Rethreadinitions: Fresh Meanings for stale threads.

[Starfish]

I just think that some threads get that "Wet rag in the kitchen sink for three days" smell to them after awhile.


I am not inviting bashing of other people or their threads, I actually just wanted to post the title I made up, and then have this thread die.

Also, I wanted to ask, mainly because I never have, if any of you, other than that troll, who if it isn't KR1 then I've figured out who it is, feel that you should be filled in on the details of my illness.

The reason I am asking is because on occasion some people have asked me to explain because they were in the dark. I know that there are many people here who I am friends with that I've never told what the deal is.

The only reason I never told publicly was because when I posted that thread asking you all to understand why I had to get away at the time, the troll came out and bashed me for supposedly lying, and that I didn't want to give them any thing more to harass me about. However, since that harassment hasn't ceased at all, it doesn't seem to matter if I do tell you all, because of the split personality nature of the freak I think seriously think might be doing it, who, if I am correct about them, also redundantly, and methodically trolls DCL and others, and was the only obvious option that was around when Sammy-Jo said she was sick.

I think some of you may know who I am talking about.

Well, So? Do you, the decent members of lit, feel I owe the board a through explaination and also a clearification as to what the true nature of the overplayed 'dying' bit is really about?

Well, okay, I'll play with myself now...

Stale thread that needs new life...
Orbital Funhouse: New and Improved SLUTS with polka dot bikinis and lots of glitter will suck and fuck you till you faint.

Oh wait, that was pretty much involved already.

Orbital Funhouse: Full of rotating dildos and pulsating pocket pussies. Oh wait, that was part of it too.


Orbital Funhouse: Starfish gives out free candy necklaces on your way in (because she can't eat em) and you are to eat them off of each other when you get inside the funhouse doors.

THAT has not been done. There has to be more to the funhouse, because so few cared at the time. What do you think should be added in to make it a better funhouse?

 

[lickerish]

"We interrupt this thread for a very important comment..."



Hiya Hottie! I like that sig line ya got there luv ya!



"Now back to your regularly scheduled thread-reading"

 

[Angel]

Fishy, you don't owe anyone here anything. Some of us like you just because you're you. We don't need in depth explanations in order to believe you. Those who require them don't deserve you as a friend.


You know you always have a big http://theworldofstarfishie.homestead.com/files/thumbs_up.jpg from me.

 

[Todd]

Starfish,

You have no reason to fill us in on the details of whats happening with your situation.

Those of us who know you should simply be understanding enough to be there for ou if you like us to be and not push the matter.

Although I am still waiting for the journal on the other matter we discussed in my field of interest.

Todd

 

[Harbinger]

Statfish can't eat a candy necklace, but she should wear one so that Harbinger can eat it. Does anyone want to help me? It's Nutella flavored!

 

[ToddHwrd]

Starfish I know you don't know me, I am relatively new around here, but I just wanted to tell you this. You have no obligation to tell anyone the severity of your sickness or even what it is, it is none of their fucking business. I for one believe you and hope everything turns out the best way possible for you, whatever that may be. We are here for you if you need us and don't forget you have a lot of friends on this board...........

ToddH

 

[lilminx]

Damn! Everyone said all the good stuff already. I agree though- you don't owe anyone here any explanations, although I have to admit to a certain curiosity when you refer to your illness. However, I would never ask you about it or expect you to tell people. It's your business, and your decision over who you want to tell it to.

 

[lillend]

I've not really been here long enough to say anything, but I'm going to anyways. I did not realize that you were sick until today, and to be honest that really shouldn't make a difference. No matter how close you are to anyone here you still do not owe an explanation. Your personal life is still yours. Your sickness is not anyones buisness but yours. Anyone that cares about you or respects you will understand this.

I realize that this may just be a joke that is going right over my newbie head, but the idea that you might feel that you owe anyone an explanation for anything bothered me. Anyhow regardless of what illness you have I hope you are doing alright and that you are getting better.

 

[modest mouse]

I just like the crazy, wacked-in-the-head, sometimes sincere, often funny, has her own 'emoticons' chick. No explanation needed.

 

[Harbinger]

What is up with this place? I can't believe people would rather talk than help me nibble a Nutella necklace off of Starfish! Priorities, please, and lend me a hand! And no rotten little troll-thingies allowed, either.

 

[YogiBare]

Dear Fishy

I agree with the concensus - you don't owe nobody nuttin'. Please share as much or as little as you want. Like lilminx said, I too am curious, but the way I figure it, that's my problem. (If I get a glimpse of your gorgeous tatas and get a hard on, you don't have to do anything about it, even if I really, really want you to. )

Whatever you decide to do, you have my best wishes for good health and happiness.

