Tyr51
Really Experienced
- Joined
- Jul 28, 2004
- Posts
- 211
I hope this is the right place to post this thought, because I am new to these boards too.
I have been following this site and enjoying the works of its members for about 2 years now. About a week ago I decided to stop lurking and post some things I had writen. Maybe it was the idea that I was always taking in things and not really giving back? I dont know. In my opinion, I'm an average writer at best, and arguably not very good.
I had been intimated/scared not to write for some time. I read information about submissions and they were completely saturated by instructions of how to handle people who would tear appart your work. The idea of people seeing something I had writen for fun, even though I know its only marginal, and writing to me to harass me kept me from participating.
Last week I decided to stop being a lurker and finally see what I could add to this community, but I did it despite my fear of getting a billion hate letters telling me to stop writing and to go home.
But today I had my very first story accepted. I got nervous because it took a week or so. But I logged in, saw that it was accepted, and I was suprised by how happy that made me. It truly amazed me that getting my story up on this site would make me feel a small bit of accomplishment. Someplace I had frequented for years thought it was okay for me to post something I had written. It made my day.
And I wanted to share.
Both to say "Hello!", and also to point out that even if I wake up tomorrow with an email box full of "Your story was awful" emails, it would have been worth it. 
I have been following this site and enjoying the works of its members for about 2 years now. About a week ago I decided to stop lurking and post some things I had writen. Maybe it was the idea that I was always taking in things and not really giving back? I dont know. In my opinion, I'm an average writer at best, and arguably not very good.

I had been intimated/scared not to write for some time. I read information about submissions and they were completely saturated by instructions of how to handle people who would tear appart your work. The idea of people seeing something I had writen for fun, even though I know its only marginal, and writing to me to harass me kept me from participating.
Last week I decided to stop being a lurker and finally see what I could add to this community, but I did it despite my fear of getting a billion hate letters telling me to stop writing and to go home.
But today I had my very first story accepted. I got nervous because it took a week or so. But I logged in, saw that it was accepted, and I was suprised by how happy that made me. It truly amazed me that getting my story up on this site would make me feel a small bit of accomplishment. Someplace I had frequented for years thought it was okay for me to post something I had written. It made my day.
And I wanted to share.