Moving into the dark (Closed)

[JadeKnight]

Once she was suited up, Zion made a few last adjustments to make sure everything was snug and sealed. He moved the hoist into position behind her as he spoke.

"You told me that before love. I understand."

He picked up the sedative and injected her with it. The drugs kicked quickly before he hoisted her up and put her into the tank. The drugs wore off shortly before he booted up the training sim.

He left most of the basics that he had her going through, aerobics, weapon training, and the rest for her decide. However he did program in various scenarios in which she was given an assignment to take out a target. They included working at the occasional party, broad daylight, secluded areas, and various other venues. She was free to repeat them as much as she needed.

He also adjusted her liquid balance to keep her hormonal system in check, and added having her work with various social settings, including flirting and more.

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Nothing bad happened to Rayna until the third day she was in the city. It was just after noon when someone grabbed her from behind. A cloth heavily doused with chloraform was placed over her nose and mouth for several seconds before darkness over took her.

When Rayna awoke, she would find herself in only a hospital gown strapped to an examination table. Her arms were bound to the upper part of the table by wire on her forearm. Her legs were strapped down in a pair of stirrups, leaving her wide open. A ball gag was in her mouth and a blindfold over her eyes.

 

[katalynn]

Kyleen did much better with most of the training once she got started. The first day she took most the time meditating and gathering the emotions to put herself into the right mind set. She couldn't stop thinking about Rayna and what she heard that day. Also, for as much as she hated it, she still had some jealousy towards how Rayna and Zion interacted together. These were things that she couldn't be having during training, or while in here.

It also took a lot of effort that first day to not focus in on his energy, trying hard to find something else to ground herself with. Kyleen had her favorite programs that she would end the day with, the least favorites for in the afternoons after meditating in the mornings.

The third day she had a full schedule worked out and the socializing program ended up the last one before sleep. It was her least favorite, being social has always been difficult for her and when she tried the flirting thing, she couldn't do it without laughing. It just didn't seem like her and didn't feel right at all to be saying certain things.

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Rayna wasn't having much luck gathering information about Kyleen or about her ex Alpha, who she thought was dead. Come to find out he wasn't dead after all, however, no one would tell her much more than that. She found he took up another name, of course she had to beat the crap out of some low life scum to get that name.

She did manage to get parts for the car, some she would have to come back and pick up later. Overall it wasn't a bad two days worth of effort. The third day she wanted to try again at prying out information on Kyleen, if there were flyers and wanted posters out for her, the information had to come easier than this. Everyone was talking about her, although it was just random "I wish I could get my hands on her. Imagine the kind of coin we can get off her?" Nothing that would help Rayna discover who the leader of the hunting team actually was.

The last thing she remembered was heading towards the tavern when a pair of hands grabbed her from behind. Naturally she fought, kicked, scratched and tried to scream until the world went black. When she woke up, there was still darkness and she couldn't tell at first if she was even awake or not. Slowly the groggy haze faded and she tried to move, only to find out she couldn't and her jaw hurt from the gag.

Panic set in quickly and she struggled hard against the wire holding her arms, feeling as it dug into the skin from the stress she put on it. Twisting her hips every which way trying to roll off the thing she was strapped to, attempting to close her legs. A few times she tried to call out for Zion, choking on the word "Nightmare" from both the gag and the drool it caused. Rayna couldn't breathe and felt like there was a vice wrapped around her chest the more she panicked.

 

[JadeKnight]

A familiar voice, one she hadn't heard in a long time whispered in her ear.

"Now, now. Struggling like that will just mar your soft skin. I thought it was time we met again."

He laughed for a moment before standing up. He reached out his hands pressing on her thinly covered breasts. He did nothing for a moment before his fingers pinched on her nipples, pulling on them before letting go.

"I thought we would have a little pleasure before business."

He laughed once more before moving further around the table. He watched her try to close her legs again before placing his hand over her exposed pussy, fingers pinching her clit.

 

[katalynn]

The world around her dropped dead the second she heard his voice. A voice that always made her whimper like a fearful puppy at times. This would have been one of those times except he knew how to toy with her body, force it to betray her. Simply being bound like this already had her dripping wet and with the cool air licking at her exposed pussy intensified it.

