Prayers for Jazey.

[babydoll2u]

*pops in, reads some posts..and starts to cry*


This is just too much. I can't believe all the sweet things you all have posted. I am getting such warm fuzzies...lol. The news from Neuro wasn't good, nor was it real bad. It could have been worse. It looks like I still may be looking at some surgery as he said he feels a spinal fusion may still be necessary, but he wants to leave that up to his Ortho surgeon partner. Apparently these guys double tag ya...and for that, I'm thankful. At least I'll know a neurosurgeon will be on hand to help should it turn into a neuro problem during the procedure. I have to go for some tests first. Hey, have any of you guys had an EMG or know of anyone who has? I'd like to know what to expect...from someone who actually went thru it, not just the Doc!!
Anyhow, it looks like I have now officially entered "Red Tape Hell"......(ggls)...so I have to wait until I hear from the Ortho for an appt. Then the tests, then the last and final consultation before anything will be done. Normally I'd be looking at months, but I'm hoping that the letter the Neuro faxed to his buddy, the Ortho, may cut some of that. Keep your fingers crossed all of you...please????
The worst news I got was that the Neuro told me it may be time to hang up my tourniquet and needles and apply for disability. Thats an issue I will deal with later as I LOVE my job and as a single parent, I CANNOT afford to live on that. I have a dughter to put thru school...and rent to pay. I'm concerned how thats going to happen even if I DID end up back to work, soon. *sighs* I'm a little behind in my bills..(alot!)...lol. And besides that, I am NOT giving up at 45 years old! I have too damn much life left in me to do that. I am single now, and enjoying myself, as much as my back will let me. I ride horses, and the thought of never climbing on a horse again almost kills me...so we are going to take this "disability" shit, one day at a time!! I HAVE NOT YET BEGUN TO FIGHT!!!!!
So Thank you...all of you...you all have helped in so many ways. I know Gods hearing the prayers, I think he just doesn't know what to do w/ me yet...LOL! Please keep the prayers and the encouragement coming...I'm scared...shitless actually, and I am trying so hard to stay strong. Your encouraging words have helped me do that, and I again thank you all from the bottom of my heart!!

Jazey

that's my sissy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! go get 'em toots!

 

[69forever]

Sweet jazey.....I know how much you hurt, physically and other ways as well.
I also know your strength and determination. Heh, stubborness even. ~soft smile~

You've become quite dearly close to me and my heart. I'm here for you. Every step of the way in this journey back to health, my hand is outstretched to you.

It will work out my dear, sweet friend.

 

[pleasteasme]

Jazey ~ You know I'm thinking of you sweetie Hopes and positive thoughts for you to find solutions and peace and some type of answers to all of this. Keep fighting the good fight. You are a tough cookie!!!!

 

[kayte]

Good morning {{{{{{{{{{Jazey}}}}}}

Hope you are having a good day sweetie. Leaving more prayers along with lots of es.

 

[Ms.Breaker]

Good morning well wishes from those of us here on the west coast.

 

[babydoll2u]

Good morning ((((Sissy)))) *snuzzles ya*

hope you're doing well this morning (almost afternoon)

 

[kayte]

Good morning {{{{{{Jazey}}}}}}

Keep cool today darling. It is another scortcher here!!

 

[Noor]

*pops in, reads some posts..and starts to cry*


This is just too much. I can't believe all the sweet things you all have posted. I am getting such warm fuzzies...lol. The news from Neuro wasn't good, nor was it real bad. It could have been worse. It looks like I still may be looking at some surgery as he said he feels a spinal fusion may still be necessary, but he wants to leave that up to his Ortho surgeon partner. Apparently these guys double tag ya...and for that, I'm thankful. At least I'll know a neurosurgeon will be on hand to help should it turn into a neuro problem during the procedure. I have to go for some tests first. Hey, have any of you guys had an EMG or know of anyone who has? I'd like to know what to expect...from someone who actually went thru it, not just the Doc!!

