Moving into the dark (Closed)

[katalynn]

Rayna fell silent for the longest time to process what he said and it killed to hear such things. It took more effort than she is ever willing to admit to not show him those tears. After what seemed like an eternity, Rayna finally spoke asking the one question that has been on her mind for years.

"What have I done to make you hate me so much? You have taken everything from me. The ability to have pups, the only pack I have ever known. In many ways even my brother... Why? Why do you hate me?"

She took a few deep breathes to keep some reasonable calmness, fighting harder than ever to push those raw emotions deep in the closet.

"Why didn't you just kill me with the rest of the pack? Why let me live?"

 

[JadeKnight]

He laughed for a moment and shook his head.

"Hate you? No, I don't hate you. In fact, I missed you. All that? Just my way of keeping you under control. Though sadly I did grow bored of you."

He was quiet for a few moments before he reached out, his fingers pinching her throbbing clit once more.

"However you are back in my life once more. And to torture as I please."

He laughed once more, continuing to pinch her throbbing clit.

The hideout he had chosen was an abandoned metal factory a few miles from town. The metal played havok with the tracker, so it took Zion an half hour of searching to find the room she was in. He was stealthed of course to avoid any detection, kicking open the metal door.

Her ex-mate blinked for a moment at the door banged open, but there was no one there.

"Didn't know there was a wind tunnel in this place."

"There wasn't one."

Zion's voice was just a couple of feet behind Raegor, only his red eyes showing. Raegor jerked around, growling. He hadn't expected to be attacked in this place, so he didn't have any weapons on him. A heavy punch into his side sent him stumbliong away from Rayna.

"Damnit, who the hell are you?"

Raegor straighten up, wildly swinging at the air. Zion laughed from the corner, just out of reach.

"The Nightmare came to collect what was his."

Raegor had a moment for the words to sink in before he was kicked backwards into the wall near Rayna. He doubled over, spitting up blood.

 

[katalynn]

Rayna fought back the scream from having her clit pinched, though she couldn't stop the climax from it. The things he said hurt her more than the position he held her in. The second time she couldn't hold the cries back and her back arched painfully, forcing the wire to dig deeper into her arms. She didn't know that some of the wire cut into the soft area around her wrists until she felt the trickle of blood.

That about the time she heard Zions' voice breaking into the room and she whimpered softly with some relief that he did come for her.

All she could do though was listen to the fighting, wondering what thud went to who. However, after seeing the way Zion fights she can only assume every thud was the ex-mate. She was tense the whole time and when she felt a hand touching her, she flinched and whimpered at the unknown of whose it belongs to at first.

 

[JadeKnight]

As Raegor sat on the floor coughing, Zion reached down and picked the ex-mate up by his throat. As he was gasping for breathe, Zion lifted him up off of his feet by a foot.

"A gift."

Zion grinned as he dropped the stealth field to show himself to the dying guy, crushing his windpipe little by little. Raegor clawed at Zion's hand wildly just seconds before Zion jerked his head to the side, snapping his neck. The dead body was dropped to the floor.

Zion sighed for a moment before going to Rayna, laying a hand gently on hers.

"Easy, little wolf."

He carefully unwrapped the wire from her wrists before taking the blindfold off of her. He kissed her softly on the forehead before I strapping her legs and helping her stand up.

"Are you alright? There is an emergency shower that works upstairs and your clothes are there as well."

 

[katalynn]

Rayna felt so helpless in those few moments, whimpering like a disciplined puppy when the wire was removed. The blindfold ended up being worse as the bright light blinded her. She had no words right then as she thought about everything her ex had said. He admitted to becoming bored with her, the things he did were a means to control her and yet when he took everything away, he left. He knew where to find her, he knew exactly where she was and if he truly missed her, he would have sent for her some how.

"I will be alright..."

She spoke with a lump in her throat as she looked over to the dead ex, slightly disappointed that the wasn't her that made the kill. Then again, in her current condition she wouldn't have made it a very easy kill. After everything he has done to her, those few words is what hurt the most.

She weakly made her way to the showers to get cleaned up. However, she took quite a bit of time soaking up the hot water and scrubbing herself till her skin turned red. The stream of the shower washed away the tears as she broke down. No matter how much she washed, she couldn't make the feeling go away, couldn't get his filthy stench off her.