The mind on the other hand hadn't caught up with the sensations. It was still confused and trying to figure out how to get out of this. Again she struggled up to the point of when her nipples felt the sharp painful pinch, forcing her mind to finally catch up to reality of things. The gag muffled and the fresh drool choked the whimpering cry and for a split moment she hoped that Zion could hear all this. She felt the coldness of the collar around her neck, she hadn't shut it off but she didn't know if his end was on.

Those thoughts quickly vanished at the feeling of his hand at her pussy, just as suddenly as it was with her nipples, the pleasure from the pinch rushed through her. He always knew just how to pinch her clit to make her cum instantly, which she did. Her back arched painfully and her hips rolled seeking for more as she gasped and whimpered from around the gag.

Rayna tried to speak, fighting to resist the betrayal of her own body. All that came from her lips though were growling and panting noises of frustration.

 

[JadeKnight]

"Yes, cum like the little slut you are. I always liked when you struggled."

He grinned and laughed as he watched her cum, arching for more. He pulled his hand away, licking it clean for a moment. It returned once more, pinching her clit again.

"Oh I can't wait to feel your cunt around my cock once more."

He grinned and drove two fingers deeply into her spasming, dripping tunnel.

 

[katalynn]

Rayna shook her head, fighting with everything she had to keep from hitting that second climax. As always, she failed when he pinched that certain area on her clit. Hearing him speaking of fucking her made her growl deeper, shaking her head quickly.

Her claws even came out and tried to cut through whatever it was that held her arms down. The growling grew at the feel of his fingers, both pleasure and the fight to deny how good it felt ripped into her.

She tried her best to keep from enjoying those fingers that she has missed. His scent filled the air around her, forcing her to crave him all the more. He may be an abusive bastard, but she would be lying if she said she didn't miss those fingers of his.

It wasn't long until her still dazed mind started to accept what was happening. She was just waking up from being heavily dosed with chloroform and everything was still in a haze for her. Her head pounded and she couldn't keep up the fight because of it.

 

[JadeKnight]

He smiled seeing how she was enjoying what he was doing to her. His fingers delved deeper into her, wiggling around. It wasn't long before he had hit her sweet spot while his thumb pressed hard on her clit.

"That's it. Cum like the little whore you are."

He continued to move his fingers around inside her before thrusting his fingers in and out her rapidly and deeply. Just watching her thrash on the table was turning him on, ready for more.

"I bet you want cock, greedy little cum slut."

 

[katalynn]

Rayna fell into the pleasure that washed over her, the memories flooded her mind of when he used to do this. Things back then were far different than they are now however, especially when her claws felt the wire, confirming that she couldn't cut through them. Thoughts of Zion and Kyleen were in the mix, almost with a feeling of betrayal on her end because she was enjoying this.

Her hips bucked and jerked as her juices flowed freely now, she loved how easily he can force her into a series of orgasms. By the time he was asking if she wanted his cock, she was panting hard and drooling from around the gag, tears slipped from underneath the blindfold. And though she wanted to say no, that she didn't want him anymore, she nodded yes and whimpered softly in response.

She hasn't had any real cock for a few days now and the mere thought of having one right now was the only thing she could think of. It would be better if it was Zion, but she had little choice in the matter, even if she did manage to say no, she knew he would give it to her anyway.

Sadly, she did want it. She wanted more than anything in that moment and she tried to beg through the gag, but it was all muffled cries.

 

[JadeKnight]

He grinned seeing how she was reacting, enjoying every moment of it. And he figured by the necklace around her throat, someone else had laid claim to her after he had disappeared. However that made it that much sweeter for him, knowing he was spoiling her for someone else.

He soon pulled his fingers from her, not touching her for several seconds. It was enjoyable watching her squirm on the table, her juices coating her and down the table.

He undid his pants, freeing his cock. He didn't touch her as he moved forward. He grunted deeply as he just plunged his length into her without warning, moaning. He held onto the table on either side of her for balance as he drove hard and fast into her writhing body.

 

[katalynn]

Those few seconds of being left alone drove her insane. Rayna whimpered and writhed while listening to any sound that's around her. Those seconds seemed to last forever, although it allowed a moment to catch some breathe.

That lasted all but a second before she felt him plunging hard into her. Rayna's eyes rolled shut beneath the blindfold, screaming out through the gag. She had forgotten how big he is, not as much as Zion, but still more than enough to stretch her.

