was going to get him in even more serious shit than it already had.
As she approached, Vallin remembered his hair was still tied back and freed the dark locks and with a practiced flick of his head let it fall around his face, once again obscuring the scars, putting back on his mask, letting go the bounce in his step and dropping his blue eyes. It was like he remembered himself and the difference in their stations.
(Narrator's note: This story is closed to the two authors, please do not post without permission. Reading is encouraged and feedback is welcome via pm.
We hope you Enjoy)