 

[JadeKnight]

He watched her make her way out of the room, leaving him alone with the corpse of her ex-mate. He had heard most of what the guy had said to her, angry she had been treated that way. The guy had no right, but then Zion had been like him in some ways. He just had better control.

He kicked the corpse over after a few moments. Leaving Rayna to gather herself, he made his way out to the copter. He knew the next few days she would probably want to be left alone, and he would give her that space. He closed his eyes as he waited on her, leaning against the aircraft as he listened to the wildlife in the area.

 

[katalynn]

Rayna stayed in the shower until it indicated the hot water wouldn't last long. She still didn't feel clean and could have kept scrubbing until she had no skin left. All the scrubbing made where the wire broke the skin worse, though she couldn't feel the pain from it.

After about an hour she emerged from the building to find Zion by the copter. She couldn't look him in the eyes right away, too ashamed of herself and keeping herself distant for now.

"Thank you for coming... I wouldn't have been able to get away from him easily."

Her voice is raw and broken from all the crying she had done in the shower. Taking a moment to decide on what to do next, she held out a piece of paper with some coordinates on it. In the process he got a glimpse of her wrist from underneath a jacket she found. It wasn't wrapped or taken care of as fresh blood stained the jacket and her hand beet red from the harsh scrubbing.

"I would like to get my things.... If that is ok. It is an abandon apartment building, easy to get to and just outside the city."

Her gaze remained lowered and she seemed cold and distant when she spoke. Nothing like the little wolf he knew her to be.

 

[JadeKnight]

He opened his eyes as she spoke, looking at her.

"I told you would come if you got in trouble. I do wish I had come sooner."

He took the paper from her, looking at it for a moment. He had noticed how bad she was from the short look at her, shaking his head softly.

"Of course we can go get your stuff."

He moved to her a little and gave her a gentle hug and kiss on her forehead for a moment. He knew she was probably going to be down and upset about what happen, deciding to be there if she would need him.

It didn't take them long to get the the coordinates she had given him. He waited in the copter while she went to get her things.

 

[katalynn]

"You wouldn't have made it in time... He had me gagged anyway so I doubt you would have heard me clearly..."

She didn't know what to think right then. If the mic was on, would he have heard him taking her from the start? Hear the struggling? Or would it have all been distorted sounding on his end? There wasn't any real way for her know all the if's and what could have. All that mattered now is that it did happen.

"I just hope it doesn't take another four years to get him off me again....."

This is one time she is glad that he took her ability to have kids away, she wouldn't want to raise a kid that belongs to him. Knowing that it would have his features, it wouldn't be the kids fault either with how she would look at it.

Rayna shook her head when they landed and she quickly gathered what she had for the car and her personal items. It took all but ten minutes at the most and she was back in the seat ready to go.

She sat in silence for a few good moments after he took off into the air. After an awkward amount of silence from her end. They were almost home she finally spoke, almost instantly regretting what she's about to say.

"I take it you heard everything that was said? What he said hurt more than the rape itself...... It leads me to wonder if you too will get bored of me.... If I wasn't good enough for him...."

She stopped herself short, biting back the fresh rush of emotions that wanted to break free.

 

[JadeKnight]

He was getting out of the copter as she asked him about what he heard. He paused for a moment before turning to face her. The possibility of getting bored with her would be there, but the way her ex had gone about it was wrong.

"I wouldn't try to sugar coat it. There is always the chance of becoming bored, but there are always ways around that. It would not be the end of the world for us. If worse comes to worse, we would go our seperate ways."

He moved closer to her, placing his hands on her shoulders.

"There is nothing in this world that will stay permanent, but we can always hope. I shall love you and cherish you for as long as I am able. I will always take care of you little wolf."

He smiled for a moment before kissing her softly.

 

[katalynn]

Rayna smiled for the first time since being caught and returned the kiss before responding.

"I understand there will be boring moments... But sometimes those are the best moments too. I just want to belong somewhere...."

She gave him another soft kiss and hugged him tightly for a moment then pulled back enough to look at him.

"I should go and get some rest. It's been a long day for me."

She didn't walk away at first as she thought about the rest of what he said, claiming his love for her again and recalled when he said it the first time. The first time she didn't know how to respond to it, most of her still didn't know.

"I... I love you too... Master..."

 

[JadeKnight]

He grinned for a moment, hearing her say it back. He was glad she understood what the future might hold, willing to deal with whatever may come. He chuckled softly for a moment.

