my first bdsm experience

[Bloody Heart]

My ex-boyfriend and I (we broke up two days ago) had been going out for a little over a year. I had always know about his fetish. His previous girlfriend had introduced him to it and it turned out he really liked it. He's a very cocky guy. He has tried several times to choke me with his cock or pull my hair and oh god does he like it messy! I never really responded differently to it because he was so hesitant. He was afraid I wouldn't like it and freak out. Now I've always know that I was a little bit of a demented sick child and grew up to be a sexual freak in today's society, but I had no idea that I would like this. After we broke up I was feeling a little torn. And when I feel this way, I want to be bad. So, we were sitting on the couch and I was sharing little bits of my life that I had never told him before now. It was turning him on. Then we got on the issue of whether or not we should have sex anymore (he was worried it wasn't healthy for my mind.) Then I finally told him that I wanted it rough and dirty! I wanted biting, scratching, name calling... I hit the right spot. And I got what I wanted. It was the best! I just wanted to share it with you because I can't really tell anyone I know. They just wouldn't understand. I might write a story about it later if ya want to read it.
Tschuss!

 

[sigsauerprinces]

glad your first time was good mine was fucking magical, i'll never forget it.

 

[Etoile]

Welcome to Lit, welcome to BDSM Talk, and welcome...to the journey.

 

[Bloody Heart]

Thanks! I hope my journey continues.

 

[lorddragonwolf]

once started its hard to stop the journy.

 

[sigsauerprinces]

once started its hard to stop the journy.

very true.

 

[lorddragonwolf]

i started my journy almost 6 years ago. learned that i liked to be incontrol and have not stoped since'

 

[Bloody Heart]

i always thought i wanted to be in control, but never could find a guy that liked that. but i think being submissive was much more arousing. i think it depends on the guy i'm with though.

 

[tahira_GC]

first experience

my first experience was magical, wonderful infact bloody amazing and it just gets better

 

[Bloody Heart]

yay! you must tell us about it.

 

[trodas]

Bloody Heart - many guys i know, myself including, are interesed in such sort of more violent sexual act (they just did not telling to everyone upfront), it's just more enjoyable with little fight and one could even get the feeling of earned well intercourse, whatever it might sounds weird

 

[Bloody Heart]

I know what you mean, I think. I've always been turned on by seeing rape scenes on tv and that one scene in Interview with the Vampire where they expose that girl on stage and eventually devour her always made me tingle. I have to say, a forceful man is very intoxicating, but only if you trust that man. I am usually turned on more if I am treated badly, but only during sex and only to a certain extent.