my thread

[mrtnmoon]

it seems that the motorcycle wreck of ben what's-his-name from the steelers and the resulting helmet/no helmet debate hasn't really done much to change anyone's opinion. I was out for about 20 minutes earlier today.... saw about 10 bikers, only one was wearing a helmet. one dude wasn't even wearing a shirt.... which really wasn't a good look for him.

I used to ride, and I always wore a brain bucket unless I was just going around the block. I can understand the desire not to wear one... they're hot as hell and you look like more of a bad-ass with the wind blowing through your hair (yes, I used to have hair ). I just had too many freaky things/near accidents happen to me to seriously consider going without one... one time someone in a car going the other way threw a cup of ice at me and hit me in the head.... I'm sure if I hadn't had a helmet on I'd have been laying in the street.

of course, being a bengals fan I'm not too broken up about big ben being hurt, but I'd rather see him injured on the field, at the hands of one of our linebackers . as for the helmet thing..... I'd think all anyone had to do was see an interview with gary busey.... how could you not wear a helmet after seeing the freak show that he is now?

 

[mrtnmoon]

someone said the other day that I was introspective. I'm beginning to think that's lit-speak for "not any fun".

ah, well...

I think I'm funny sometimes. I'm just not one of those people who can always be "the life of the party". I think some people come online to completely escape their reality.... to be completely different from the way they are in real life. I can sort of understand that mindset. I often think my reality sucks and wish I could escape from it.

I'm just not good at pretending. I'm pretty much the same way online as I am in real life. sometimes I'm fun to be around and sometimes I suck. the only thing that's really any different is that here I can express the sexual side of myself a little bit more than I usually do in real life.

instead of pretending, I drink or take xanax or do both. woo-hoo! I haven't done either one much, lately, tho..... been just trying not to let things bother me...... I'm either going to have to get better at that, or learn how to pretend, because my "friend"'s fiancee is going to start working with us monday... maybe I'll start leaning on the drugs more... who knows? sometimes I don't really care.

ok... enough introspection for a saturday night. sorry for not being any fun.

 

[purrbaby]

I think I'm funny sometimes. I'm just not one of those people who can always be "the life of the party". I think some people come online to completely escape their reality.... to be completely different from the way they are in real life. I can sort of understand that mindset. I often think my reality sucks and wish I could escape from it.

I'm just not good at pretending. I'm pretty much the same way online as I am in real life. sometimes I'm fun to be around and sometimes I suck. the only thing that's really any different is that here I can express the sexual side of myself a little bit more than I usually do in real life.

Well, I think it IS escaping our "real life" that I agree with. We take a break from it, slide into a new skin.

But... I don't think it's pretending, at least not for me. I think that it's the exact opposite for me, instead of doing what I do every day and acting how people think I should act and being what people want me to be, I come here and I'm me, "take it or leave, fuck you if you don't like it," me lol I'm so much more honest and open here.

I know, I know... It's probably just me. Black sheep is my thing after all lol... Just my input...

Hope you have a good day Moon.

 

[Denae]

someone said the other day that I was introspective. I'm beginning to think that's lit-speak for "not any fun".


ok... enough introspection for a saturday night. sorry for not being any fun.

Personally, I don't care if someone is fun or "on" all the time. I appreciate that you're you and you're real.

 

[Guest]

Personally, I don't care if someone is fun or "on" all the time. I appreciate that you're you and you're real.

i so agree

 

[mrtnmoon]

I suppose it wouldn't do any good to argue with 3 ladies so I'll just say thank you for the support.

 

[Buttah]

someone said the other day that I was introspective. I'm beginning to think that's lit-speak for "not any fun".

ah, well...

I think I'm funny sometimes. I'm just not one of those people who can always be "the life of the party". I think some people come online to completely escape their reality.... to be completely different from the way they are in real life. I can sort of understand that mindset. I often think my reality sucks and wish I could escape from it.

I'm just not good at pretending. I'm pretty much the same way online as I am in real life. sometimes I'm fun to be around and sometimes I suck. the only thing that's really any different is that here I can express the sexual side of myself a little bit more than I usually do in real life.

instead of pretending, I drink or take xanax or do both. woo-hoo! I haven't done either one much, lately, tho..... been just trying not to let things bother me...... I'm either going to have to get better at that, or learn how to pretend, because my "friend"'s fiancee is going to start working with us monday... maybe I'll start leaning on the drugs more... who knows? sometimes I don't really care.

ok... enough introspection for a saturday night. sorry for not being any fun.

Since when is being introspective bad? I said that because I believe it is true of you. I happen to like people who look deep inside themseves and are analytical. I said it on one of those "person above you" threads and meant it as a compliment. If I offended you, I'm sorry.

 

[Guest]

hello there mrtnmoon...hope all is well with you

 

[mrtnmoon]

Since when is being introspective bad? I said that because I believe it is true of you. I happen to like people who look deep inside themseves and are analytical. I said it on one of those "person above you" threads and meant it as a compliment. If I offended you, I'm sorry.

no...
I wasn't offended, I just.... I dunno. if I tried to explain I'd probably just fuck it up right now, so I'm not gonna say anything.

"so," he says, changing the subject, "how 'bout that nascar?"

 

[mrtnmoon]

hello there mrtnmoon...hope all is well with you

doing ok more or less. how bout you?

 

[Guest]

doing ok more or less. how bout you?

oh, i'm fine....just trying not to sweat

 

[mrtnmoon]

oh, i'm fine....just trying not to sweat

yeah, sweating sucks. well.... depending on how you got all sweaty, that is. when you're just sitting at the keyboard and you got beads of sweat on your forehead, that ain't a good thing.

 

[Guest]

yeah, sweating sucks. well.... depending on how you got all sweaty, that is. when you're just sitting at the keyboard and you got beads of sweat on your forehead, that ain't a good thing.

mmmmmhmmmmm, sweat is only good during sex

 

[mrtnmoon]

mmmmmhmmmmm, sweat is only good during sex

well... I dunno about sex sweat.... it's been so long since to got to do it. I know that, strange as it sounds, I also used to enjoy working up a good sweat working out or walking. been too long since I did that, too.

 

[Guest]

well... I dunno about sex sweat.... it's been so long since to got to do it. I know that, strange as it sounds, I also used to enjoy working up a good sweat working out or walking. been too long since I did that, too.

i could help with one of those

 

[mrtnmoon]

i could help with one of those

well... if I walked to meet you, you could help with both of them. ummmm... unless it was the work-out sweat you meant you could help me with. lol.

 

[Guest]

well... if I walked to meet you, you could help with both of them. ummmm... unless it was the work-out sweat you meant you could help me with. lol.

i'll help you with anything you wish, sweetie

 

[mrtnmoon]

i'll help you with anything you wish, sweetie

been awhile since I had an offer like that. too bad no one around here feels that way. lol.

 

[Guest]

been awhile since I had an offer like that. too bad no one around here feels that way. lol.

*hugs*

 

[mrtnmoon]

*hugs*

thanks. back at ya.

 

[Guest]

thanks. back at ya.

thanks...i needed a hug

 

[mrtnmoon]

thanks...i needed a hug

yw. I'm gonna split for awhile so I'll give you one more *hug* and for the road. have a good night.

 

[Guest]

yw. I'm gonna split for awhile so I'll give you one more *hug* and for the road. have a good night.

okay...laters

 

[cherisecqn]

droppin in to say hi

 

[Guest]

droppin in to say hi

well hello there *waves*