my Assignment

[bonemain]

Hi. I am a new male online sub. My Mistress has requested that I post the details of my latest assignment on lit. Here is my assignment:

"On your next Friday luncheon, I want you to wear your butt plug out with your friends. It must be on and vibrating the whole time you're with them.

When you go out with your wife on the 16th I want you to wear the vibrator yet again (it better be the large one), as well as your cock ring and leash. Your leash should be tucked into your pant leg in a way that it tugs your cock with each step. Lastly, I want you to steal a pair of your wife's panties (nice silky ones preferably) and wear them for the evening."

I am somewhat nervous about being caught. I hope the whirr of the butt plug is not audible. In a crowded restaurant, I think it will be alright, but it may be quieter in the theatre on Saturday. I guess this is part of the purpose of this test, to test my resolve, and obedience.

I am posting in advance of my first assignment in case anyone has any suggestions, or advice that may help me.

 

[Alice_In_Chains]

UHHHHHHHHH

That's some craziness. I donno if I can help you but I"m pretty sure I can help your mistress out with some ideas.

 

[bytor2112]

advice: seek counseling as you are seriously fucked up in the head...

 

[canadiancutie]

advice: seek counseling as you are seriously fucked up in the head...

kill yourself.

 

[bytor2112]

kill yourself.

i did already.. i am the undead!!!

 

[Ms_Black]

maybe cheating here....

I'm not sure if your Domme will technically allow this, so I would ask in advance.

When my Top had me wear my Vibra Balls around the office and to school, I would carry large amounts of change in my pockets, and also hung my keys by my belt loop.

The extra jingle helped cover the noise of the chiming.

I'm not sure this would be as effective with a vibrator, since it goes all the time (not just when you're moving) but it might help. You might also want to try tapping your fingers at dinner, and I feel crossing your legs helps to dim the sound of vibrators quite a bit.

Sounds fun.

Ms. B

 

[pandoravampire]

Perhaps im reading this wrong, but he doesnt want any help or suggestions, just literotica's thread to achieve his assignment, which he clearly has.

And when did Literotica become derogatory towards others leanings or relationships. BDSM, like beauty, is in the eye of the beholder surely.
From my reading, this seems safe, sane and consentual, so whats your problem?

Not everybody has access to real life, and thus places like Literotica are born. A place where acceptance and nurturing were prevalent. He's new to his relationship, and would benefit from support, not devaluing comments.

Personally,
I wish you luck on your journey and lots of fun.

 

[TNRkitect2b]

Bytor is a known troll, seeking only to offend and rile the other posters... your best bet is to put him on ignore, as he gains pleasure from baiting those who try to educate him. Don't feed the trolls.

 

[bonemain]

Re: maybe cheating here....

When my Top had me wear my Vibra Balls around the office and to school, I would carry large amounts of change in my pockets, and also hung my keys by my belt loop.

The extra jingle helped cover the noise of the chiming.


Ms. B

Thanks for the helpful posts. SHE said your suggestions would be acceptable. I'll let you know how it works out.

 

[asenath]

Why would you let some online person jeopardise your marriage and possibly make you look like an idiot in front of your friends?

 

[Laoghaire]

Cause he's a slave and he loves pleasing his Mistress. This is BDSM not Betty Crocker.

 

[Netzach]

I'm not Betty Crocker and I don't think the question is that retarded, we live in a real world.

 

[Laoghaire]

Yeah and bonemain's world includes this side of his life as well. Whatever his reasons for doing it are his and his only.

 

[bonemain]

Phase 1

I completed phase 1 today.

It went fairly well. The one thing I was unprepared for is how hard it is to walk with a plug in. I was afraid it would slip out, so I was clenching to try to hold it in. I told my friends my back was bothering me. At any moment when the others weren't looking, I would try to push it back in.

At the restaurant I was fortunate to sit between one guy whose hearing isn't great, and another who never stops talking. Vibration sounds weren't an issue. I kept thinking, that I wished my Mistress could watch. I can picture her beautiful lips smirking as I try to walk, clenching my ass.

Which brings me to my answer for Asenath.

