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[ember[Fw]]

Hi,

my name is ember[Fw] and i am 37 yrs old. My Master and i have been married for 20 yrs now, and W/we have a son whom is now 12 yrs old.

All these yrs i have been Master's submissive....up until yesterday. This is my second day of being His 24/7 slave. I know that i am new to it right now, but i feel like i am now who i am suppoose to be..and i happier too i think...or at least i feel like i am!

All i want to do is please my Master....to please Him and to see Him happy give's me the reward that i need, because seeing and knowing that He is happy, makes me feel happy to, because i know that i have pleased Him and that He is pleased with me!

I do not have any one around U/us that i can talk to. All of my friend's are vanilla and they do not understand O/our lifestyle...which is understandable. I am looking to make new friend's, and hopefully find another slave like me to talk to. I found this site yersterday, but was not able to register or post anything..but i was able to put it in my favorites so i would not lose it! Now that i am caught up on my work, i have a few minutes to post on here for the first time.

 

[graceanne]

Hi,

my name is ember[Fw] and i am 37 yrs old. My Master and i have been married for 20 yrs now, and W/we have a son whom is now 12 yrs old.

All these yrs i have been Master's submissive....up until yesterday. This is my second day of being His 24/7 slave. I know that i am new to it right now, but i feel like i am now who i am suppoose to be..and i happier too i think...or at least i feel like i am!

All i want to do is please my Master....to please Him and to see Him happy give's me the reward that i need, because seeing and knowing that He is happy, makes me feel happy to, because i know that i have pleased Him and that He is pleased with me!

I do not have any one around U/us that i can talk to. All of my friend's are vanilla and they do not understand O/our lifestyle...which is understandable. I am looking to make new friend's, and hopefully find another slave like me to talk to. I found this site yersterday, but was not able to register or post anything..but i was able to put it in my favorites so i would not lose it! Now that i am caught up on my work, i have a few minutes to post on here for the first time.

Welcome!

 

[caution_ccw]

Hello and welcome to LIT! I am here also to meet people that I can talk to! Your right a lott of people do not understand. Its eaiser to open up and talk here and meet people who understand and are easy to talk to.. you came to the right place. Enjoy your LIT experience, I am a newbie myself and I look foward to LIT to.... Enjoy.

 

[laurel-marie]

Hi and welcome.
I can understand how you feel about not having anyone to talk with. All the ladies I know make vanilla look kinky.

 

[Liana26]

Hi and welcome.
I can understand how you feel about not having anyone to talk with. All the ladies I know make vanilla look kinky.

I'm sorry.

 

[Maximumtest]

Hi there....

 

[YinandYang]

Hi and welcome

 

[SueJ]

Ember, welcome to the boards! It's nice to see that somebody can get married so young and still be together in the relationship, and even expanding the relationship, after all that time.

So, can you tell us what has changed in your relationship in going from sub to slave? I'm glad you're so happy! Is hubby having a nice adjustment too?

Sue

 

[ember[Fw]]

Sorry for the delay

Hi,

I thought i have this set up where it woiuld notify me through e-mail when i got replys, but it did not do so, so i thought that no one did... so i ask u to please forgive me for not replying as lot sdooner than this

After all these yrs of being a sub to my Master/Husband...it was ok, but i kept feeling like thast there was more to it than that. I wanted to give everything to Him!! I like to be controled and my reward is to see my Master happy at all times! That is so important to me! I will admit though that there for the longest time, i laughed at the idea of being a slave, because of them being fully controled and all... i even turned my nose up at it....but finally i decided to read up on it and find out what it was really like. When i did, i found out that , that was what i was looking for and all that time i never realized it! I thought that all the time that i was a sub that i was being who i really was, because there were timesd where i felt happy and satisfied....but now that i think about it... that is the way *i* felt.... what about Master??? He is more important to me than i am to myself!!!

Master is adjusting well i think. He hasn't said that He does not like it as of yet... so i am going with the flow of things to see how it all works out!

He did tell me one thing though... He told me that He did NOT want to be called Master! Not only because He doesn't really like that, but because W/we also have a son and therefore W/we have to be careful around him... i don't care if he is 12 or not...he is still a child and he also has problems, therefore he would not be able to understand it any ways. So, i call Master "Honey" al the time and He seems to like that very well!

I can't remember what it was now... but the other day i had said something to Master and He asked me if i was questioning Him. Well, that hurt me cause that isn't the way i meant it to come out and i actually started crying because i thought that i had upset Master with me...and i had been trying sooo hard to do everything right so He would be pleased with me...He told me that He was not upset and that He was just letting me know how it came out sounding so that maybe next time it will be worded a little differently than the last time! I apologized to Him over and over again, and He reassured me that everythign was ok... He said that it is just His way of teaching me. I can't tell u how much beter i feel now!!!

