lydia_kitty
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Anyone in a long term relationship that started vanilla then you discovered together that you had BDSM fantasies or kinks you explored together?
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Anyone in a long term relationship that started vanilla then you discovered together that you had BDSM fantasies or kinks you explored together?
We are exploring kink together, at my request, after a marriage of, well,into double figures length. Its working but if it didn't the marriage would come first. He's the reason I think I feel relaxed enough to explore this; my trust in him is ultimate. I'm not naive enough to not think I couldn't have a relationship with someone else again, but he's the only one I have felt This way with.
We've talked fantasies and she told me she has wanted to fuck a girl.
My question if this is pure fantasy or could it be a real one?
How do I explore that?
We've talked fantasies and she told me she has wanted to fuck a girl.
My question if this is pure fantasy or could it be a real one?
How do I explore that?
Communicate! Ask her. If you're going to trust each other enough to carry on this type of relationship, then you must trust her enough to ask these questions. I know it can be "embarrassing" at first to talk openly about sex with an established mate, you're both used to each other. But if you're going to grow as a couple then the lines of communication must be opened completely.
Thanks for this advice. It is awkward to talk about it.
It seems like we're one way with the doors closed and the toys out and another when we're not. There's a lot of unspoken innuendo but because of our living arrangements its difficult to discuss such things.
There's other fantasies of mine I'd like to share too with her.
I don't want to overwhelm her with too much but so far she's been receptive to most everything.
Of course I'd love for her to explore what pleases her and I feel our commitment is strong enough to handle it.
Any advice about how to develop our interest is appreciated.
Thanks for this advice. It is awkward to talk about it.
It seems like we're one way with the doors closed and the toys out and another when we're not. There's a lot of unspoken innuendo but because of our living arrangements its difficult to discuss such things.
There's other fantasies of mine I'd like to share too with her.
I don't want to overwhelm her with too much but so far she's been receptive to most everything.
Of course I'd love for her to explore what pleases her and I feel our commitment is strong enough to handle it.
Any advice about how to develop our interest is appreciated.
We are still mostly vanilla but that is mainly down to confidence and communication issues. I have a very kinky side and my OH has always shown an open interest in it, I'm just not very good at communicating it, as others have said, it can be very awkward and embarrassing. Doesn't help that we're both naturally shy and a bit sub...
However, we are getting there, we have tried kinky things and we do talk, just probably not often enough (ie we have one amazing night of open talk about kinky fantasies and desires then neither of us say anything for several months). We both agree what the shared fantasies that turn us on most are, and we both agree which we could one day pursue further. So maybe the move into kink will happen.
My first relationship was like that
Treasure it
It is never quite the same after
My fella is into kinky stuff and we have done stuff but because he's so soppy and lovely day to day, when he then tries to become dominant i can't take it seriously, i don't like that it's switched on at certain times. Makes me really cringe.
This can be something to get used to. You'll find it difficult, if not impossible, to find someone controlling/dominant all the time without it being it due to them being an asshole, or simply selfish. No offense to any naturally dominant men... I just haven't found you without that 'dominance' being forced/rude outside the bedroom
You might need to experiment more with how you build up to scenes, or perhaps he could establish himself more as a dom in the situations where he needs to? It sounds like you're both having the normal troubles relating to immersing yourselves in the moment. You won't be the first and last to have issues with this; be honest (but kind) with him about the problem, maybe he could try a different approach with you.
As for the thread title, I've definitely had this - in fact, with my husband! He's still new to the whole idea of openly exploring fetishes, but it's been really fun so far.
Thank you lovely! That's good to know. I think we need to have a chat about it and go from there. I just don't like having those chats... My old master used to just know... But then it wasn't a full time thing. Think i need to stop comparing the two and work this out. Fingers crossed
Did your old master have more experience? Some people are just better at reading their partners as well; it can be frustrating when you're used to that and then you're with someone without that skill, but I've found the opportunity to lay out what needs discussing when I'm ready and in my own words has also helped create a unique bond of communication that is just as engaging.
If you need any advice, feel free to PM me. D/s relationships take work and sometimes the reality can affect the play, but just keep the end goal in sight and know it's not impossible to reach it. It'll just be a different dynamic.