Her back arched sharply and she gripped tightly on the bed, clawing into the material beneath her. Straining against the binds that held her enough to cause bruising where the wire wrapped around.

The tender walls wrapped tightly around his cock, gripping and squeezing the entire length as she fell deeper into the pleasure. The world around her fading quickly with each passing second.

 

[JadeKnight]

He groaned and moaned as her tight passage squeezed him with each thrust into her.

"Oh I missed this tight cunt..."

He leaned over her, his hands gripping the table on either side of her. He moaned deeply as he continued to drive into her harder and faster with each thrust. Over the next few minutes he varied his speed faster and slower, moaning loudly with thrust.

The room was filled the sounds of their slapping flesh, his moans, and his name calling of her every few moments. He was soon driving as hard and fast as he could into her, his climax quickly approaching. He groaned as his cock swelled inside her for the final release, crying out with pleasure. He arched his back as he drove hard and deep into her, his hot seed splashing into her.

 

[katalynn]

The fight within her faded with every thrust he forced her to take, any resolve she might have had left vanished. The pounding seemed endless to her and muscles ached from straining against the binds with each climax. There were moments when she couldn't tell what was reality or dream. It felt real enough and the names he called her stung, making her feel like she truly were those things.

And yet, he is suppose to be dead.... He never came back for her... Never loved her like a mate should have. These were the things that confused her the most, wondering why all the sudden this was happening. The memories came crashing through her every time she hits the edge, feeling and hearing the familiarity of him. His scent drove her wild with lust as it always did.

After a few moments being pounded into full submission, reverting against her will to how she used to be with him... Zion and Kyleen slowly faded temporarily. She hadn't heard any sounds at all from the other end of her mic, making it easier to slip away from them. Her only assumption is that her end of the mic has been shut off somehow, perhaps when they where trying to take it off they hit the button.

That wasn't her top concern right now though. He was growing closer and closer to his orgasm and her body eagerly moved to accept it. Rayna panted and grunted hard, drool streaming from the gag as she shivered and quaked beneath him. His orgasms always frightened her, he would first pound into her until she was on the verge of passing out and whimpering in submission. It never ended there, in the past when he was done, the pack would have their way with her.

She screamed and climaxed with him, shivering harder than ever when the rush ended and the cool air kissed her sweaty skin. Her head was spinning and pain tore into her arms with the twitching of nerves and muscles. Rayna wanted to pass out again, to wake up in Zions safe arms, knowing that isn't going to happen anytime soon.

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Kyleen woke up exceptionally horny from the many dreams she had during sleep mode. The flirting sessions were not easy to accomplish, they at least did work to turn her on from thinking about them. Waking up to the thought of trying to flirt with her mate had her biting her lip, flushing with the idea. It wouldn't happen right away since it still embarrassed her to say, or even act in such a way.

The simulation though had her wearing very revealing dresses that she normally wouldn't wear out in public. There is one particular that she did like wearing from last night and instead of working on her meditation, she wanted to play around with wearing sexy things.

It was still early, or at least in the simulation it was early and so far she hadn't heard anything coming from Zion this morning. With that in mind, she figured there's some time before he would come check on her. She stood in front of the studios wall mirror and tried on a variety of things, finding out what works with her and colors that brought her eyes out the most. Going from every day clothes, to very revealing lingerie.

It all made her feel confident and really sexy especially the last dress she tried on, it's black, sleek and brought out her best features. From the back it looked like a halter top with a long skirt, the front told another story. It connected into one piece and the skirt is very short. The sides and back showed off just enough skin to tease the viewer, but not enough to show what truly hide beneath the dress.

Kyleen couldn't keep from touching herself while looking in the mirror, her cheeks were bright red looking at the unfamiliar kitsune staring back at her. Her claws trailed over the curves of her breasts, pausing at the hard nipple straining at the material. The other hand teased the hem of the skirt, slowly lifting it just enough to find her clit. The skirt barely hid the finger that lightly teased the hard little nub. To the naked eye she was lost in her own little world, transfixed on watching herself in the mirror as she explored her own body.

 

[JadeKnight]

Zion had stayed at the controls watching Rayna train, but he didn't remain there all the time. He had brought out a cot to sleep on when he needed, and meals brought to him. He did enjoy watching her work, seeing her grow. Though she seemed a little awkward with the flirting, she seemed to be getting a little bit of the hang of it.

