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[mrtnmoon]

droppin in to say hi

howdy

 

[mrtnmoon]

how do I feel right now?

I started to post in another thread, but I dunno if I can sum it up in one sentence. I feel like a fool. I feel hurt and confused. I feel lonely. I feel.... like a fool.

I don't understand how a person can keep caring about someone so much when it's obvious they don't feel the same way.

I feel... I dunno. I just dunno....

she doesn't seem nearly as happy as she should for someone who's about to get married. I think she's making a mistake, and it's not just because I want her so much. I really think she wants someone else but she either doesn't realize it or can't admit it to herself. all I know for sure is, it's not me. why can't I stop caring?

 

[Buttah]

I started to post in another thread, but I dunno if I can sum it up in one sentence. I feel like a fool. I feel hurt and confused. I feel lonely. I feel.... like a fool.

I don't understand how a person can keep caring about someone so much when it's obvious they don't feel the same way.

I feel... I dunno. I just dunno....

she doesn't seem nearly as happy as she should for someone who's about to get married. I think she's making a mistake, and it's not just because I want her so much. I really think she wants someone else but she either doesn't realize it or can't admit it to herself. all I know for sure is, it's not me. why can't I stop caring?

Hey mrmoon, you can't just stop caring because emotions can't be turned off and on like a faucet. Loving someone you can't have is intensely painful ... this I know. I still dream of him and it all comes back, the pain starts anew. That "better to love and lost" is bullshit in my opinion. Hang in there.

 

[mrtnmoon]

Hey mrmoon, you can't just stop caring because emotions can't be turned off and on like a faucet. Loving someone you can't have is intensely painful ... this I know. I still dream of him and it all comes back, the pain starts anew. That "better to love and lost" is bullshit in my opinion. Hang in there.

thanks, parkay. you hang in there, too. well, next time you feel that way, I mean...

I'm not sure I agree, tho, with your sentiments about that old adage. it's true that I don't like feeling this pain, but the days that I got to spend with her were some of the best days of my life.. I don't know if I would have wanted to not experience them just to save myself some hurt.... if you get what I'm saying.

I also wanted to make sure you saw my response about being offended that you called me introspective:

no...
I wasn't offended, I just.... I dunno. if I tried to explain I'd probably just fuck it up right now, so I'm not gonna say anything.

"so," he says, changing the subject, "how 'bout that nascar?"

 

[Buttah]

thanks, parkay. you hang in there, too. well, next time you feel that way, I mean...

I'm not sure I agree, tho, with your sentiments about that old adage. it's true that I don't like feeling this pain, but the days that I got to spend with her were some of the best days of my life.. I don't know if I would have wanted to not experience them just to save myself some hurt.... if you get what I'm saying.

I also wanted to make sure you saw my response about being offended that you called me introspective:

no...
I wasn't offended, I just.... I dunno. if I tried to explain I'd probably just fuck it up right now, so I'm not gonna say anything.

"so," he says, changing the subject, "how 'bout that nascar?"

I understand perfectly about the loving part, I tell myself that too.

Lol do you even watch Nascar?

 

[mrtnmoon]

Lol do you even watch Nascar?

no... I was just trying to be funny.... I remembered that it was something you're into. if I get to see a few crashes on espn every once in awhile, that's all I need.

I know some of the names, tho... who's your favorite driver?

 

[Buttah]

no... I was just trying to be funny.... I remembered that it was something you're into. if I get to see a few crashes on espn every once in awhile, that's all I need.

I know some of the names, tho... who's your favorite driver?

Tony Stewart, unfortunately he had a few bad weeks. I could console him if he'd only call me.

 

[mrtnmoon]

Tony Stewart, unfortunately he had a few bad weeks. I could console him if he'd only call me.

so, let me ask you this... why him? I mean, is there something that made him stand out to you in the first place? I mean... it's easier with team sports. I know it doesn't always happen, but most of the time support is based on some sort of geographical tie.

as far as you consoling him... I'll pass the message along next time I talk to him.

 

[Buttah]

so, let me ask you this... why him? I mean, is there something that made him stand out to you in the first place? I mean... it's easier with team sports. I know it doesn't always happen, but most of the time support is based on some sort of geographical tie.

as far as you consoling him... I'll pass the message along next time I talk to him.

