My Bitch Thread.... Ignore.

[Fly_On_Wall]

I fucking hate life. I'm in a piss ass mood I just want to whale on the first person I see. Winde back and crack them right in the face. I've no clue why I get in these moods.... but when they come it just feels like the whole world is falling apart at my feet.
Goddamn bank bugging me... Hideing from them don't seem to work. No one will hire me and I don't believe their goddamn answer of i'm over qualified... If you don't want to hire me just say so assholes don't make up some rediculus lie. Winter is here and though I usualy love this time of year it's really disagreeing with my leg. Have to go shopeing for everyone no fucking money. I want to leave but can't cause i'm not aloud to drive... screw you i'm old enough I know how... why the hell do you hve to take a test? Throwing something through the window sounds like fun right now... something big so i can watch it smash when it hits the ground(or car) outside. I'll be back later to bitch somemore... I"m sure i'll find other things that are ticking me off.

 

[MissTaken]

Sorry Fly. I couldn't possibly ignore a thread by you.


Hmmm wish there were something I could do to help. So I will just give you a mental hug from many miles away.

*hugs*

 

[sexy-girl]

*hugs* for fly sorry didnt want to ignore either

 

[Fly_On_Wall]

Well for the evening portion of my fucked up day...
(i'm begining to think this was more then a bad day cause of things I did)
starts off at supper... my sister was shakeing the table and I swore i was going to hit her, my 2 year old neice was playing with a singing santa so I screamed at her... I got mad at my mom for stiring her food to much... I kicked someone in the ribs... okay time to go to the store for christmas shopeing even though I don't have the money for it.
start off in the car my mom telling me look at all the decorated houses... too bad my son won't put up my lights... when she knows damn well I cna't climb a ladder with my leg... then came the why don't you get the operation done speach. fuck fuck fuck i want to punch the window. In the store of course holidays so everyone is being annoying. some hug fucking women crouched down takeing up the whole isle so like 15 people are all waiting to get by... so I 'accedently' knocked her over with my buggy...seeing parents drag their kids around was pissing me off don't treat kids that way. and even worse those that weren't watching the babys that were 3 ails away... my leg was killing me so as my mom sat there and looked at item afeter item and not getting them... I'd sit on the floor (out of peoples ways... i'm not that rude) yet the stares peopld give..... fuck you people. after 3 hours of bitching that my leg hurt I got my shopeing done finnaly all in one night couldn't leave the store cause some fucking asshole (an employee) was standing int he aile with a store ladder. So I tryed biteing him and my mom hit me.

(you may say but fly that don't sound like you..... It isn't me, what I thought was a bad day must have been a relaps of somthing)

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH What a fucking day. after all this I think as much as I hate and am scared of doctores.... i'd better go talk to my doctor and get back on my medication.

 

[Fly_On_Wall]

and thank you MissTaken and sexy-girl

 

[Fly_On_Wall]

Woke up still feeling like shit. Already started my day by yelling at people. So I"m asking now....


Anyone have any Ideas of how to calm myself down? Before I have a repeate of yesterday?

 

[Batgirl]

Woke up still feeling like shit. Already started my day by yelling at people. So I"m asking now....


Anyone have any Ideas of how to calm myself down? Before I have a repeate of yesterday?

Cyber hugs to you. Poor soul.

Have you considered anger managment classes???? I mean being angry like this all the time is only making you and everyone around you miserable......
Try to put your feet up, think of something nice, don't worry too much about the problems; next week they will seem insignificant.

I hope that today is better for you, just remember life is what YOU make it.