Over Land-Over many fantaseas....through rocky places, and into the air

[PaigeOne1]

I was not allowed to express any sexuality growing up-including after the fact- that it truly messed me up deeper inside than I could imagine.-that is-without feeling like shit. I was a hippy- a hippy-without hardly any sex. Who ever heard of that shit? Anyway, I tip my hat to the people in the cuchold and interracial communities that are giving "the vow" every chance to be honored. We may as well grow with the ones who know us best-if we can understand each other. Ever have a heart ache equal to bad behavior-actually-bad behavior getting worse because the understanding is clouded by the "offense" which is not an offense? I was born in Beavercreek Oregon. No kidding-Beaver creek-somewhere on the other side of "where the f#@$ have I been"-other than a very dark place. Any body? I am better than I have been in a while-very cautious. Uncertain of the future-just the way I like it. I was the kind that never -ever wanted to hurt any ones feelings-so phony I ended up really doing it to the one I love-the very most. So be honest-be protective and alert-but don't be jealous and make an ass out of yourself like I did. Beware accusing anybody of anything- because we think we see what is real-we swear we heard it...Heard something with truth in it? Hey man-remember the group "Undisputed Truth"-and it is just that-truth can only heal-but if we know someone can climb Mt. Everest and we can maybe do Mt. Ant Hill, so? So-what????? I have been without children too long to act like one-but there sure are some gutsy gals..Hey I grew up free and naked-abounding with free spirited youth-till I busted out at 38DD-23_38 at 14-Did not know it till my sis took me to Mademoiselles-lady commented she had never seen measurements on a young girl like that. I was a tom boy who loved boys-but my tom boyishness-shaded me from the unknown deep desires I had since I was a little little girl. When the excuses wain and self pity fades-trust me-you will get up-brush yourself off and say-"I am going on"-Yet I am a little older-any young ladies want to assist this lady who fell in love with an older man-who due to his older age and my up-fucked ness,well, I was introduced to a beautiful black man many years ago-and have not been the same since. Anybody? Please-no more bs-I have done enough of that for threshers-only candor and truth.

 

[LIVINRFANTASIES]

Over Land-Over many fantaseas....through rocky places, and into the air
You have no idea what the lives of others are until you've walked in our shoes. Okay an old statement but pay attention for a minute. I can't tell much about my past because it started when I was very young. Sounds normal so far!
I think I can mention the beatings, being branded, having my pigtails cut off with an axe by my two loving older brothers. Believe me those were the easy parts.

Then I met a man, actually a boy, two years older than me. He taught me love. He also taught me how to be an exhibitionist and his slave. But unlike most slaves, I could always say no and I was never harmed. Fifty seven years married, fifty eight together. Not all happy, but I'd never change much if I could have.
We were never wealthy, live in a moble home. Hubby calls us trailer trash. To me I'm the richest woman in the world.

Hubby lived in Portland as a young boy. I was from Minnesotta. We have no idea what Karma is. But not being religeous, that Karma thing brought us together and kept us safe through all of the rocky places.
My life as been a real living fantasy, sometimes scary, sometimes bad, mostly wonderful.

Do what your heart tells you, be safe, be free........... As hubby says fuck what others think.
Above all be truthful. It's much easier than remembering the lies.