my thread

[nowgirl]

...there are others that went bump in the night like gracie and cheekygirl and nowgirl, but since it's been months since they stopped by to say hi, I doubt they'll notice the thread doesn't exist anymore. if anyone sees MWF tell her I said bye and have a nice life.

doubtful, but if anyone wants to reach me my e-mail addresses are on my profile and I'm on AIM sometimes. it's been real fun..... but the parts that were real weren't always fun, and the parts that were fun weren't always real. (sorry, old joke)

y'all take care of yourselves and peaceout.

p.s. for people that read the suicide thread.... it was more about thoughts than actions, but if you e-mail me and I never answer..... who knows? I may just decide to carve the name of "the girl" on my forehead before I slash my wrists. probably not... I'm more of a thinker than a doer.... I've just always loved this line from a butterfly jones song, "he was trying to wash away his dirty blues with some bubbles and a razor blade." cool lyric, huh? ciao.

mrmoon - it has been a while since i've posted to this thread... but i've visited it often to check in on you. you know my feelings on depression & suicide....no - that was NOT a cool lyric. and you know (i hope) how i feel about you - i've said it before - you're funny & smart - a wicked combination! in any event - take care of yourself and i - as many others have expressed - hope that you will come back.

 

[mrtnmoon]

well, it's been many moons since I posted here. I've ben making a few hit and miss trivia thread posts, but nothing very consequential. I guess by the very fact that here I am, I'm planning to stick around again eventually .anyone has anything to say, feel free.

 

[mrtnmoon]

well, it's been many moons since I posted here. I've ben making a few hit and miss trivia thread posts, but nothing very consequential. I guess by the very fact that here I am, I'm planning to stick around again eventually .anyone has anything to say, feel free.

and the world of lit reacts with a collective *yawn", which is about what I expected. still, I'll be around here and there.

 

[mrtnmoon]

please....one post at a time. the response is too over whewlming. I dunno if I'll ever get caught up.

 

[Buttah]

Come on, don't be that way. I've been so busy and I just saw this. I'll be away tonight, be back sometime tomorrow. Moon, I've found out on Lit you make your own place. If people don't like you they can fuck off or ignore. I hate the morons who come on and diss people. Now get your ass up and post, you're welcome here by your real friends.

 

[mrtnmoon]

Come on, don't be that way. I've been so busy and I just saw this. I'll be away tonight, be back sometime tomorrow. Moon, I've found out on Lit you make your own place. If people don't like you they can fuck off or ignore. I hate the morons who come on and diss people. Now get your ass up and post, you're welcome here by your real friends.

I don't have any real friends. just ask dirty bear and black wolf. lol.

 

[NorthernPA4U]

I don't have any real friends. just ask dirty bear and black wolf. lol.

Well, you don't want to let other people define you. I never wanted other people to define me, in any case.

How were things in your world during your time away from Lit?

 

[mrtnmoon]

Well, you don't want to let other people define you. I never wanted other people to define me, in any case.

How were things in your world during your time away from Lit?

same old same old..... working my ass off. it's weird, about 15 people have told me I should try to get disability because I hurt so bad all the time. knees, feet, back, shoulders. I think about it, but I dunno. I've been that route before and it's kind of fun getting paid for nothing for awhile but after that it gets old fast.

if I didn't say it before I was saddeened to read of your loss.

 

[NorthernPA4U]

same old same old..... working my ass off. it's weird, about 15 people have told me I should try to get disability because I hurt so bad all the time. knees, feet, back, shoulders. I think about it, but I dunno. I've been that route before and it's kind of fun getting paid for nothing for awhile but after that it gets old fast.

if I didn't say it before I was saddeened to read of your loss.

Thanks. He was quite old, and had really struggled mentally and emotionally after my grandmother died 7 1/2 years ago, but still, he was the last link I had to that generation. Thus, I have mixed feelings about it; in a way happy he's finally had a chance to let go, but sad as well, and a little confused at exactly how I feel.

