probly shouldn't....

[sybilrose]

Hehe I always have trouble leaving this thread

Lets talk about what we get out of posting at Lit? Any ideas?
Personally for me I find out some things about me I didnt know. Its an excersize in self examination....sometimes good sometimes not so good ...but I feel knowing myself is an important part of a relationship. How can you really share a life with someone else if you dont know who you are. Sometimes when I write (short storys) some of the most surprising things come out of my head...Like I didnt know (she) was even in there.
As far as posting my picture and getting feedback I never have liked my pictures much... I am to fat... too pale ...to dark etc. The first time I ever posted the AV I have now I called it my Cow picture and thought it really sucked.Then I found out it won an award at the adultnetwork ...so what do I know ?

Other than that I have met some real specail people here.

 

[Ember Faye]

Hon, you are definitely NOT unwanted!!

but, you need to do whatever is comfortable for you
(I believe I've said that time and time again)


I've felt the same as you in the past...there are times that I just want to give up the whole pic taking and let my thread die because at times, I feel like many could care less whether I post pix or not....but then I always have my little ban of guys that tell me I should stay and they love my pix.

Alas, if I really didn't like taking those pix and posting them, I would stop.

So, do what you must.
I will say that you are one of my favorite people on Lit, I love to read your posts and I find you to be an extremely sexy man...so yes, I very much enjoy looking at your pix (all of them, not just the naughty ones) and I'm glad that you are not one of the many lurkers here on Lit

tons of kisses for you

btw...love the new set

 

[Bitenips]

hmm, so, what would you like to see?
sometimes i feel like i am running out of ideas of what to take, of what to try.
i have no idea what anyone would like to see.
if it's at all possible for me to get the picture, then i will try.
for you, yes, i will try

oooooh you posted such sexy pics today...wow!

 

[Bitenips]

hmmmmm I think I need to re-read the sleeping beauty trilogy...its been so long..and it was sooo good..well most of it..lil bits here and there I didnt care for..but overall...very good reading...




The sleeping bty series is one of my favorites Nips I have lost track of how many times I have read it ...but it always has the same effect. I do so love being a Dom. I tried that switch thing and I really suck as a Subbie.


Oh Hi sexy Dark Prince

tsk tsk..thats Domme *bratty ass wigGgle*

I dont 'switch' either..I suck at being dominant

 

[Ember Faye]

I just had to come in here and say "Good Morning" to the sexy e

hope your day is a good one sweetie


~~

 

[emptyness]

Re: Hehe I always have trouble leaving this thread

Lets talk about what we get out of posting at Lit? Any ideas?
Personally for me I find out some things about me I didnt know. Its an excersize in self examination....sometimes good sometimes not so good ...but I feel knowing myself is an important part of a relationship. How can you really share a life with someone else if you dont know who you are. Sometimes when I write (short storys) some of the most surprising things come out of my head...Like I didnt know (she) was even in there.
As far as posting my picture and getting feedback I never have liked my pictures much... I am to fat... too pale ...to dark etc. The first time I ever posted the AV I have now I called it my Cow picture and thought it really sucked.Then I found out it won an award at the adultnetwork ...so what do I know ?

Other than that I have met some real specail people here.

sometimes i think the same, that i am trying to find myself, to find who i've become after these last few years. trying to find who it is i am to give to someone else, which is becoming increasingly important.
sometimes i think i post because i need to hear i am attractive, that i do catch someone's eye. maybe that sounds immature and insecure, but just two years ago i was down around 110lbs and just recovering from 2 and a half years of that cancer thing. and even before, it was ingrained that i was too geeky and too weird to be sexy.
sometimes i think i post just because i am a lil pervy and i like the thought of someone seeing me.
but yes, y'know, the ppl i have met here, they have become more of the reason i come in just about every day. whether or not this thing falls to page 11 or what, it doesn't really matter all that much. i don't think i would care to even peek in the door if i knew there weren't some great people i wanna see and let brighten my day.


geez.....i am a windy lil perv today, huh?

 

[river_fc]

Re: Re: Hehe I always have trouble leaving this thread

geez.....i am a windy lil perv today, huh?

*hands e an oxygen tank*
Thought you may be out of breath after that!

 

[emptyness]

Re: Re: Re: Hehe I always have trouble leaving this thread

*hands e an oxygen tank*
Thought you may be out of breath after that!

you just want me docile and passed out so you can take my teddy bear!

 

[river_fc]

The Teddy Bear ... It's always about the Teddy Bear

you just want me docile and passed out so you can take my teddy bear!

Yes!

 

[emptyness]

erg...i'm on some half-assed poetry kick this morning....

for redemption is so long
and my sould grows weary
in search of something
which may never be found.
does a god go blind with time
or does he see
what i've left behind,
only to close his eyes?
i can cut myself
a thousand times
but i've quit bleeding so long ago
and the scars i've left behind
are now years that have passed without notice.
mistakes that don't fade away
are waiting for me
back across the countless bridges i've burnt
and i must reach for them,
i must hold them in my hands
if i'm ever to toss them aside
to take instead
that redemption
my heart longs for.