Hi Jazey,

I just stumbled onto this thread, I have not been on lit much lately. I am sorry you are going through all this. I was reading the thread as I was washing down my meds and thinking, been there!

Yes I have had a few EMGs. It has ever felt like is needle pricks, with some muscle soreness afterwards. Compared to the basic pain I am in 24/7 it was an annoyance. One of the EMg was accompnied by NCV(Nerve conduction velicoity) that feels like being shocked but with no after effects to speak of. The worse related test I had was where they run electricity from c7 to my bladder, its felt like a lighten bolt was going through me.
EMG's are still nuero tests so it sounds like the nuero hasn't gven up on you.

Please don't give up, there are new treatments all the time. For me I would avoid fusion but I am surgery adverse to begin with. I have gotten quite a bit of help from very agressive, cutting edge physical therapy in massive amounts, a cocktail of drugs (none of them narcotics), warm pool aqua therapy, traction devices. Getting shaitsu massage helped too. Most people are not willing to do the amount of pt and exercises I am because it takes time and its painful. At one point I did about 3 months of daily work hardening , which I HATED!!!! I could only get upto 6 hrs/day, you are supposed to be able to 8 hrs, I would literally collapse. At the moment I spend about 2 hrs/day doing pt related stuff at home, but its worth it, or rather the alternative isn't worth not doing it.

I don't know if I have been any help, but if you have questions feel free to ask. J. knows how to find me if you want a live chat.

Noor

I am still in pain 24/7 and somethings I can't do, but I survive. I work different jobs then before, but I can work, I study belly dance classes, I can walk a good distance.

 

[Shreik]

Just because I have been away does not mean prays have not been sent your way sexy x11

 

[kayte]

Good afternoon {{{{{{{{{{{{{Jazey}}}}}}}}}}}}


Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers!!

Hope you are keeping cool today!

 

[shmily]

Jazzy - sweet lady, just found this thread. Want you to know you are in my prayers.

Don't give up the fight.

s

 

[69forever]

{{{{{{{{ jazey }}}}}}}}

Thinking of you and as always you're in my thoughts and prayers.

 

[kayte]

Good morning {{{{{{{{{{Jazey}}}}}}

Hope you are doing well today sweetie. Keeping you in my prayers, hun!

 

[Shreik]

Greetings all may the powers that be watch over thee

As always thinking of you sweet Jazey

 

[catsr2wild]

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Jazey}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} *hugs and kisses* my dear sweet friend

 

[kayte]

Good morning {{{{{{Jazey}}}}}} Thinking about you!!

Hope you are doing well hun.

 

[whspr]

{{{{{{{{{{{{Jazey}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

Sending hugs and prayers your way.
Hope you are having a great day!!!

 

[docsnore]

Stay strong Jazey, and always look to the one that has you in His Hand.

 

[kayte]

Good afternoon {{{{{{{{{Jazey}}}}}}}


You know you are in my thoughts and prayers. Hoping you are having a good weekend.

 

[jazey_43]

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Good morning all!

Just wanted to pop in and Thank all of you for all the positive thoughts. Nothing much happened this week. I still haven't heard when they are going to schedule my EMG yet, nor have I gotten the insurance glitch straightened out to make my appt w/ the Ortho. I'm getting frustrated as hell and that just makes things worse. I found myself stumbling a bit more and thats scares me. Unfortunately that fear is overtaking me and I find myself in a funk thats causing me to "drop the ball" and feel like just givin up. So please Peeps, please keep those good wishes coming..they touch my heart more than you know! You all have a good weekend and be nice to each other....

Jazey

*fades out*

 

[spiritshadow67]

Good morning all!