If you are that bad off, you should at least discuss it with your doctor. Having disability time might give you a chance to heal up some.

 

[mrtnmoon]

Thanks. He was quite old, and had really struggled mentally and emotionally after my grandmother died 7 1/2 years ago, but still, he was the last link I had to that generation. Thus, I have mixed feelings about it; in a way happy he's finally had a chance to let go, but sad as well, and a little confused at exactly how I feel.

If you are that bad off, you should at least discuss it with your doctor. Having disability time might give you a chance to heal up some.

I've thought about it.... guess I'm resistant to the idea because I've been through it before. after awhile it tends to make you feel less than a man. I have an echocardiogram soon, tho, so it may make the decision for me.

I understand (sort of) the confusion. when my dad died I was relieved that he wasn't suffering anymore, but I still miss him almost every day. I guess I could say something pithy like it gets better with time, but you already know that, and sometimes it takes a hell of a lot of time.

 

[NorthernPA4U]

I've thought about it.... guess I'm resistant to the idea because I've been through it before. after awhile it tends to make you feel less than a man. I have an echocardiogram soon, tho, so it may make the decision for me.

I understand (sort of) the confusion. when my dad died I was relieved that he wasn't suffering anymore, but I still miss him almost every day. I guess I could say something pithy like it gets better with time, but you already know that, and sometimes it takes a hell of a lot of time.

I'm somewhat of a long-work-hours person, at times, and I think I could understand that. It would be rather hard if I felt I wasn't taking care of my own needs ... don't know if I would feel that way, but I might.

Yeah, sometimes it takes a while. I think it would be tougher for you; your dad couldn't have been that old, while I'm losing someone in his 90's ... it was definitely expected in the not too distant future.

 

[mrtnmoon]

Yeah, sometimes it takes a while. I think it would be tougher for you; your dad couldn't have been that old, while I'm losing someone in his 90's ... it was definitely expected in the not too distant future.

you're right about that... he was only 46 and there's a lot of guilt involved, too, since I didn't get to the hospital to visit him until it was too late.

still, I've heard that even when you're prepared you're not really prepared. my best wishes to you and I'll say a prayer for you two.

 

[NorthernPA4U]

you're right about that... he was only 46 and there's a lot of guilt involved, too, since I didn't get to the hospital to visit him until it was too late.

still, I've heard that even when you're prepared you're not really prepared. my best wishes to you and I'll say a prayer for you two.

Thanks. I appreciate it.

Saw your note on the Indians in the other thread. Though I am a lifelong Sox fan, I've got a good friend whose an Indians' fan. I wouldn't have a big problem with the Indians winning sometime soon (Cubs either, as a matter of fact), just so fans of those teams can get the type of satisfaction I got a few years ago. At some point, people have waited long enough.

And I like some of the players on that team. Seem like good guys.

Still, while I wouldn't mind the Indians winning, I'll pull for the Sox.

 

[ObsidianRose]

Just peaking in for a moment to say hello!!!!

O.R.

 

[Buttah]

I don't have any real friends. just ask dirty bear and black wolf. lol.

Ouch ... as bad as that?

 

[mrtnmoon]

Thanks. I appreciate it.

Saw your note on the Indians in the other thread. Though I am a lifelong Sox fan, I've got a good friend whose an Indians' fan. I wouldn't have a big problem with the Indians winning sometime soon (Cubs either, as a matter of fact), just so fans of those teams can get the type of satisfaction I got a few years ago. At some point, people have waited long enough.

And I like some of the players on that team. Seem like good guys.

Still, while I wouldn't mind the Indians winning, I'll pull for the Sox.

I understand what you're saying, and in many cases I'm a big "root for the underdog" kinda guy. I was thrilled when the sox won a few years ago. sometimes I just get tired of hearing these stories, tho.... the cubs miseries, yada yada.