As to the "why" the answer is "To please her". The hallmark of my submissive feelings, involves serving and pleasing a special woman. As for the "online" part, would I be happier lying on my back as She lowers herself onto my face in r/l, certainly. However, I am very new to acknowledging these feelings, and this is my way of dipping a toe in to see if I like the water temperature.

On to phase 2.

 

[ghosst_K&H]

My question is, does your wife know you have a Mistress?, if so then the vibrator and panties won't be a problem,

but... if your wife dosen't know you have submissive feelings, then i'd suggest you sit her down and have a talk. going behind her back and stealing her panties, not to mention buying all these toys your Mistress directs you to, has the potential of ruining your marriage.

 

[shy slave]

Its a good question ghosst.

Its not always easy to talk to a marriage partner about this lifestyle.

Bonemain I think ghosst gives you good advice and a very gentle warning about the potenial difficulties of your wife not knowing your interests.
If you read the past posts on the boards about when the other person is vanilla you will realise that these conversations do not always result in an acceptance.

Whether you have discussed it with your wife of are thinking of it I wish you well.

I have been married twice both would be horrified at what I would have wanted, had I asked them.

I guess for me, divorce was a way escape and discovery as to what I wanted and needed. It could also be seen as my cowardly way out.

Good Luck on your journey as a sub/slave and with your marriage

 

[asenath]

Re: Phase 1

Which brings me to my answer for Asenath.

As to the "why" the answer is "To please her". The hallmark of my submissive feelings, involves serving and pleasing a special woman. As for the "online" part, would I be happier lying on my back as She lowers herself onto my face in r/l, certainly. However, I am very new to acknowledging these feelings, and this is my way of dipping a toe in to see if I like the water temperature.

On to phase 2.

Would doing this be pleasing to your wife?

Pleasing your wife should be more important to you than pleasing some stranger.

 

[Laoghaire]

Would doing this be pleasing to your wife? Pleasing your wife should be more important to you than pleasing some stranger.

If this was the case, then I believe bonemain's Domme would be his wife but it's not. Perhaps, his wife is very vanilla and demonstrates no interest in BDSM. Bonemain is most happy when he pleases his Mistress and that's how it should be because that's what he chose. He has explained why he chooses this. Leave it at that.


*Note: For those wondering, no I'm not his Domme but I know Her.

 

[bonemain]

Phase 2

I am home after completing stage two of my assignment.

The cock strap and leash combined with a pair of silky panties was very stimulating during the three block walk from the parking lot to the restaurant, and again back to the theatre, as always I like to imagine the leash in my Mistress' hands. However, I am still not accustomed to walking with the plug in place. The surroundings were loud enough, that the vaibrating sounds were not an issue. I must say that although I can withstand the plug for awhile, and even derive some pleasure from it, after 7 1/2 hours (and two sets of batteries), I was very relieved to remove it. I may be a little sore for awhile. But hopefully this will please my Mistress, afterall being able to withstand some small amount of discomfort for a period of time, may help me to please her in other ways.

To try to address some of the replies:

I have not spoken to my wife about having a Mistress or being submissive. My wife is not only very vanilla, but has very little sexual interest at all. We do share many things in common, but sex drive is not one of them. As for pleasing her, she was very pleased when I finished all the work chores she asked me to do today(plus two others, she didn't ask me to do).

I confess, I do not have all the answers as to why I feel the way I do, or how I should proceed. I am sure Ghosst and Shy are correct about my wife's possible reactions if she finds out. She would be unhappy with my even reading the stories at lit.

For now, serving my Mistress by completing these tasks, seems to be a way to enjoy some sex drive stimulation, without taking a real life lover.

I appreciate all of your input, with the exception of the troll. You have broadened my thoughts on this matter.

*Note: For those wondering, no I'm not his Domme but I know Her.

HHmmm. Good to know, Laoghaire. TY

 

[bunny bondage]

why don't more dom/mes make their subs write little stories for us!? get on it!

 

[Mastersall]

just submit

As a master may i suggest you listen to your domme and
explore this side of your needs... just know they will not go
away so follow your calling to submission with joy

 

[bonemain]

Thank you, Mastersall

I have heard from my Mistress. She is pleased with my performance of the assignment.

I am very happy that she is pleased.

Thanks again for all the responses.