My first lust here, Luv2tvl69.

[Dryfus3368]

Well, all, I must post this, to make my first lust here realize what she means to me.


Luv2tvl69,


Yes, I like lots of things 'bout Rubyfruit. I think she is sexy, I think she is funny, I think she is sweet. But I know she is not number one on my list, you are. You are all those thing, plus you are a wonderful kisser. (Haven't kissed Rubyfruit, so I don't know) You also have a piece of my heart. I think under different circumstances, you and I might have been more Than what we are. So ne'er fret young maiden, you are in my eyes the best, the cream of the crop, (Breaking into song), A number one, king of the hill. (shakes himself to get out of it) , Your my bestest friend here, so don't ever change. Luv ya too much to see ya hurt sorry I offended you by making you think Ruby was my bestest. Forgive me?



Dryfus

 

[Rambling Rose]

out of the frying pan ~ into the fire

 

[Cheyenne]

Re: out of the frying pan ~ into the fire

LMAO! I was thinking the same thing- but more along the lines of already having one foot firmly inserted and trying to stick the other one in, too.

Poor Dryfus.

 

[GuyJD]

I think that this thread would have been more appropiate in her PM.

 

[Rambling Rose]

Why is that, JD? I rather enjoy seeing someone's little passion play laid out for all and sundry to comment on.

I think luv2tvl69 has shown remarkable recuperative powers in casting aside her deep love for her former cyber lover, and now we can comfort her in her distress over someone new! Poor baby has been put through the ringer, obviously. Maybe you should pm her JD, she just needs a little encouragement so that her self esteem is back on track. It is so important to have one's desirablity validated by multiple men on the internet.

I know! Maybe she should submit some nude pics over on the amateur pic board? They are quite the appreciative audience.

 

[Dryfus3368]

Re: Re: out of the frying pan ~ into the fire

Poor Dryfus.

Poor Dryfus? Why poor Dryfus, why not poor Luv2tvl69?






Dryfus

 

[freakygirl]

I'm with Blushing Rose on this one

 

[xzchief]

Rose, I agree with JD that it would have been more appropriate as a PM. If it had been me, that's what I would have done.

That said, I agree with you that it's fun to read and comment on the post.

 

[Mr. Bootie]

Hmmmm??????

Very Interestiing We'll see how this plays out. I can't wait for luv2tvl69's reaction. Hmmmm??? Interesting indeed.


kgboot

 

[luv2tvl69]

You are very sweet Dryfus

First I will say thank you to Dryfus for publicly voicing his sweet feelings....and you are important to me as well--and you are an excellent kisser. However I understand your attraction and flirtation to Rubyfruit as she is a very sexy, funny lady. I have no problem with your flirtations and new Lit friends, as I know we are a GOOD FRIENDS, with casual dating and some intimacy. I appreciate your reiterating my importance to you as it feels good to be told I am lusted after and important. Especially since last week I felt very undesireable and inadequate. There is no passion play going on, there is no exclusive relationship with Dryfus and I. And he is right, under different circumstances and at a different time we would probably be more.

2nd, I must reply to some responses here:

Yes maybe LIT etiquette shouldve had it posted in PM format, however Dryfus knows my insecurities and how hurt I was when WC broke up with me, and he is the type of person who is intuned to peoples reactions/feelings. When I made a joking comment on how I hoped he wouldnt replace me with Rubyfruit, he wanted to make sure I knew that I was important and desired. And he will take any steps to make a friend happy and secure. Thats the kind of man he is---a good considerate and caring friend.

And yes as stated by blushing rose "It is so important to have one's desirablity validated by multiple men on the internet." Especially for those of us who are lacking that in real life. I dont have men knocking down doors to go out with me. Words can make you feel many things, hurt, pain, sorrow, joy, whats wrong with letting them make you feel desireable, wanted, etc. Isnt that really what all these cyber BB's are about.

As for my relationship with WC....I LOVED / LOVE him. Our cyber relationship could not and wouldnt ever be anything more than our cyber/phone contact--sexual and nonsexual, and perhaps a few in person meetings. We BOTH knew that and were looking for people locally to try to meet and build relationships with...WE WERE REALISTIC ABOUT WHAT WE WERE AND WHAT WE COULD BE. He was emailing other women, and actively searching for a local real life love connection for a long term relationship. I was looking for someone nearby to casually date, have sex, just have some real physical intimacy as it has been a very very long time.