It was mid morning when Kyleen awoke with in the tank. Zion was still asleep, but that of course could change at a moment's notice. He had set the monitoring system to be more sensitive when her heart rate and other vitals would begin to rise during her training. However the alarms were cut from the audio track do they wouldn't bother her.

The alert started beeping as her heart began to beat faster from the simulation she was giving herself. He yawned for a moment as he opened his eyes, sitting up. He moved to the control panel looking at the screen to see what she was doing.

He grinned for a moment seeing her explore herself. He turned on the mic before speaking softly.

"Show me more my sexy Kitsune. I love watching you like this."

He reached out and decided to tweak the hormone levels, bumping them up just a little more. He near he would have to push her through her embarrassment, which would take a little more time.

 

[katalynn]

Kyleen kept slowly teasing herself, not yet wanting to climax, for now just feeding off the sensational build up. The mirror reflected someone she didn't know anymore, the younger and more naive kitsune wouldn't be watching herself like this. The kitsune that stared back seemed more mature and knew what she liked, knew what felt good and thrived on these sensations.

She was growing closer to that sweet edge when his voice broke the silence. Her ears perked up in shock and despite how much she wanted to keep going, she paused for a moment. Heart raced a new pace and it felt ready to burst out of her chest.

Looking in the mirror over her shoulder as if he was there behind her, biting her lower lip as her fingers continued to move again. The dress didn't fit well with the shyness that consumed her and she was trying to fight through it. She even spread her legs further apart and slowly thrusting a couple of fingers into her pussy.

Not once did she lift the skirt more as to tease him with something he can not see. The whole while she was thinking of what to say, going through many things she has heard, trying to recall pet names that some women call their men. Rayna calls him Master and though Kyleen has a couple of times it never felt right. He calls her little one and she loves it. The sensation building up distracted her thinking as she continued to finger herself for another few seconds.

Pulling her fingers out just before hitting that edge again, she kept looking in the mirror as if to look at him and licked her fingers.

"And just what is it that..... Daddy... wishes to see?"

She bit the tip of her finger as she said that, wondering how that would make him react. It did feel strange to say it and yet she said it in a sexy way like it was natural for her. With her free hand, she never stopped playing her nipples, pinching one or the other casually and pretending like she wasn't doing anything. Slowly those delicate fingers pushed the side of the halter top towards the nipple, barely enough to give him a teasing glimpse.

"Is this what Daddy desires to see?"

She kept teasing the hem of the dress, letting her nail tease the nipple as she licked more juices off her fingers. There's a fight to hide the shyness and not give into the embarrassment, all except for the flush in her cheeks, Kyleen did pull off being seductive with the teasing.

 

[JadeKnight]

He raised an eyebrow for a moment hearing her call him Daddy. It was unexpected, but it seemed to fit the cercumstances. After all, he was like a daddy to her, pushing her to grow up beyond her shy self. He had raised her in a sense in more ways than one.

He grinned for a moment before he spoke.

"Yes little one. That is what Daddy wants to see."

He relaxed back in his chair, enjoying the way she teased herself, as well as him. He began to stroke himself as he watched, moaning a little.

"Daddy wants to see his little one show herself off for him."

 

[katalynn]

Her ears perked up and a smile couldn't be stopped when he clearly accepted the pet name she chose. The lust intensified in that moment as well, just hearing him say that sent a new rush to crash and her clit twitched wildly.

There wasn't much in the studio she used as it was mostly made for yoga and meditating which gave her some conflict. One on hand she didn't want to stop and ruin the moment, on the other hand, she didn't want to lay on the floor in this dress either. In that same thought, it didn't really matter much either.....

She pushed the material a little further to expose the nipple for a second before her hand covered it. Other side was done in the same manner, leaving the material to rest down the center of her chest. Biting her lip and the red flush returned knowing what he will discover, sliding her hands to cup each breasts presenting them to the mirror.

"Does this please you Daddy?"

He can see a silver ring piercing both nipples and the tip of her claws were flicking the rings to prove they are pierced and not just clip ons. Each flick she did to herself brought out heavier breathing, a little twitch here and there when a nerve reacted just right.

"I wanted to surprise you with the idea for out there... If you like them that is."

