My Dirty Little Secret

[Monazwx]

Here are the rest;

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I left my job, and went to work with my family, since i was miserable out there. Now, I'm miserable in here. I had hoped that by working somewhere else, I would gain a different persceptive and a fresh approach to reorganizing the place; which I did. But now they're less receptive to change than ever, and I feel as if I'm wasting my time.

They're waiting on me to complete my CPA and re-join full time, but I've been stalling for quite some time, (even while i was working at the 'other' place), for this same reason. I want to walk away, but I can't. So, much work has gone into keeping the business alive, and I know if would hurt my mother especially. (It really hurt me to write that.) Even though I have completed my hours, I dread getting the designation.
Therefore, I'm not studying.

 

[Monazwx]

There's more,

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I hate the business. I resent it. It's like my parent's other child.
(Sometimes, I think they love the business more than me.)

 

[Monazwx]

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[Monazwx]

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[Monazwx]

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Ok, that's alot for one day. I'm pooped.

 

[TitianaPeaks]

I fantasize about yertle and I meeting and never running out of things to talk about or places to have sex

 

[where]

It sounds like he wants to go and I feel guilty for not being upset.

 

[lesbiaphrodite]

My dirty secret: I want to eat a thousand chocolate chip cookies and recite nursery rhymes to my lover.

 

[yui]

dirty little secret

I am. But I'm not.

P.S. I suck at PM but I'm here-ish if you (and you know who you are) wanna talk. I'm never here. But I'll check back. I understand about not wanting to be. It sucks sometimes to be, especially when it's all you can do to breathe.

 

[FatDino]

http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b247/Arantula/moher_cliff.jpg

 

[Trinique_Fire]

It hurts to hear her name come out of your mouth. To see "baby girl" in relation to her absolutely kills me. So I'm just waiting for the day when I have someone of my own so I can stop feeling so hurt.

 

[Lady_Guenivere]

I am torn between two very opposite sides...one is good and safe and pure...
the other is dangerous, exciting and uncertain.

 

[Guest]

I hate him so very much, I worry about trying to figure out how to make my little know him without vilifying him.

 

[Blackie Malone]

I can't stop drinking. Its better than cutting myself. I won't admit I have a problem.

 

[Lady_Guenivere]

My dirty little secret...I have lost hope.

 

[TitianaPeaks]

I lost my dirty little secret. He made me feel more alive than I have in years...thinking about him makes me cry. I still love him

 

[Sammael Bard]

I'm a closet erotica author. No one knows about my passion for writing, even my best friend. I guess that I'm suckered with a desire that I'll be forced to fulfill through this website.