not a happy thread....

[mrtnmoon]

but I don't care and I need to get some stuff off my chest
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my bro just stormed out becuse he's "sick of this shit". my crime? trying to get him to talk to my mom like she's a human being instead of a piece of dog-shit. she gets on my nerves, too, but I try to talk about it with him where she can't hear it. it's been worse lately, tho. he gets irritated so easily. she made an innocuous little comment about the tv, not even directed at him. she was talking to me... but he flew off the handle because she "worries so much about the tv", among other equally unimportant things, and he can only take so much.

I've tried to tell him I dunno how many times that dealing with her is like dealing with a child... a 5 or 10 year old child, because she's had a series of strokes.... the doc said mini-strokes, bro is quick to point out, like that's not supposed to affect her behavior. his defense? "well, you get frustrated, too." which is true, but like I said I try to talk to him late at night when she can't hear it. when I mention to him I'm afraid of his temper, I always get, "well, I'm not the one that stabbed myself in the leg or took an overdose to teach us a lesson like you did," like that proves my violence.

for one thing, if I really wanted to kill myself I would have swallowed all60 or 70 pills instead of 25. the point I was trying to prove is I'm more dangerous to myself than anyone else.... something I can't say about him.

there's more shit, but... whatever, who knows, me and mom could be homeless by next month. I haven't been able to work and he took the car and whatever little bit of money we had and left. if it weren't
for mom and I wasn't afraid to die, I would just swallow any fucking pill I could get my hands on.

 

[mrtnmoon]

nice to see the support to the shitsorm I'm dealing with, especially from people that some of which are supposed to be my friends. thanks. ciao

 

[koalabear]

It might be because you are continually bitching and moaning that no one likes you, that you might be better off dead....and other such shit....review your own posts.....you might find a pattern there.

 

[AboutFace]

*hugs* Just read this..... and I'm sorry about all that you are dealing with. No friendly suggestions..... but can I offer a hug? I good with those.

*hug* sweetie! You are doing fine. Dont' let anyone else tell you differently.

 

[Leeboytoy]

It might be because you are continually bitching and moaning that no one likes you, that you might be better off dead....and other such shit....review your own posts.....you might find a pattern there.

Dude, that was fucked up. Leave him alone.

 

[~His Kitten~]

For once I agree with Koalabear. Before I use to keep my mouth shut but he is right, there is a whining method to Mr. mrtnmoon. I use to feel sorry for him, not any more.

There are two basic groups of people in this world. The complainers and the ones who get off their lazy asses in front of the monitors and take care their issues, instead of bitching about it on an internet forum to faceless people.

Mrtnmoon posts these asinine posts of his to get attention and sympathy in hopes that some dumb woman will take a liking to him and solve all of his idiotic problems. Its not going to happen. So instead we get to listen to whine.

"Who wants to hear a song?"
"I buy pads for my mom"
"My brother and I had a fight"
"I'm ugly"
"Should I get an avatar?"
"No woman wants me"
"I want to committ suicide"

If you are going to die, die. Don't threaten it in hopes of someone helping you. You are the only one who can help yourself. So either "fix it" or stop whining about it.

And btw, you are the first person I have on my ignore under my new account. Congrats.

I am sorry if that is too harsh. I just do not want to see someone suffer or die because they aren't willing to help themselves but expect, or seemingly expect, others too.

 

[joeys-game]

 

[mrtnmoon]

It might be because you are continually bitching and moaning that no one likes you, that you might be better off dead....and other such shit....review your own posts.....you might find a pattern there.

this is the knd of response I would have expected from the GB... thats why posted it here. if you had nothing contructive to say you should have kept quiet. go fuck whoever your girlfriend is this week.

 

[mrtnmoon]

*hugs* Just read this..... and I'm sorry about all that you are dealing with. No friendly suggestions..... but can I offer a hug? I good with those.

*hug* sweetie! You are doing fine. Dont' let anyone else tell you differently.

thanks. *hugs*I wasn't lookng for any anwsers, just to vent. there must be a rule somewhere thst I'm not allowed to.

 

[koalabear]

this is the knd of response I would have expected from the GB... thats why posted it here. if you had nothing contructive to say you should have kept quiet. go fuck whoever your girlfriend is this week.

She is the one that you thought was yours.......now go cry in the corner.

 

[mrtnmoon]

fuck you, too. I defy anyone to go through what I did in a half hour and not need a place to get some shit off my chest. could have gone to a bar, maybe, but my money and my car were gone. or maybe you'd let someome talk to your mom like that.

'what if someome calls my mama a whore?"
"is she?"

 

[mrtnmoon]

She is the one that you thought was yours.......now go cry in the corner.

like most of your posts, I have no idea what you're talking about, idiot.

 

[koalabear]

like most of your posts, I have no idea what you're talking about, idiot.

I usually have you on iggy....but this was to good too miss.....
now who else is against you....you need to borrow my tin foil hat.....