"Yes some rest will do you good. I will check on Kyleen and we can retrieve the rest of your stuff later."

He gave her a playful smack on the ass before walking off. He made his way back to the tank room, taking his seat once more to see what Kyleen was up to. He waited till she was busy to talk to her.

"Little wolf is back home, but a little shaken. Things got a little rough, but she's better now. Things progress well while I was gone?"

 

[katalynn]

Rayna did know and understand that nothing is ever promised in this life. It had to do with the experiences of past time promises that had her so worked up. The idea that someone would be willing to do all that because they bored with her. Of course she knew that her ex had insane tendencies anyway, but to fake his own death and kill the pack just to start over, leaving her alone......

Rayna thought about having food brought to her room as she passed the kitchen, then decided against, her gut told her was hungry. However, the knot that's there said screw food and she felt sick as it is knowing she couldn't get him out of her. His seed being absorb by her body made her ill to think about, feeling him pound into her made her want to curl up and die. She did find a medical kit on the way to her room so when reaching her room, taking care of her wrists ended up being the first thing she did. It wasn't much longer after that when she curled up the bed to sleep.

In the tank Kyleen's tails were twitching and glowing like they do when she trained a little too hard. She had lost track of all time as she pushed herself to complete the assassins program. When she failed the level she's been failing at and was about to start over, his voice broke her focus and for the first she realized how long she's been working on the program.

She looked at the program while listening to what he said and sighed to herself knowing that it might best to take a little break. Her head was pounding anyway and she couldn't focus very well as frustration kicked in. He saw her getting her ass handed to her right when failing the level and that frustration showed. Hitting the home button, it took her to the cabin she had created and stripped out of the workout clothes.

"I made it to level five in that program. Just three more levels to go. I've been working on that program this whole time, hadn't realized what time it is.

She dove into the lake after setting the clothes off to the side, the sun reflected off her wet skin perfectly when coming back up to float on her back. It felt pretty good to relax for a while and she could feel how overworked her body is once it relaxed enough.

"I am glad to hear that she is ok. Who had her and I assume you killed them for her?And are you ok? Would hate to see Daddy getting hurt."

 

[JadeKnight]

He smiled for a moment as Kyleen stopped the program before returning to her cabin.

"You will pass it soon. Daddy knows you can do it. Even if you fail, you are progressing each time."

He sighed for a moment as he leaned back in the chair, flexing his hands.

"She should be fine, but she will probably still need help. From what I understood, the guy was her ex-mate or something, as well as employed by our "good friend" Thanatos. He raped her and mind-fucked her as well. No, he is lying in an abandoned warehouse on the cold floor with a broken neck."

He paused for a moment, wondering if he would get used to talking in the third person. He chuckled for a moment deciding to try something that could possibly fit. If she didn't like it, she could just sat do.

"Daddy is unhurt, momma."

 

[katalynn]

Her ears laid low as he spoke of what happened. Kyleen knew Raegor all to well and the abuse he puts towards Rayna. Kyleen swam to the edge of the lake, resting her arms in the grass as she thought about it more and frowned. Rayna must have been in bad shape to not think of it while they were there, then again, Kyleen knew of his mind fucks. She's been a victim of a few in the past before his so called death.

"You should have ripped his head off or his heart out or something. He is a pure bred wolf, a very old wolf. One that has been in many battles through his time. A broken neck is nothing to him, I've seen him regenerate worse. It most likely just pissed him off more than anything.... Pure breds like him don't die like a typical human."

Kyleen gave a little smile though as he called her momma. For a moment she wasn't to sure about it, liking little one better. After thinking it over, it did bring a smile and it gave her something to experiment with.

"Momma thinks our little wolf should stay home. He will hunt her down now and she will need you. She's spent the last four years trying to undo his damage, lot of wounds never healed."

She shook her head as she couldn't do much to help him out while being in here, other than be an ear for him. She is surprised that Raegor didn't put up much of a fight, wondering just how Zion got the surprise on him. Jumping out of the lake and beamed a bright smile as she remembered something.

"Momma learned a new trick.... By accident... Does Daddy want to see it?"

It took her a couple of moments to really focus on it as she's still in the process of learning how to separate her thoughts from the tank to the program. Slowly her form started to shift into a more feline shape and soon she was down on all fours as the form took more shape. Ears grew longer and her face shifted into a cat features as she stretched her claws came out. The form wasn't like it was when he first saw it in the castle, that form was more fox like. This was new, even for her but he can see that she was loving it as she showed it for him.