One hand let go of a breast and slid down to the hem of the skirt, barely lifting it enough for him to see another silver ring glimmer in the light. Although she didn't give him a good look at that one just yet, leaving him a need to see more of that ring.

"What does Daddy think of me being pierced?"

She kept teasing one nipple ring with one hand while her other hand and part of the skirt hid the one in her pussy, knowing he'll need to see more of that one.

 

[JadeKnight]

He continued to stroke himself as he watched her slowly push the dress down before covering up her breasts from his view. He paused for a moment when he saw she had created nipple rings for herself. He wondered when she had done that, probably when he was asleep. That didn't matter though.

"Yes, Daddy likes that little one."

He growled with pleasure as he stroked himself faster, watching her tease him. He licked his lips for a moment.

"Daddy loves seeing his little one pierced. Show me more."

 

[katalynn]

She teasingly slid the front of the dress up until it rested on her hips, with two fingers she spread the lips apart enough for him to get a better look at the third ring. It's silver like the other two and went through the hood so it'll rest and rub against the clit at all times.

He can also tell how much this has turned her on by the wetness glistening off her inner thighs and fingers. Her cheeks were flushed with both embarrassment and lust, she didn't let that stop her though. The more she teased herself, flicking the silver ring on the hood only caused her to need more.

"I... I wish to be pierced Daddy... I wish to wear the jewels of your choosing Daddy..."

She practically came when calling him Daddy and it sounded more natural each time she said it. It's also getting difficult for her to keep standing as her knees grew weaker and the only to really show him more is lay down anyway.

Without removing the fingers between her legs, she slowly laid down on the floor with her legs facing the mirror. It took a moment of watching herself in the mirror before spreading her legs wide, seeing herself being exposed like a wanton slut. She hadn't realized how wet and needy she truly is until seeing it glistening in the mirror.

"Would Daddy like to see his little one cum for him?"

She asked both those questions in such an innocent way that the little girl act seemed to really fit her in ways that she would never have considered. It also showed in the way her fingers worked into her greedy little pussy, that she loved every second of this. The vision in the mirror held her gaze as she watched her own fingers disappear.

"What kind of toy would Daddy like me to use?"

 

[JadeKnight]

He growled louder as he stroked himself faster for a few moments, enjoying everything she was doing. He leaned back in the chair more as he pleasured himself to her.

"Daddy will find some fitting jewelry for his little one."

He wondered briefly what had turned her this way, but in the end, he did enjoy what she had become. Though he was going to make sure she would still do what she was training for.

"Mmm cum for Daddy. Show how much you miss him."

He did enjoy everything she was doing, showing the fruits of her love.

"Mmm...use your tails little one...mmmm..."

 

[katalynn]

She flicked one tail up between her legs and guided it deeply into herself, slowly at first to keep with the teasing show she provided for him. It took great effort to not cum right away as the tail hit all the perfect spots while it squirmed around. With her other hand she squeezed the left breast hard enough to leave a hand print and soon pulled at the ring.

"I miss you Daddy.... I miss you so much..."

Right when she spoke those words, she came so hard that she screamed out "Daddy" during the climax, soaking half of her tail. She watched herself the whole time in the mirror, watching as her pussy gripped and pulsed around the soaking tail, the twitching clit and ring.

"I miss and love you Daddy...."

She panted softly as the rush died down, enjoying the sounds she heard coming from his end. Even over the mic, his growling turned her on and loved hearing it.

 

[JadeKnight]

He growled louder as he enjoyed watching her, stroking himself faster. He was so close, he slowed down as he tried to prolong the pleasure. Despite that, watching and hearing her climax was enough to push him over the edge.

His roar filled the room, his hot seed squirting into the air. He tried not to hit the console, directed it away from the controls. It would be bad to not be able to do anything.

"I...miss you as well little one."

He panted softly as he stroked the last few bits from his cock. He grabbed a towel from near the suits, cleaning himself off.

"Daddy is pleased with his little one."

 

[katalynn]

Kyleen laid sprawled out on the floor panting hard and smiling as she enjoyed hearing his roaring climax. Granted it wasn't quite the lesson plan she had wanted for this morning, but it was a lesson well learned. After watching Rayna do a similar thing and seeing his reaction towards it, followed by the things she has been reading here before bed.... She can see how things like this would get a male hot and bothered. Especially after watching herself do it in the mirror.