Number one, he is the best racer out there hands down. He can drive anything. Second he has a bad boy image which I kinda like. Third his looks, his unshaven face and kinda pudgy body turn me on big time.

 

[mrtnmoon]

Number one, he is the best racer out there hands down. He can drive anything. Second he has a bad boy image which I kinda like. Third his looks, his unshaven face and kinda pudgy body turn me on big time.

*sigh*

you women and your bad boys..... what's a nice fella like me to do? on the plus side, I'm pudgy and unshaven, so.... maybe if I go kick a cat or beat up an old lady or something....

oh....and how do you know he can drive anything? let's stick him in a backhoe and find out.

 

[Buttah]

*sigh*

you women and your bad boys..... what's a nice fella like me to do? on the plus side, I'm pudgy and unshaven, so.... maybe if I go kick a cat or beat up an old lady or something....

oh....and how do you know he can drive anything? let's stick him in a backhoe and find out.

I like good guys too but on the track I love his agressive attitude. Don't you dare kick a cat! Just beat up the old lady. j/k


I could have my dad teach him to drive a backhoe, he has drove one for 30 years.

 

[mrtnmoon]

Just beat up the old lady. j/k

did you really think you had to tell me you were kidding? I'd rather kick a cat, anyway...

if you like one racer, does that automatically mean you hate all the other ones?

 

[Buttah]

did you really think you had to tell me you were kidding? I'd rather kick a cat, anyway...

if you like one racer, does that automatically mean you hate all the other ones?

Heck no, the only one I truly can't stand is Jimmy Johnson. I want to draw a mousetache on my set everytime he's on.

 

[mrtnmoon]

Heck no, the only one I truly can't stand is Jimmy Johnson. I want to draw a mousetache on my set everytime he's on.

I wanted to ask that before I asked how you feel about jeff gordon. I know that he's one of the best loved and most hated racers out there, so if you don't like him I wanted to know if you have an actual reason, or if you "aren't allowed" to like him cuz you're a tony stewart fan.

 

[Buttah]

I wanted to ask that before I asked how you feel about jeff gordon. I know that he's one of the best loved and most hated racers out there, so if you don't like him I wanted to know if you have an actual reason, or if you "aren't allowed" to like him cuz you're a tony stewart fan.

Jeff is okay if you can get past his whiny voice. On my list he ranks at the bottom though.

 

[mrtnmoon]

Jeff is okay if you can get past his whiny voice. On my list he ranks at the bottom though.

I also think he kicked a cat once. are you just into nascar or do you watch other kinds of racing?

 

[Buttah]

I also think he kicked a cat once. are you just into nascar or do you watch other kinds of racing?

Just Nascar, I'm not a big sports person. He kicked a cat? I heard he liked pussies.

 

[mrtnmoon]

He kicked a cat? I heard he liked pussies.

since you were talking about his whiny voice, I kinda thought you thought he was a pussy. besides... the two aren't mutually exclusive. I kicked a cat once and I love pussies.

 

[Buttah]

since you were talking about his whiny voice, I kinda thought you thought he was a pussy. besides... the two aren't mutually exclusive. I kicked a cat once and I love pussies.

My bad, you got me on that one. Is this where I say I like chickens, especially cocks? :0

 

[mrtnmoon]

My bad, you got me on that one. Is this where I say I like chickens, especially cocks? :0

as long as it keeps you bringing that av to my thread, you can say anything you want!

 

[Buttah]

as long as it keeps you bringing that av to my thread, you can say anything you want!

"When you feel that youuuu
Can make it alone
Remember that no one is big enough
to go it alone."

Sorry I'm singing with The Four Tops...

 

[mrtnmoon]

"When you feel that youuuu
Can make it alone
Remember that no one is big enough
to go it alone."

Sorry I'm singing with The Four Tops...

quite alright... it's probably better than trying to sing like kate smith. you listening to the radio, or a cd?

 

[Buttah]

quite alright... it's probably better than trying to sing like kate smith. you listening to the radio, or a cd?

CD, I never listen to radio. I like to pick my music.

 

[Guest]

hello mrtnmoon

 

[mrtnmoon]

CD, I never listen to radio. I like to pick my music.

what kind of stuff is on your play list besides the four tops?