The fur had changed color this time when it hadn't the first time, even in the tank it started to take on the new colors and became tiger striped instead of solid. Where the fur was once blue is now purple and the stripes turned into a blood red, blending into the purple. The tank her hair changed the same color, mostly purple with red highlights through it.

 

[JadeKnight]

He frowned hearing that what he did probably wouldn't be enough to kill him.

"Then next time Daddy sees this guy, a permanent solution will be implemented. Don't worry, our little wolf will be taken care of. She left her car in town when Daddy rescued her and she probably wasn't able to get everything on this trip."

He laughed softly when she told him of a new trick she had learned. He wasn't given much time to answer when she started to shift. As the suit was stretched, he was surprised alarms didn't start going off warning of suit integrity compromise. However the computer was able to handle it just fine.

"Yes, momma learned a nifty little trick. And could be quite useful for you momma."

 

[katalynn]

Kyleen couldn't hole the form for very long since she had the tank to work against and it did take a lot of concentration. To maintain the form within the program and after giving him a good look of the transformation, she shifted back. Although for now, she stayed laying on the cool grass stretching out to give him a nice view of her nude body.

"I'm not sure what triggered it, was just working on being stealthy, thinking of how cats hunt for prey."

That's when it hit her after hearing herself say it aloud like that, she instantly knew why the shifting started and why the form is so different. It didn't explain the color change though and it did confuse her on that.

"There is still quite a bit of practice needed for that, especially in here. Can't seem to hold that form for very long."

She looked up at the sky in the simulation noticing that the sun started to settle down for the night and she gave a pouty look. Even her new ears lowered a bit knowing that it'll be bed time soon. She hated going to bed alone and now that Rayna is back, he'll have her to keep him company.

However, instead of dwelling on it, her sharp claws traced along the muscular curves of her belly, just teasing the underneath the swell of the right breast.

"Is there anything Daddy would like Momma to do before the program sleeps?"

Biting her lip a little as that sounded a bit strange to her, though she is starting to like how it sounds as well.

"And what name does daddy like better for me? Momma or little one? Since we have tested both..

She kept tracing the curves of her body, circling each nipple before tracing the V line between her legs. Yet not spreading them right away as a means to tease him.

 

[JadeKnight]

He smiled for a moment as he leaned back in the chair.

"You'll get the hang of the shapeshifting soon enough out side the tank Momma."

He licked his lips for a moment as he watched Kyleen tease herself, putting ob the show for him.

"I might think of something you can do before sleeping. After all, a good orgasm or two always makes sleep better."

He thought for a moment on the question of what to call her for a few moments. She was growing up fast, and they did have a nice little family coming together. The tank was supplying birth control for Kyleen, but that would on be able to be kept up for as long as she was regularly exposed to the tank. He couldn't find anyting on long the stuff would last on her, along with being magical.

"As far as what to call you, I think Momma would be more fitting. We are like a little family and there will come a time I am sure little ones will come along as well."

He grinned for a moment before he hit a few commands on the console. It was subtle at first, but he had started a little pleasure program for her. It was setup to target her erogenous zones with various degrees of soft heat and vibrations. There pattern was set up by the computer on the fly.

 

[katalynn]

Kyleen smiled at the idea of having pups of her own and now that she thought about it, she wondered why it hasn't happened yet. But that question got interrupted when she felt something strange vibrate along her neck at first, then it crept to other areas. The sensations were remarkable and within seconds, Kyleen slowly squirmed on the cool grass.

"I.... I like this... Daddy..."

The vibrations were subtle and just enough to tease her, giving her a taste of what the program can do. Yet Kitsunes were extremely sensitive to this kind of thing and she responded to it almost instantly.

"I still want to.... be your little one.... at times.... perhaps our special thing.... sometimes...."

She couldn't finish as one spot right behind her ears were hit at the same, forcing her to instantly submit to the pleasure. All was lost as the program teased that very sensitive spot, lust glazed over her eyes to the sensation.

Kyleen panted and whimpered softly as the patterns changed, hitting all the sensitive spots that even she didn't know about. She didn't quite know what to do with her hands right then, not wishing to ruin what the program made her feel, so for now her hands gripped at the grass.