 

[Starfish]

I just felt as if since so much of my life is openly shared here, that it would be unfair to leave people in the dark.


Actually, come to think of it..... I did explain it, on the bb, but all chopped up in various threads.

Aside from the history of it nearly killing me 4 times, so far, and all of my ins and outs of the hospital and shit, it is all pretty simple and cut and dry actually....

You're all right, I don't owe anyone, but I feel it would be best to get it out. I am finding that I really have to because I don't plan on ever permenently leaving this place, without a casket carrying me off, and I doubt that'll happen for some time, if I do right by myself, and don't let stress overrun my health.

Okay, all, here it is.... I am doing this for myself...

I am allergic to all colorants, because they are all chemically composed of the same substance that I am allergic to, and the fact that my doctors didn't find out in their testing (you can't test for this type of allergy, and my doctors were narrowminded about things and never correlated my symptoms to relate to an allergy) I was exposed to it for 27 years through food, soap, and other crap.

Well, as a result I have no immune system. I get ill from EVERYTHING. I am constantly sick with the flu, colds, or other secondary infections. I can not, and will not take antiboitics because of the risk of my gaining resistance to them, and if I go and catch pneumonia, somthing that would kill me quickly, I would have no way of fighting back. I don't produce fevers to fight back, so I remain ill from one illness, three to five times as long, if not more, to the rate that a healthy person would recover at. At the time I first posted about this, I had previosly undergone a massive poisoning of color, and I was deathly ill for what turned out to be 3 months. Around the end of that time, my doctor said he wasn't sure I'd recover, because I had started to get a massive infection and I wasn't responding to anything. That scared me, and I wanted out of lit, because if I was going to die then, I didn't want anyone here to hurt because of it.

About two weeks after that, my infection started to get better, but still, I am chronically sicker, at this time, than I've ever been.

And since I am sick all of the time, keeping up in RL and at lit is really hard, but I try just as hard to keep up unless it is hurting or stressing me out too much. That is why, if ever, I am weak and I don't keep up a good fight about things.

I have regrets about certain things with certain lit members, and that is something I can't fix now, but I wanted to come clean to everyone about it to take away the need to have to feel weird because that troll is an asshole and it does bother me, when I am called a liar, when I am in fact not. At least that is off my chest.


I feel better now, and maybe I can forget about that troll, and just pray that they realize that they are a really bad person. If they were a good person, who thought I was a liar, they could have PM'd me, and told me what they thought, and then I could have sent them copies of all my hospital bills and slips, and debts because of my illness.

Thank you all for your understanding.


Harbinger, I can't even have them on my skin. Osmosis is a bitch. My allergy happens on a cellular level, so if any gets on a cell it triggers my immune system to an over reaction, thus resulting in me not being able to eat, digest, or metabolize for a time period, that is determined by the amount of allergen, and how fast I can detox it from my circulatory system. Oh, wait, Nutella... YES BABY! YES! See.... No color added.

Lilminx, you didn't have to put that up yet..... I am sorry I didn't pm you back yet, but it's cool that you were going to wait. I totally relate. Hey, but it looks pretty cool... Nice Wreaths babe.

 

[InternationalFunboy]

This is a very serious matter than has unfolded before me.....one that weighs heavily on my heart.
I mean......candy necklaces taste like mung! As owner and proprietor of the Orbital Lunartic Mansion I must draw the line. Let's all get naked and make clothes for one another using only marshmallows! Well and maybe some karo syrup......uh.....reddi whip! (all very fun, very white things
After everyone is all decked out for the "ball" heehehe we'll have a diving contest into the big overloaded tub of nanner pudding that sits chilled in the center of the nippelier. Winner get's a meat helmet! ;-)

 

[Starfish]

You're probably right about the necklaces, but I haven't had one since I was 10.

Hey, can we still have nutella?

 

[InternationalFunboy]

Is that some alien sex ritual? What you guys do with your bodies is your business and my entertainment... so break a leg.

 

[lilminx]

Well, I'm glad that you explained not because you felt obligated to, but because you wanted to. I'm sorry to hear that you are having so many problems with your health, but you seem to be dealing well with it. Other than your occasional references to being ill or not being able ot wear makeup, one would never know by your cheerful attitude that you have such a serious problem.
Don't worry about the troll. That's one person who may not believe you, compared to countless others on this board who do. I know that it must be hard to have some nameless idiot treat you that way after all of the hardships you have gone through, but just remember that there are many here who think you're pretty damn cool. Thank you for posting that.

Oh, and I wanted to put up the new av. People were asking when the tatas were coming back, so I figured better now than later. I have one or two more Christmas ones I can interchange it with, so I won't be sick of it by Christmas.

 

[Pan718]

Thanks for the explanation fishie...