 

[Ember Faye]

the poet has spoken...

wish I had half the talent that you have

~~

 

[river_fc]

erg...i'm on some half-assed poetry kick this morning....

for redemption is so long
and my sould grows weary
in search of something
which may never be found.
does a god go blind with time
or does he see
what i've left behind,
only to close his eyes?
i can cut myself
a thousand times
but i've quit bleeding so long ago
and the scars i've left behind
are now years that have passed without notice.
mistakes that don't fade away
are waiting for me
back across the countless bridges i've burnt
and i must reach for them,
i must hold them in my hands
if i'm ever to toss them aside
to take instead
that redemption
my heart longs for.

Holy fuck e!
(pardon my polite Canadian ways)

This one conjured so many images in my mind as I was reading the different lines:

- Gods with their eyes gouged
- A knife cutting flesh but no blood pouring
- The cuts turning into clocks, spinning their hands quickly, their brass tarnishing as the years pass
- A giant box labelled MistakeS with a ladder propped against it
- A tiny person, reaching into that box to grab the mistakes
- A grey heart slowly being filled with red with every mistake that is tossed aside!

Just awesome!

Note: The images as described are my opinions and are not necessarily those of the poet. The poet is not responsible if these images offend or gross any of you out!

 

[emptyness]

Holy fuck e!
(pardon my polite Canadian ways)

This one conjured so many images in my mind as I was reading the different lines:

- Gods with their eyes gouged
- A knife cutting flesh but no blood pouring
- The cuts turning into clocks, spinning their hands quickly, their brass tarnishing as the years pass
- A giant box labelled MistakeS with a ladder propped against it
- A tiny person, reaching into that box to grab the mistakes
- A grey heart slowly being filled with red with every mistake that is tossed aside!

Just awesome!

Note: The images as described are my opinions and are not necessarily those of the poet. The poet is not responsible if these images offend or gross any of you out!

well, thank you, very much!
i thought i did too much acid

 

[Ember Faye]

well, thank you, very much!
i thought i did too much acid

how much is too much??

my "soulmate" (as I refer to him) once did 20 hits at one time


crazy!

I don't think you need drugs to come up with wonderful things...you're simply brillant

 

[emptyness]

the poet has spoken...

wish I had half the talent that you have

~~

luv, i am a hack, half-decent at that.
not trying to downplay myself or anything, but it is well to recognize our own mediocrity.


& 20 hits sounds like a fun nite!
ah, the good ol' days....

 

[river_fc]

& 20 hits sounds like a fun nite!
ah, the good ol' days....

It's only fun if the trip is good!
Otherwise you're in for one hell of a rough nite!

no, i'm not speaking from experience

 

[Ember Faye]

luv, i am a hack, half-decent at that.
not trying to downplay myself or anything, but it is well to recognize our own mediocrity.


& 20 hits sounds like a fun nite!
ah, the good ol' days....

oh shush!
you're a poet and you know it!

besides, I've read your stuff...and I was very moved by one of them and immensely enjoyed the others

 

[Ember Faye]

It's only fun if the trip is good!
Otherwise you're in for one hell of a rough nite!

no, i'm not speaking from experience

riiiight.....you wouldn't know, eh?


ain't that the truth though?
my dad told me that he once did 20 hits one night, and some girls did the same sheet....the girls ended up being taken out of the place by an ambulance

I only did it once...I took half a hit and we were out walking around and when we came back, there were cop cars outside our building and I was convinced they were there to get us...so I spit it out when we got back inside, I took the other half and had a very fun night indeed (it was blotter, so it was practically like taking 2 hits in one)

ah yes...the good ol days indeed

 

[emptyness]

riiiight.....you wouldn't know, eh?


ain't that the truth though?
my dad told me that he once did 20 hits one night, and some girls did the same sheet....the girls ended up being taken out of the place by an ambulance

I only did it once...I took half a hit and we were out walking around and when we came back, there were cop cars outside our building and I was convinced they were there to get us...so I spit it out when we got back inside, I took the other half and had a very fun night indeed (it was blotter, so it was practically like taking 2 hits in one)

ah yes...the good ol days indeed

what are you talking about??
whats a hit?
what's blotter?

 

[Ember Faye]

what are you talking about??
whats a hit?
what's blotter?

hmm...what are you talking about? what did I say?? huh..strange, I don't remember saying any of that...something must have taken over me...

 

[river_fc]

hmm...what are you talking about? what did I say?? huh..strange, I don't remember saying any of that...something must have taken over me...

Damn drugs!
They take over your mind!
Make you do (type) funny things!

 

[Ember Faye]

Damn drugs!
They take over your mind!
Make you do (type) funny things!

LOL!


well, I'm a goody two shoes now (except for cumming..I mean coming to Lit all the time)

 

[emptyness]

LOL!


well, I'm a goody two shoes now (except for cumming..I mean coming to Lit all the time)

i've never seen you wearing shoes!?
ahg, yeh, all them responibilities just get in the way of a decent drug addiction.

 

[Ember Faye]

i've never seen you wearing shoes!?
ahg, yeh, all them responibilities just get in the way of a decent drug addiction.

Motherhood...that's what made me grow up real fast
(I can still play here though )

how's your eve going hon?

 

[emptyness]

it's gone .....time to go in for another dragged-out nite of drudgery.

so, have fun, be good, and sweet dreams