"mmmmm Yessssss Momma likes this very much.... Daddy...."

 

[JadeKnight]

He smiled for a moment, hearing her say she liked it.

"Daddy thought Momma would enjoy that. And Daddy will still call you his little one."

He watched her for a few more moments before setting the timer on the program for ten minutes. He figured that would be plenty of time to wear her out for the evening, though the program wouldn't go past medium intensity.

"Daddy is going to check on our little wolf, so enjoy yourself and sleep well. Daddy loves Momma."

He blew her a kiss before he shut the lights out. He wasn't sure how Rayna was feeling, so he wasn't going to push her. He left the tank room and went off in search of Rayna.

 

[katalynn]

Kyleen's ears went down a little when he told her that he's leaving for the night, slightly disappointed that she wasn't giving him pleasure like before. The mixture of pleasure and jealousy confused her body before deciding to say g'night quietly to him. She didn't want to hear them or even think about it if at all possible, putting all the focus else where.

Though all she can do is set the jealousy to the side and try to enjoy the program. For the next ten minutes that's exactly what she did. After many, endless orgasms, Kyleen fell asleep in the soft cool grass when the program ended.

Rayna had left the door to her room open making it easy for him to find her if he wanted to. When he does find her, she's curled on the bed in a tight ball, not quite sleeping but drifting in and out. Oddly enough her black wolf ears peeked from the top of her head and her thick black tail curled up along side her.

He will learn that is her way of showing just how vulnerable she felt, wanting the protection of her wolf side and yet remaining human enough to hold onto the human emotions. She couldn't stop thinking about what her ex had said and had done to her. The ex so far as been the only one in her life that could bring her to this point, tearing her until she became numb to the world.

 

[JadeKnight]

He hoped that Kyleen wasn't too disappointed that he had left her for the evening, but Rayna did need their support now. He stopped at her door for a moment quietly, watching her. He hated that she had been subjected to the abuse from earlier, wishing he could erase it.

After a few moments he moved into her room and sat down on the bed carefully. He reached out and stroked his fingers along her tail and down her side gently.

"How are you feeling little wolf?"

 

[katalynn]

Rayna's ear twitched towards him when she heard his foot steps and breathing, though that ear went down at the sudden touch. She didn't mean to flinch from him, it just happened and she curled slightly tighter. It didn't seem to last too long as the petting did comfort her.

She thought about his question for a moment, unsure of how she felt.

"My head hurts... I want to sleep, I know I need it. But I can't get his voice or words out of my head. Every time I close my eyes and start to drift, I see the things he used to do to me..."

She tried closing her eyes again, to keep her breathing under control as one in particular memory kept haunting her the most. She even thought about asking him if the tanks can fix an old wound, but she highly doubted it considering it's been nearly seven years since it happened.

"I can never have pups because of him... He knew how much I wanted them before he became my Alpha... then he took that life away from me... Out of everything he has done, his words and that is what hurts the most.

She reached out and hugged his leg, hiding her face into his thigh while hugging him tightly.

"Do you think any less of me, knowing I can't have your kids? He used to call me a worthless mate for that reason...."

 

[JadeKnight]

He listened to her quietly, letting her speak her fears. As she hugged his leg, he ran his fingers along her head gently.

"No, I do not think of you any less, being the way you are. Everyone has flaws of some sort, even me. If there was a way I could take away the last few hours I would."

He was quiet for a few moment, knowing the next few words would be painful for her to hear.

"Despite that wish, perhaps it was good to have at least this closure in your life, if if it is very painful. He is a chapter closed in your life, but I know it shall take time for you to get through the pain. Kyleen and i are here to help. She probably can more that I can though."

 

[katalynn]

Rayna thought about what he just said and it did bring some comfort to her. Of course she knew the things that have happened here not her fault and she doesn't blame herself. The thought of being a worthless mate to someone like Zion did tease her a little.

"Will you stay and keep petting me until I fall asleep? It is helping to keep the voices away."

She closed her eyes and her ears relaxed as she focused on his petting. Deep down she knew things were not over with Raegor. It has been something she's been thinking about since they got home, she assumed that Kyleen would mention something, and if she didn't, it's something they can figure out later.

"This won't take me that long to get over, I promise Master. It's just fresh right now. Like how an old scar breaks open. I will be ok..."

She spoke softly as the exhaustion started to take over, even the tight grip she had on his leg relaxed more.