saphiresparkle
Experienced
- Joined
- Feb 6, 2014
- Posts
- 69
Hi there everyone! I used to have a very active photos thread here many years ago and just this week I decided to quit thinking about it and just start a new thread again already. One of the men who PMd me got my sub side going right away and we have been exchanging some PMs that are turning me on to no end.
I have wanted to be dominated for almost as long as I can remember knowing what I wanted when it came to sex. I am normally a very in control type of person. Maybe I'm even a control freak. But this comes from PTSD and from a crazy childhood. I have long had the desire to trust a man so completely that I could let the control go in the bed room so much that I could be[/I controlled. And this man I'm talking to just might be able to do that for me in a way no boyfriend ever has. I have tried talking to many of my boyfriends about my desire to explore the dom/sub lifestyle and while it clearly turns many of them on, they have never been able to get into it seriously either because they're more of a sub like me or because their heart wasn't in it or because they were afraid of triggering me.
So I finally have this chance to do what my body has been longing to get to do for over a decade! But already I feel I am getting a bit bored with the language me and my current dom friend are using. He has found a pet name for me but all I have been able to come up with for him is Daddy, Master or Sir. I like these, but they seem cliche and I want more. I want to say the naughtiest things because being a naughty girl with my mouth is what turns me on the most. To say filthy things and watch the desire rush to a man's eyes. I have not explored this world much on my own because I wanted it to be part of my dom experience. I want him to teach me most of this on his own. But I also want to be a good little girl, the best cumslut he's ever had, and so I want to spice things up.
Suggestions?
I have wanted to be dominated for almost as long as I can remember knowing what I wanted when it came to sex. I am normally a very in control type of person. Maybe I'm even a control freak. But this comes from PTSD and from a crazy childhood. I have long had the desire to trust a man so completely that I could let the control go in the bed room so much that I could be[/I controlled. And this man I'm talking to just might be able to do that for me in a way no boyfriend ever has. I have tried talking to many of my boyfriends about my desire to explore the dom/sub lifestyle and while it clearly turns many of them on, they have never been able to get into it seriously either because they're more of a sub like me or because their heart wasn't in it or because they were afraid of triggering me.
So I finally have this chance to do what my body has been longing to get to do for over a decade! But already I feel I am getting a bit bored with the language me and my current dom friend are using. He has found a pet name for me but all I have been able to come up with for him is Daddy, Master or Sir. I like these, but they seem cliche and I want more. I want to say the naughtiest things because being a naughty girl with my mouth is what turns me on the most. To say filthy things and watch the desire rush to a man's eyes. I have not explored this world much on my own because I wanted it to be part of my dom experience. I want him to teach me most of this on his own. But I also want to be a good little girl, the best cumslut he's ever had, and so I want to spice things up.
Suggestions?