"I'm glad you enjoyed that Daddy... Perhaps later when you are alone again, I can do it again for you..."

She let her tail slip out of her after a moment of enjoying the sensation, standing up and went to the shower room to rinse of. After getting dried she slipped into the leather outfit she likes to work in.

She still could go longer and rip a few more orgasms from herself, at the same time, she knew it is time for the second lesson to start. Having already lost the mediation time, not that she is complaining... She is on a schedule and she didn't know when Rayna would be home.

"I read that men like having their females do things like that. I also read that being pierced like this creates extra stimulation. And that men enjoys it when their females are decorated. So I wanted to try it for you Daddy."

 

[JadeKnight]

He chuckled softly for a moment at her offer of doing it again later.

"Of course little one. I would enjoy that."

He sat back down in front of the controls, making sure to wipe everything down as he listened to her. He smiled for a moment.

"And daddy enjoyed that you did that for him. If you find a particular style of dress or dresses within the program that you would like to wear outside the tank, I would be happy to get them created for you. I know most of the clothing in our home is pretty old and unsuited for the future."

satified everthing was clean, he ordered up some breakfast. Most of the day went by without a hitch, but he did notice the switch for Rayna's collar had been switched off. He remembered he had switched off the day before to give her some privacy. Though he didn't know, he turned it back on just after she had gotten raped and used by her former mate.

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Satified for the time being, he pulled his pants back up. Deciding to hear her voice, the ball gag was carefully removed, but he left the blindfold on her.

"That was quite the rush, don't you think? And you surprised me, being here of all places. I had heard rumors that you were spotted here, but I had to just come and see for myself. And here you are now."

 

[katalynn]

Kyleen made a small list of things she knew right off that she wanted and saved it into the program notes for him. She had done a few of the tougher programs yesterday mainly to see just how tough they were. Today she did a few of the simpler programs to refresh herself on a few things that would be helpful. There was one program that is new to her and she decided to give it a try after a couple of the easier ones. And it kicked her ass. It was the one where she had to kill specific targets, a few she got, others, not so much.

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Rayna hurt all over and as the rush came down, she shivered like mad and wanted to wrap herself up in a blanket. Naturally she knew he wasn't going to let her do that, he liked watching her suffer, of course normally by this time the pack would be on her. Which now that she had time to relax, it surprised that the pack wasn't here doing just that.

When he took the gag off, she heard the soft click of the mic turn on and her heart was crushed for a split moment. That told her that the mic was off on his end and not hers. Though it wouldn't have done her any good if it had been on, she still would have gotten raped before he ever arrived.

Her jaw ached and made worse by the chatter of her teeth, turning her head away from his voice when he spoke of needing to see her. There were so many other things she wanted to say to him, to yell at him, to cry for what he has done to her.... for what he is still doing.

"The wire is a new touch... I can tell you've upgraded since you last saw me."

She paused for a moment, uncertain of what to really say to him knowing that he doesn't care about her and that this is just a game for him.

"My brothers pet was stolen and I am here to retrieve her. That is until I heard that one of my nightmares still lives."


Her voice trembled with the hard shivering that couldn't be controlled, she came close to saying something else and yet, she's in no position to say such things. Her eyes rolled shut within the blindfold, hoping that Zion heard her this time. Knowing that it is her ex that holds her here now, there is no chance for her to escape on her own. He will keep her so weak that she wouldn't even make it to the door without getting caught.

"I came here to see who was hunting for my target.... Not to visit with a nightmare that has never given a damn about me."

 

[JadeKnight]

Zion was about to start eating breakfast when he heard Rayna calling for him the second time. He frowned and shook his head. He spoke for a moment to Kyleen.

"Daddy has to go and rescue the little wolf. I shouldn't be too long little one."

He ate a few bites before grabbing the tracker and helping out to the copter. He had no clue where it would be she was taken, and the flight would take at least half an hour to get to the city.

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He just laughed for a moment as her words. He didn't care what she thought. And to prove it, he decided to regal her with his exploits from his supposed death till he had captured her. He told how he had hunted down the other pack members for the fun of it before he was picked up by Thanatos to be employed by him.

He had been kept a secret from Rayna, by his choice. He wanted to distance himself from the old life, but here she was once more. He even told how he had plans to take her back to Thanatos after throughly breaking her in, showing what Thantos wanted to see after she ran away.