My bi urges

I'd just like to try giving a BJ to see what its all about, my wife seems to enjoy it..really enjoy it. Pretty much have done everything else I wanted to try. Might like it might hate it but at least I'd know
I really want to try sucking a cock. Start with him soft and feel it grow in my mouth seeing how much I can take. Pull off and let him give me a facial.
 
You're hetero-romantic but bisexual. Your preference is women but men or aspects of them turn you on too (cock, ass, directness of sexual drive).

Simple as that, and as I believe a vast amount of the population is, way more than would ever admit it.

My first couple of meets with men, I was fairly insistent on no kissing, because I've always associated that with romance and what I feel about women, and I guess wanted to keep gay sex in its own box, where it's just pure lust, all about the cock and a need to get off really hard and nothing else. Then my last meet, the guy was very keen on kissing and I did, even with his beard, and it added a different dimension. Believe me, having a guy's tongue in your mouth when you each have the other's erect penis in your hands is next level. I still didn't get romantic feels from it like with a woman but it was extremely arousing.
So that’s what this is.
 
We all travel different paths. Some are on the express route, while others take the local path with many stops and detours along the way. I'm the latter. I went to an all boys school from grades 1 - 12. That meant gang showers, nude swims, and the usual guy stuff like measuring erections against others. And I began my life as a nudist at age 7. So, that meant naked times with friends from an early age, both boys and girls, and all of the innocent play that went with that, the type of which I can't detail here. But when I went to college in L.A. and was doing some acting and modeling, as well as going to the area nude beaches, my exposure to bi play was available to me all over the place. But it was also the days of the mysterious rise of AIDS and I saw some friends and distant acquaintances become HIV+, with many going on to full-blown AIDS. That was enough to scare me straight, literally, for many years. It wasn't until my mid-40s when longtime nudist friends, a married couple, asked me to join them in some 3some fun after my divorce. We went from MFM and MF, to MMF and MM fun. They were in healthcare and since our common goal was to remain DD-free and healthy, we kept the play just between us which allowed us to do and explore a lot. And they were also the ones who taught me that adult, mutual pleasure isn't about labels. It's about exploring what pleases you and each other and just enjoying it. Although I haven't had many bi experiences once I moved 2,000 miles away from that couple, I certainly am not adverse to exploring my bi side with a trusted, DD-free partner who's not a player.
 
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