 

[mrtnmoon]

For once I agree with Koalabear. Before I use to keep my mouth shut but he is right, there is a whining method to Mr. mrtnmoon. I use to feel sorry for him, not any more.

There are two basic groups of people in this world. The complainers and the ones who get off their lazy asses in front of the monitors and take care their issues, instead of bitching about it on an internet forum to faceless people.

Mrtnmoon posts these asinine posts of his to get attention and sympathy in hopes that some dumb woman will take a liking to him and solve all of his idiotic problems. Its not going to happen. So instead we get to listen to whine.

"Who wants to hear a song?"
"I buy pads for my mom"
My brother and I had a fight"
"I'm ugly"
"Should I get an avatar?"
"No woman wants me"
"I want to committ suicide"

If you are going to die, die. Don't threaten it in hopes of someone helping you. You are the only one who can help yourself. So either "fix it" or stop whining about it.

And btw, you are the first person I have on my ignore under my new account. Congrats.

I am sorry if that is too harsh. I just do not want to see someone suffer or die because they aren't willing to help themselves but expect, or seemingly expect, others too.

you rake me over the coals then "apologise if it was too harsh". what a load of bullshit. if my posts are so asinine, use ignore. better yet, get off your lazy ass yourself. then again, if clicking a button is too much for you, how can one expect you to get up? your ass may be welded to the couch like that fat bitch on nip/tuck.

let's go point by point... "who wants to hear a song?" simple enough I like to play for people if they're so inclined, and I don't have enough songs or equipment to go do it in bars yet.. so I was a little scared before a surgery. big deal. you will be too, when it comes time to remove the couch from your ass.

"I buy pads for my mom" that was years ago. she's had a hysterectomy. it was also a statement of fact. would you want a hubby or b/f who was too chickenshit to go buy pads or tampons for you when you're bleeding like a stuck pig all over that couch you're welded to?

I'm ugly. it's a matter of opinion and something that everyone one says to go fishing for compliments. I look a hell of a lot better than I used to. can you and your bloody cooch and couch say the same thing?

"should I get an avatar?" I have an avatar, tyvvm. I took it down briefly for some reason and haven't managed to get it posted again. it's a computer glitch. I'm one of the people here brave enough to use my own pic, but then my ass isn't welded to a couch

"no one wants me" so far no one has, and I'll bet almost everyone at lit has said that at one time or another..... especially some fat bitch welded to a couch

"my brothr and I had a fight" this is no ordinary fight. three lives hang in the balance. I owe you no explanation, cunt.

"I wanna die" who wasn't felt like committiing suicide at some point? unless you're one of those "glass is half full" people, and I bet they even think that way sometimes when no one's around. how do you think you're going to deal without that couch to support you. ?

now... kindly eat shit and fucking die, oh... sorry if that was harsh.

oh... since I am suposedly on ignore, would someone kindly tell this twat what I said? thanks

 

[mrtnmoon]

I usually have you on iggy....but this was to good too miss.....
now who else is against you....you need to borrow my tin foil hat.....

simple enough. go back to iggy if you can remember how to do it, pinhead. before you do, maybe you can tell that other dumb bitch what I said.

oh yeah... take the tinfoil hat and stuff it up your ass... unless you're one of those freaks with a pisshole the size of a garden hose.

 

[koalabear]

simple enough. go back to iggy if you can remember how to do it, pinhead. before you do, maybe you can tell that other dumb bitch what I said.

iggy you never....look at all the fun shit I would miss.....a few more whacked out posts and you will be ready for the rubber room......and the she you refer too is an alt....in her normal form...she might be your only friend......

 

[mrtnmoon]

iggy you never....look at all the fun shit I would miss.....a few more whacked out posts and you will be ready for the rubber room......and the she you refer too is an alt....in her normal form...she might be your only friend......

then make up your mind, dumbass.. you were the one that said you have me on iggy, been eating too many eucalyptus leaves?

 

[Missingmeds]

but I don't care and I need to get some stuff off my chest
**********************************************************
my bro just stormed out becuse he's "sick of this shit". my crime? trying to get him to talk to my mom like she's a human being instead of a piece of dog-shit. she gets on my nerves, too, but I try to talk about it with him where she can't hear it. it's been worse lately, tho. he gets irritated so easily. she made an innocuous little comment about the tv, not even directed at him. she was talking to me... but he flew off the handle because she "worries so much about the tv", among other equally unimportant things, and he can only take so much.