I'd almost like to see the rockies win because they don't have all that baggage and they didn't try to buy a winning team as much as a lot of other teams did.... on the other hand, it also means they don't have much history. I know.... I'm contradictory.

it'd really be ok with me if any of the teams left won, I guess, but I'd prefer to see cleveland. when I was a kid we used to get channel 43 from cleveland on our cable system and the commercials always made it seem so exciting even tho the team sucked at the time, guess I have a soft spot for them.

besides, my favorite baseball movie is major league.

 

[mrtnmoon]

Ouch ... as bad as that?

yep.... sad but true. you, SL69, cyikac and northen are my only friends. I guess northern is my friend... at least he hasn't called me any bad names yet. lol.

there are others that stick up for me ocasionally, but I'm a little wasted so names are escaping me. sorry if any of you feel slighted..... could be more fuel for the "I hate mrtnmoon" thread.

 

[mrtnmoon]

Just peaking in for a moment to say hello!!!!

O.R.

well hello there. long time no see. hope things are well.

 

[Buttah]

yep.... sad but true. you, SL69, cyikac and northen are my only friends. I guess northern is my friend... at least he hasn't called me any bad names yet. lol.

there are others that stick up for me ocasionally, but I'm a little wasted so names are escaping me. sorry if any of you feel slighted..... could be more fuel for the "I hate mrtnmoon" thread.

Moon, friends can be a dime a dozen and on Lit can be fairweather at best. Real friends stick by you, they care and try to help. I learned my lesson here years ago.

 

[mrtnmoon]

Moon, friends can be a dime a dozen and on Lit can be fairweather at best. Real friends stick by you, they care and try to help. I learned my lesson here years ago.

yeah, well... I'm a slow learner I guess. I'm still reeling sometimes from the two ladies that told me they loved me only to find out just about everything they said to me was a lie. on the internet, of course.

 

[virgin_not]

Even though I stopped posting here doesn't mean that I hate you or not consider you as one of my few true friends online Moonie. I won't ever forget that one time you stood up for me,when I was attacked by some litsters in here,I owed you that and will almost grateful for that.

Though I do have a reason why I stopped posting here for awhile,not because of you but cause of something else. Anyway nice to see ya again Mister.

 

[mrtnmoon]

Even though I stopped posting here doesn't mean that I hate you or not consider you as one of my few true friends online Moonie. I won't ever forget that one time you stood up for me,when I was attacked by some litsters in here,I owed you that and will almost grateful for that.

Though I do have a reason why I stopped posting here for awhile,not because of you but cause of something else. Anyway nice to see ya again Mister.

now don't let it get around that I stood up for you. I'm starting to get a reputation as an asshole and a psycho, I wouldn't want anything to ruin it. lol.

I dunno why you stopped posting here, but you'd have probably been better off. I've tried to stop a few times but I can't stay away. anyway, good to see you. stop in and say hi anytime, unless I ever really get away for good.

 

[mrtnmoon]

mrmoon - it has been a while since i've posted to this thread... but i've visited it often to check in on you. you know my feelings on depression & suicide....no - that was NOT a cool lyric. and you know (i hope) how i feel about you - i've said it before - you're funny & smart - a wicked combination! in any event - take care of yourself and i - as many others have expressed - hope that you will come back.

sorry that I missed this post. when I was away I didn't even look at my own thread. I appreciate you checking in on me. I'm alright.... until I'm not alright. right now I'm trying to get geared up to take a little trip. excited about it, but scared, too.... I've never flown before. hope things are going well for you.

 

[Buttah]

Morning Moon, it's cold but sunny here. I'm thinking of baking a pie in awhile, apple or cherry? Maybe both?

 

[mrtnmoon]

Morning Moon, it's cold but sunny here. I'm thinking of baking a pie in awhile, apple or cherry? Maybe both?

kinda cold and overcast here. we had one of those sunny days yesterday. I like it a little cold myself.... good weather for snuggling, if the opportunity arises.

between apple and cherry, I'd pick cherry. if you wanna go for both, tho, by all means do so. I'm more of a pumpkinhead, especially this time of year, but I'm always ready to eat some cherry pie.