Just wanted to pop in and Thank all of you for all the positive thoughts. Nothing much happened this week. I still haven't heard when they are going to schedule my EMG yet, nor have I gotten the insurance glitch straightened out to make my appt w/ the Ortho. I'm getting frustrated as hell and that just makes things worse. I found myself stumbling a bit more and thats scares me. Unfortunately that fear is overtaking me and I find myself in a funk thats causing me to "drop the ball" and feel like just givin up. So please Peeps, please keep those good wishes coming..they touch my heart more than you know! You all have a good weekend and be nice to each other....

Jazey

*fades out*

hang tight hun...

If you ever need me... I am here.... *smiles & tight hugs*

 

[young_n_horny84]

Good morning all!

Just wanted to pop in and Thank all of you for all the positive thoughts. Nothing much happened this week. I still haven't heard when they are going to schedule my EMG yet, nor have I gotten the insurance glitch straightened out to make my appt w/ the Ortho. I'm getting frustrated as hell and that just makes things worse. I found myself stumbling a bit more and thats scares me. Unfortunately that fear is overtaking me and I find myself in a funk thats causing me to "drop the ball" and feel like just givin up. So please Peeps, please keep those good wishes coming..they touch my heart more than you know! You all have a good weekend and be nice to each other....

Jazey

*fades out*

*hugs ya lots* well, hopefully you can start feeling beter soon and no fading out!

 

[kayte]

Good morning all!

Just wanted to pop in and Thank all of you for all the positive thoughts. Nothing much happened this week. I still haven't heard when they are going to schedule my EMG yet, nor have I gotten the insurance glitch straightened out to make my appt w/ the Ortho. I'm getting frustrated as hell and that just makes things worse. I found myself stumbling a bit more and thats scares me. Unfortunately that fear is overtaking me and I find myself in a funk thats causing me to "drop the ball" and feel like just givin up. So please Peeps, please keep those good wishes coming..they touch my heart more than you know! You all have a good weekend and be nice to each other....

Jazey

*fades out*

Good morning {{{{{{{{{{{{{Jazey}}}}}}}}}}}}} Sorry to hear it isn't just the medical issues that you have to be dealing with but the insurance nonsense too.

Keeping you always in my prayers sweetie.

 

[jazey_43]

Good morning {{{{{{{{{{{{{Jazey}}}}}}}}}}}}} Sorry to hear it isn't just the medical issues that you have to be dealing with but the insurance nonsense too.

Keeping you always in my prayers sweetie.

Thank you sweet lady!!

 

[omahaman2]

Good morning all!

Just wanted to pop in and Thank all of you for all the positive thoughts. Nothing much happened this week. I still haven't heard when they are going to schedule my EMG yet, nor have I gotten the insurance glitch straightened out to make my appt w/ the Ortho. I'm getting frustrated as hell and that just makes things worse. I found myself stumbling a bit more and thats scares me. Unfortunately that fear is overtaking me and I find myself in a funk thats causing me to "drop the ball" and feel like just givin up. So please Peeps, please keep those good wishes coming..they touch my heart more than you know! You all have a good weekend and be nice to each other....

Jazey

*fades out*

DONT EVER GIVE UP!

If you ever feel that way,
just remember you
have friends here,
that care

Sometimes in our lives, we all have pain, we all have sorrow.
But if we are wise, we know that there's always tomorrow.
Lean on me, when you're not strong and I'll be your friend.
I'll help you carry on, for it won't be long 'til I'm gonna need somebody
to lean on.
Please swallow your pride, if have things you need to borrow.
For no one can fill those needs that you won't let show.
You just call on me brother when you need a hand.
We all need somebody to lean on.
I just might have a problem that you'll understand.
We all need somebody to lean on.
Lean on me when you't not strong, and I'll be your friend.
I'll help you carry on, for it won't be long 'til I'm gonna' need
somebody to lean on.
You just call on me brother if you need a friend.
We all need somebody to lean on.
I just might have a problem that you'll understand.
We all need somebody to lean on.
If there is a load you have to bear that you can't carry.
I'm right up the road, I'll share your load if you just call me.
Call me ( if you need a friend)
Call me
(Repeat Until Fade)