Night Shift With Needfull

Faerie, thats a land of lost times and good places. Morrigan is a wonderful queen and a fair ruler.

she has many ways to get there. just dont piss her off.

You should always cross your self and make three x's when a black cat crosses your path.

What about throwing salt over your shoulder to ward off evil spirits? And which shoulder is it anyhow?
 
right shoulder, always right shoulder cause the left shoulder turns you backwards. according to the clock
 
soda bread and milk on certain Irish holidays keep the little people from driving your livestock crazy.

trying to catch your shadow will only make you fall into it and never come out again.
 
silence fills the cold night air as she sits in wait. hoping for that one special pleasure only he can give. her hands folded in her lap she watches out the window. darkness shrouds the land as she waits. listening for him to approach.


for her its a smile, a word, even a touch. just the thought of his prescence makes her body tremble. she admits she loves him. she admits it to him.
 
silence fills the cold night air as she sits in wait. hoping for that one special pleasure only he can give. her hands folded in her lap she watches out the window. darkness shrouds the land as she waits. listening for him to approach.


for her its a smile, a word, even a touch. just the thought of his prescence makes her body tremble. she admits she loves him. she admits it to him.

He pauses, between one step and the next, halting in the freezing mist that surrounds him. Gazing back over his shoulder, he can see a warm, dissipated glow from on high. He stands between the light and the greater darkness beyond, considering. With a last, sad breath, he turns and plunges into dark.
 
Ok I really need some distracting conversation tonight. Somebody please help me. I'm in need.
 
(sitting on the sofa.. )
what's goin' on hon?

*stuffed into a comfy chair* I'm just...dealing with a kind of loss. A 5 year long net love affair/friendship just went belly up. I know its for the best but it still hurts. Its hard to let go of something that has been important to you that long.


Let me warn people. DO NOT fall in love with ANYONE you meet online. It doesn't matter how good they are, or how much you click. The distances involved make it as like to get together as getting struck by lightening out of a clear blue sky.

And if you are both young, the odds go up. If you are not as experienced as the other person, the odds go up. If they are bisexual and used to being permiscouous the odds go up. If they are better looking than you, the odds go up. If they come from a higher social class, the odds go up.

DONT DO IT! NEVER!
 
Hi Needfull Just came by to say hello an leave {{{{{hugs}}}}} before I go find my pillow.
 
I'm sorry for your loss.

Losing someone we've cherished, be it by death or just the death of the relationship is never easy. It's like it worn pathways into your brain and regardless whether you end up disliking them or still loving them, it's still a loss.

:rose::rose:

I tell you, you will be lucky in love.

It just takes time. You have a lot of life ahead of you. I know.. it sounds trite and you are sick of hearing it. But I think we are made to keep searching love. Those pesky chemicals are addictive and we keep looking, we have to.

You will find her. :rose:
 
I'm sorry for your loss.

Losing someone we've cherished, be it by death or just the death of the relationship is never easy. It's like it worn pathways into your brain and regardless whether you end up disliking them or still loving them, it's still a loss.

:rose::rose:

I tell you, you will be lucky in love.

It just takes time. You have a lot of life ahead of you. I know.. it sounds trite and you are sick of hearing it. But I think we are made to keep searching love. Those pesky chemicals are addictive and we keep looking, we have to.

You will find her. :rose:

I dont know if I want her anymore Ann
 
I dont know if I want her anymore Ann

Nonsense.


You may not now.

But you will. Sweetie, you are achingly young. If I could recount the number of times my heart was shattered, it would fill a tome with heartache.

But we always come out of the other side. Each time stronger, if we accept the lumps and learn.

You will want her again. And probably when you least expect it.

There she'll be.:rose:
 
Nonsense.


You may not now.

But you will. Sweetie, you are achingly young. If I could recount the number of times my heart was shattered, it would fill a tome with heartache.

But we always come out of the other side. Each time stronger, if we accept the lumps and learn.

You will want her again. And probably when you least expect it.

There she'll be.:rose:

Look...for what its worth I appreciate your words and the meaning of helpfullness. But don't tell me about how young I am. Youth has nothing to do with the years you've lived. Its inside...the damage to your soul. My years mean nothing. I'm tired and that makes me old.
 
Good morning Needful,

FWIW, I feel younger now than I did 15 years ago. And part of what came with that is an understanding that all of this is temporary. In time, you will look back and remember how painful this was, but it will not hurt anymore. You just gotta get through this, there are no shortcuts. I wish to the heavens there were. For the time being just be as good to yourself as you can manage, hon.
 
{{{HUGZ}}}} my two cents... you are not alone... most have been through it... I traveled 2000 miles away from an abusive husband and into the arms of a man I'd met on the internet... we did not last and it hurt... we are all still searching for "The One" and some days I feel like you do... old beyond my years because I fear I will never find him

{{{HUGZ}}} my friend :rose:
 
Thanks for the messages of hope guy. I'm just dealing with this. Feel really alone...tired. Kind of like Frodo at the end of the LOTR trilogy.

Ready to move into the West...
 
Hi, Needful.

How's things going? Hope you're on the track of recovery...

If you wanna talk, bend my ear.
 
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