You didn't have to, but it helps me, for one, know you better.... Sending healing energy and thoughts (with absolutely NO artificial colorants or preservatives) your way, babe!

And I agree that there needs to be some fresh thinking around this place... positive things like minxie's wreath boobs... (think lose the bra too )... And the recurrent 'I'm leaving - not yet' threads strike me as a little tired (although if estevie calls me a fucktard I'll be forced to react with full grand opera drama like everyone else)...

Hmmm... Being a pagan god of very little brain, Pan concentrated and said to himself... "Think, think, think" (sorry to bring Winnie the Pooh into a sexually charged environment like this... and I won't question his relationship with Piglet... don't think about it, really)

If only AskADumbSlut were here, I'm sure she'd know just what to do!

Kiss starfish,

Pan

 

[Guest]

Starfish you look constipated. Oh, I'm sorry you took a shit and it looks just like your FACE!! I think I'm going to have to turn avatars off. If I have to look at you once more I'm going to toss. Damn right when I was eating breakfast too.

 

[Guest]

Oh yippee skippy. We're going to blame Patryn again aren't we? Ever stop to think DCL gets trolled because he's an arrogant ass? Every troll on the board is not Patryn. I know I'm not. But it's so much easier to blame the Invisible Menace than it is to blame our Invisible Friends isn't it? Now I'm not standing up for Patryn she was completely nuts but you all need to get over it that was literally fucking YEARS ago.

 

[Harbinger]

Arf, little troll. Arf, arf.

 

[Guest]

Hey Starbitch? If you can't have colorants on your skin how come in your ugly ass pics you're always wearing color? Pick another lie, I don't like this one.

 

[estevie]

Re: Thanks for the explanation fishie...

And the recurrent 'I'm leaving - not yet' threads strike me as a little tired (although if estevie calls me a fucktard I'll be forced to react with full grand opera drama like everyone else)...

I wouldn't call you a fucktard, Pan. Thats only reserved for the fucktards, get it?

 

[Starfish]

Okay, this is utterly ridiculous.

What color? I am a redhead. I have red hair, and red eye lashes, and red eyebrows. If that is the color you are talking about, then yes, I am...... Oh, the tint of my skin?? I don't know exactly what color you are talking about?

If there is any color on my skin, I'll be sure to check myself into the St. Lukes Hospital for a nice vacation.

Have you ever heard of a photo editor? If the hue of my skin is brighter, or enhanced then it is due to a hue and saturation increase in the editor, because I am a pale assed sick girl. I tend to use some glitter at times, to brighten up my skin too. I think that maybe, just maybe, you are a ridiculous nitpicking shit head.

Oh, and No, I am not blaming Patryn, I am really certain most of my trolling is KR1, because I busted him saying this same mundane bit to me under "RAZORSHARP" one day, after a bit of posting and bitching he did under that name. He must have forgotten to log out, and become Unregistered. After I pointed this out, it stopped for a few, but started right back up, but as if it were someone I knew, making references to things that another member has said, but obscure enough to probably have not be correlated. However, if they were correlated, it was the troll trying to make it look like a lit member. In other words, they are trying to make me paranoid, and although it worked for a few days, I am not that foolish to stay deluded about this shit.

Otherwise, I was thinking more along the lines of Andra "Split Personality" Jenny, but that kind of thought would be too inductively conclusive for a dipshit like you, to have made.


Anyway, it is just so convenient that KR1 is around now, and my troll is here too. Thanks for making my job easier.

 

[Dixon Carter Lee]

Ever stop to think DCL gets trolled because he's an arrogant ass?

Ever stop to think that I only get trolled by the arrogant asses and that I get them to troll me so they'll leave everyone else alone and that they fall for it every time and that the needs of the many outweigh the needs of the few, or the one, or the guy with the ears, something like that. Mark!

SF -- be well.

 

[Starfish]

Original, Unedited Photo.........


If I was going to put make up on, man, you'd think I'd at least cover up those horrendous dark circles and bags under my eyes. I also have some blotches and a few wrinkles I think I would have covered up. Oh, and man, what about those few pimples on my chin? I didn't even bother to 'color' them in.


Also, if you are talking about the butterfly photo, that was translucent, silver, non-toxic, paint used in watercolor painting. I am not allergic to it because it doesn't contain the substance I am allergic to.

So, You can go away now. I am thoroughly uninterested in furthering this petty shit. I am very ill right now. Do you want to see a pic of me puking into the toilet? A pick of me hacking up hunks of green into a tissue? I have diarrhea too? Would you like to see that? Oh, wait, all you have to do is look at my face! lol. See I saved you the effort.

I suggest that if you think I am so bad, you take a look at how you spend your life, and compare. I think you can't deny that at least I don't get hang ups about other people's appearances, and personal situations enough to let it drive me to stupidity.