BG4life
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- Feb 9, 2014
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Today I have had my heart practically ripped from my chest. *tears up*
A guy I've know since I was 12 years old, and I were going to be together a month here tomorrow.
We started "playing" 6 months ago not long after he got engaged, which anytime we talked he sobbed about her being a bitch and how she didn't love him. I never told him to leave always said he had to make that choice. Well finally he left her and he came to me apologizing for hurting me because we hook up on the DL on December 26th, 27th, and 31st of 2013. I got pregnant on my birth control, tried to get a hold of him he blocked me from calling and facebook. So I was stressed what do I do kinda thing I'm grown but how do you tell your family you are having an engaged man's baby. From stress, starving me self (I cant eat when I get upset), and other things I miscarriage.
He messaged me and apologized it was hard to stay mad I loved him and have loved him since I was younger. So I forgave him and we talked non-stop and made plans for Valentines Day. Well 4 days ago, He stopped responding thanks to a good friend she told me his faceboook said they were back together. He didn't have the balls to tell me or nothing and he blocked me on facebook so I couldn't even know anything. I feel so hurt.
Did I deserve this? Someone help me understand why im going threw this?
A guy I've know since I was 12 years old, and I were going to be together a month here tomorrow.
We started "playing" 6 months ago not long after he got engaged, which anytime we talked he sobbed about her being a bitch and how she didn't love him. I never told him to leave always said he had to make that choice. Well finally he left her and he came to me apologizing for hurting me because we hook up on the DL on December 26th, 27th, and 31st of 2013. I got pregnant on my birth control, tried to get a hold of him he blocked me from calling and facebook. So I was stressed what do I do kinda thing I'm grown but how do you tell your family you are having an engaged man's baby. From stress, starving me self (I cant eat when I get upset), and other things I miscarriage.
He messaged me and apologized it was hard to stay mad I loved him and have loved him since I was younger. So I forgave him and we talked non-stop and made plans for Valentines Day. Well 4 days ago, He stopped responding thanks to a good friend she told me his faceboook said they were back together. He didn't have the balls to tell me or nothing and he blocked me on facebook so I couldn't even know anything. I feel so hurt.
Did I deserve this? Someone help me understand why im going threw this?