Also, just because I loved him doesnt mean he loved me. He liked me, lusted me, cared about me, was a friend to me--he never said he loved me. I was the one who fell in love--all by surprise. When we met and began our cybering and phone, I thought it was all to be a casual thing---just plain fun. Well it got serious on my end...my heart just filled with him. And I was always upfront with WC about who I was emailing, who I was meeting...I was completely honest and open about every single contact.

Dryfus contacted me about 3-4 weeks ago thru a personals we were both members of and he only lives about 45 minutes from me. We began to get to know one another. Neither of us was looking for an exclusive relationship (he is going thru a recent divorce, and I am basically afraid of serious relationships--I always get hurt) we were looking for some casual dating, someone to have some things in common with, and m/f companionship and physical intimacy--a no strings, casual, stress free relationship...and sex. Dammit I have been without m/f intimacy (companionship & sex) for 8 years and I was just plain lonely to have someone physically with me. Does that make me a horrible person??? then so be it. I was a horrible lonely person.

I had a horrible week a couple weeks ago...supposed to take niece to bahamas for 21st b-day and family guilted us from going because of their fears, thought WC and I would spend some time together...well, instead he got busy, overwhelmed, and didnt have time for me in his life anymore (I understand and dont hold bad feelings because of that--shit just happens). Well on the 2nd WC and I were supposed to have a longtime planned phone movie and sex date as his daughter was out of town. It so happens he decided to break up with me right before that. I was feeling inadequate, lonely, unwanted, ugly, and depressed, and now stood up.

DRYFUS stayed on the phone with me all night thru the roughest days after WC left me. Just to make sure I would be ok. He came to meet me and hold me, kiss me, make me feel safe, warm, and desireable. He was sent to me at a time that I really needed a mans arms around me...and it was the 1 time in 8 years I needed it most. Does it make a horrible person to need some male contact and intimacy??? if so then so be it. Does it make my love for WC any less---NO, it just helps me go on without feeling so desperate and lonely, and unwanted. I will always love WC--he is very special in my life and added things to my life I was missing for a long long time.

I have many wonderful friends here that are always there for me with cyberhugs, kisses, encouragement and wonderful shoulders to cry on. And I love you all, but sometimes a person needs some physical contact for those hugs and kisses, some real shoulders to lay my head on...to be able to feel the heartbeat of another person. Dryfus has become a good true friend, someone I can depend on, turn to, have fun with, touch, feel, hold....I need that now in my life. I am not getting any younger, but getting lonelier.

So forgive me if wanting and needing and my having someone in my life that is here for me, someone I can touch, not just type to or phone with is for some reason a bad thing. I guess people will think of me what they will. I like having a Friend like Dryfus in my life. Especially now...ontop of all this other shit my father died today, so yet again I need someone to hold me, to lean on, to comfort me. And he has already pledged to be here whenever I need him.

I wont be around for awhile--Atleast until next week sometime, I am sorry to be venting, I just am upset with life right now and people who judge others.

 

[Savage Kitten]

I know! Maybe she should submit some nude pics over on the amateur pic board? They are quite the appreciative audience.

What a snippidy lil snob you come off as.... In what life time do you think you actually accomplished something that made you better than onyone else???

Just because the main focus of Literotica is literature, doesn't mean that it is the only form of artistic expression around here. The amateur pic board contains more than "just" nude pics. There is a lot of talent and pride there. It's more than just sticking a camera lens up your twat and snapping a shot. If you'd take the time you'd see there are pics that follow themes and story lines, as well as, different styles and lighting techniques used while taking the pics.

You are right about one thing... they are "quite the appreciative audience."

Kudos to the "Ameture Pic" Board. I believe it's coming along rather nicely!

 

[Cheyenne]

Re: Re: Re: out of the frying pan ~ into the fire

Poor Dryfus? Why poor Dryfus, why not poor Luv2tvl69?

Because I, as well as probably quite a few people here, expected
luv2tvl69 to be REALLY upset that you posted that personal stuff here for all to gawk at. I am more than a little surprised that she isn't. But we all handle stress in different ways.

I'm also amazed the trolls haven't come out for this one. You are very lucky.

 

[Dryfus3368]

Re: Re: Re: Re: out of the frying pan ~ into the fire

I'm also amazed the trolls haven't come out for this one. You are very lucky.

Well, I have usually have been, and am a very lucky person. I was very lucky to meat Luv2tvl69, an I am lucky she showed me this site. So, I consider myself very lucky.







Dryfus

 

[Renegade]

Go ahead and keep pushing that "luck".

 

[Rubyfruit]

Oh my. I was in the middle of a love triangle and I didn't even know it!



Sounds like you two worked it out though.

Ruby