daytr1pper
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- Dec 18, 2012
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I suppose we're all complex individuals. And this may be a peek into my psyche.
When I first started realizing I had 'kinks', I found out I had a thing for incest. Specifically mother/son. Looking for mother/son eroticism is how I found Literotica.
I hate porn that's "Stepmother" or "Stepson". Or porn that takes a porn scene and just labels it mother/son.
The HOTTEST video I ever watched was where it looked like normal everyday people, an older woman and a young man, make love. Not 23 different positions with a money-shot at the end. But caring passionate love-making.
The reason I mention complexity -> I have NO desire to have sex with my mother. None at all. Even in my teen years when I was a ball of hormones, I never looked at her that way. Not once.
The closest I ever came to even thinking about it, I was massaging her shoulders and back and thought maybe if I go towards the side I could touch some side boob. But what stopped me was that SHE WAS MY MOM!
So I ask myself, why the kink? Where does it come from.
I think when I was a young ball of hormones, the only 'porn' I had was the JCPenney catalog. And those were all older women. So I think I developed a thing for older woman. My mom's friends. A few of my aunts. The woman who cut my hair.
Being the younger guy, now we have the older woman/younger man fantasy going on.
So how does it get to be mother/son? I think because of the caring aspect. While I was busy pleasuring myself, I think that I wanted a connection. A connection with the woman I was fantasizing with.
So what greater connection could their be but between a mother and her son?
Or at least I think that's how I got there
When I first started realizing I had 'kinks', I found out I had a thing for incest. Specifically mother/son. Looking for mother/son eroticism is how I found Literotica.
I hate porn that's "Stepmother" or "Stepson". Or porn that takes a porn scene and just labels it mother/son.
The HOTTEST video I ever watched was where it looked like normal everyday people, an older woman and a young man, make love. Not 23 different positions with a money-shot at the end. But caring passionate love-making.
The reason I mention complexity -> I have NO desire to have sex with my mother. None at all. Even in my teen years when I was a ball of hormones, I never looked at her that way. Not once.
The closest I ever came to even thinking about it, I was massaging her shoulders and back and thought maybe if I go towards the side I could touch some side boob. But what stopped me was that SHE WAS MY MOM!
So I ask myself, why the kink? Where does it come from.
I think when I was a young ball of hormones, the only 'porn' I had was the JCPenney catalog. And those were all older women. So I think I developed a thing for older woman. My mom's friends. A few of my aunts. The woman who cut my hair.
Being the younger guy, now we have the older woman/younger man fantasy going on.
So how does it get to be mother/son? I think because of the caring aspect. While I was busy pleasuring myself, I think that I wanted a connection. A connection with the woman I was fantasizing with.
So what greater connection could their be but between a mother and her son?
Or at least I think that's how I got there