Artful, I have an idea of what might be up, and if it is what I think, then I do indeed feel for you. And if I'm wrong, then I still send good thoughts and wishes your way.
I really do hope you find your way back to us, and soon.
you will Always be in my heart and prayers , I have been so confused and concerned for your health , I cant see or think straight, I will always have a special place for you in my heart and wish for nothing but the best for you,you taught me well ,I just couldnt live up to your recquirements and realize you deserve so much better than me baby...hope someday you forgive me and others can hate me all they like ,hell they probably have a right too ,but these people truly LOVE you Artful so please come back and take your proper place here at the forum ,I promise to stay away as I KNOw I am not wanted here ,really never was..i only wish for you love, luck and happiness..and inner peace baby , the same inner peace I now feel after peeling off all those ugly layers you told me about , I shall miss you and I pray happiness comes to you ... love you always ...~Dream~ ... please take good care of yourself , you're a very special man ..