I've tried to tell him I dunno how many times that dealing with her is like dealing with a child... a 5 or 10 year old child, because she's had a series of strokes.... the doc said mini-strokes, bro is quick to point out, like that's not supposed to affect her behavior. his defense? "well, you get frustrated, too." which is true, but like I said I try to talk to him late at night when she can't hear it. when I mention to him I'm afraid of his temper, I always get, "well, I'm not the one that stabbed myself in the leg or took an overdose to teach us a lesson like you did," like that proves my violence.

for one thing, if I really wanted to kill myself I would have swallowed all60 or 70 pills instead of 25. the point I was trying to prove is I'm more dangerous to myself than anyone else.... something I can't say about him.

there's more shit, but... whatever, who knows, me and mom could be homeless by next month. I haven't been able to work and he took the car and whatever little bit of money we had and left. if it weren't
for mom and I wasn't afraid to die, I would just swallow any fucking pill I could get my hands on.

First of all, this is just my opinion, you can take it for what it is worth and with a grain of sand. Having said that here goes.

Having read what you have posted it sounds to me like it might be a good idea for the three of you to have other living arrangements. I understand the issues with your mother and it is only going to get worse as time goes by. Some people can't handle the stress of watching a parent become a child. That might be a part of your brother's problem.

Second you need to get yourself into something other than just sitting at home. I know you say that you can't work, if that is the case then please get your disability applied for. That will give you some kind of income and you can stop worrying so much about a roof over your head.

Third, stabbing yourself and taking pills is not the way to prove anything. If you want to prove something then prove that you are capable of standing on your own two feet. Get your disability started, get your life on track, and take care of you first.

Fourth I do have some addresses and phone numbers that might be able to help if you want just pm me for them. I won't do the work for you, but I will supply information that I know you can use.

 

[mrtnmoon]

First of all, this is just my opinion, you can take it for what it is worth and with a grain of sand. Having said that here goes.

Having read what you have posted it sounds to me like it might be a good idea for the three of you to have other living arrangements. I understand the issues with your mother and it is only going to get worse as time goes by. Some people can't handle the stress of watching a parent become a child. That might be a part of your brother's problem.

Second you need to get yourself into something other than just sitting at home. I know you say that you can't work, if that is the case then please get your disability applied for. That will give you some kind of income and you can stop worrying so much about a roof over your head.

Third, stabbing yourself and taking pills is not the way to prove anything. If you want to prove something then prove that you are capable of standing on your own two feet. Get your disability started, get your life on track, and take care of you first.

Fourth I do have some addresses and phone numbers that might be able to help if you want just pm me for them. I won't do the work for you, but I will supply information that I know you can use.

I had a pretty lengthy response typed out but my computer ate it.

the two main points: he's the one with the restraining order for the last 4 years because he tried to choke his ex-wife. did I bring that up? no. but I am the one that's prone to violence.

I see the dr. tuesday. hopefully that will get the ball rolling for disability. technically my excuse allows me to return to work today and I thought about going to see if I could make my heart explode, but he has the car and if I left no one would be here to take care of mom.

thanks for useful advice, MM, instead of just trying to be an asshole (read kahluah bear and His Twat). if I need those links I will PM you for them. take care and thanks again.

*random thought* my bro has my contact list if anything happens to me. if he kills me, will he send out announcements ?

 

[Missingmeds]

Honey, the first thing to learn is that you can't control what someone else does or thinks. The only person that you can truly be responsible for is yourself.

You can't expect someone else to make you happy. That has to come from inside yourself. You have to be comfortable in your own skin. Again this all something that can't come from anywhere but inside yourself.

I wish you luck at the doctor's and I hope that they can help you out. If you need those links, and phone numbers, shoot me a pm with your city of residence and I will send you a list.

 

[joeys-game]

fuck you, too. I defy anyone to go through what I did in a half hour and not need a place to get some shit off my chest. could have gone to a bar, maybe, but my money and my car were gone. or maybe you'd let someome talk to your mom like that.

'what if someome calls my mama a whore?"
"is she?"

erm, I wasn't rolling my eyes at you.

 

[done_got_old]

fuck you, too. I defy anyone to go through what I did in a half hour and not need a place to get some shit off my chest. could have gone to a bar, maybe, but my money and my car were gone. or maybe you'd let someome talk to your mom like that.

'what if someome calls my mama a whore?"
"is she?"

Why do you think you're the only one with problems? Just because we don't make public posts don't mean we're living perfect lives.

You need serious help and you're probably not going to get it here. Of course the other side to that coin is that you make this stuff up to get attention.

 

[koalabear]

then make up your mind, dumbass.. you were the one that said you have me on iggy,and miss your ignorance.....NEVER been eating too many eucalyptus leaves?

sits out a bowl of milk and a foil hat......*turns on maroon's favorite song....they're coming to take me away hey hey*

 

[Buttah]

Sorry for your problems Moon, I don't have any real solutions for you. I can only support you as a friend and say try to hang in there for mom.

Btw, the GB has its share of assholes but at least they admit it. The PG hides its ugliness behind long siglines and smiley faces.

 

[done_got_old]

Btw, the GB has its share of assholes but at least they admit it. The PG hides its ugliness behind long siglines and smiley faces.

So true and it's not as long as it once was or will be again!