Hey... if i click on this "Daily e-mail notification" will it let me know when someone replies to me? I would really like to have it set up that way if i could.

Ok...any time u all would like to talk... maybe through e-mail so we could keep in contact with one another, please feel free to let me know. I will have to ask Master if it is ok for me to give out my e-mail address though, before i do.

Well, time for me to go! Got things that need to be done .. and i have found out in just this short amount of time as being a slave, tha tthe sooner i get my things done, the more time i will have through out the day to do what i would like....providing that is ok with Master!

Take care!!
Love & Hugs

 

[laurel-marie]

Hi,

I thought i have this set up where it woiuld notify me through e-mail when i got replys, but it did not do so, so i thought that no one did... so i ask u to please forgive me for not replying as lot sdooner than this

After all these yrs of being a sub to my Master/Husband...it was ok, but i kept feeling like thast there was more to it than that. I wanted to give everything to Him!! I like to be controled and my reward is to see my Master happy at all times! That is so important to me! I will admit though that there for the longest time, i laughed at the idea of being a slave, because of them being fully controled and all... i even turned my nose up at it....but finally i decided to read up on it and find out what it was really like. When i did, i found out that , that was what i was looking for and all that time i never realized it! I thought that all the time that i was a sub that i was being who i really was, because there were timesd where i felt happy and satisfied....but now that i think about it... that is the way *i* felt.... what about Master??? He is more important to me than i am to myself!!!

Master is adjusting well i think. He hasn't said that He does not like it as of yet... so i am going with the flow of things to see how it all works out!

He did tell me one thing though... He told me that He did NOT want to be called Master! Not only because He doesn't really like that, but because W/we also have a son and therefore W/we have to be careful around him... i don't care if he is 12 or not...he is still a child and he also has problems, therefore he would not be able to understand it any ways. So, i call Master "Honey" al the time and He seems to like that very well!

I can't remember what it was now... but the other day i had said something to Master and He asked me if i was questioning Him. Well, that hurt me cause that isn't the way i meant it to come out and i actually started crying because i thought that i had upset Master with me...and i had been trying sooo hard to do everything right so He would be pleased with me...He told me that He was not upset and that He was just letting me know how it came out sounding so that maybe next time it will be worded a little differently than the last time! I apologized to Him over and over again, and He reassured me that everythign was ok... He said that it is just His way of teaching me. I can't tell u how much beter i feel now!!!

Hey... if i click on this "Daily e-mail notification" will it let me know when someone replies to me? I would really like to have it set up that way if i could.

Ok...any time u all would like to talk... maybe through e-mail so we could keep in contact with one another, please feel free to let me know. I will have to ask Master if it is ok for me to give out my e-mail address though, before i do.

Well, time for me to go! Got things that need to be done .. and i have found out in just this short amount of time as being a slave, tha tthe sooner i get my things done, the more time i will have through out the day to do what i would like....providing that is ok with Master!

Take care!!
Love & Hugs

What changes were made in your day to day life when you changed from submissive to slave?

 

[ember[Fw]]

the changes from sub to slave

Good Morning,

Good to hear from you! Ok, lets see... As a submissive i had lots and lots of freedom...meaning that i could pretty much do anything i wanted. I had things that were *mine* and i was able to take control of certain situation's..like having the last word etc... I was happy with all of this, because i knew that even though all those things were true, i was still His submissve. As yrs went on, i started asking myself if there was something else out there that i was missing. i felt like i could do better towards my Master, and i felt that He deserved a lot more respect from me than what He was getting! I had heard other's talking about them being a slave to their Master and how much they really enjoyed it...so i started do a search on the net about it. After i found what i was looking for, i knew that it was for me....i wanted the same things that a slave had to give to their Master, such as all my freedom, everything that was *mine* is now His, and i do not over rule Him any more... what He says goes regardless!! People may ask me, what do i get out of being a slave, my answer to that is seeing my Master happy! That is my reward!! that's all i need!! That makes me happy!!

Being a slave isn't just about pleasing my Master sexually, it also involves all the other aspects of life as well. Thing's like, having His dinner ready and waiting for Him for when He gets home so He can set down, eat and relax. Taking His shoes off and massaging His feet is another way of pleasing Him....and it goes on and on. Why do i do these things? Because He is my Master, and because not only do i love Him, but because He deserves them as well as deserving to be respected. As a Master to a slave, the Master always out ranks the slave... meaning that the Master is the head of the house etc... and therefore a slave should know their place and be comfortable and happy with that! Some Master's make their slave sit on the floor next to them and if your lucky He may be nice enough to let you sit on a mat or cushion of some kind to make you more comfortable...in my case, Master allows me to sit in one of His chair's, because i have back problems and He realizses that sitting on the floor only makes it worse, and as a loving and caring Master, He does not wish to see His slave hurting like that!

I hope that i have helped you and answered your question!

Love & Hugs