Minx The Sphinx's Boudoir

[Bsquad]

I walk into the Boudoir, I haven't been in a while, but I'm dressed for the evening. I'm wearing my black suit. It's cut perfectly, the Armani label inside it. My black cowboy boots are shined to a mirror finish, my black dress shirt is crisp and the red tie I wear has a golden skull for a tiepin. My belt gleams with black and silver inlaid buckle. My hat is the Black kangaroo skin Fedora that I always wear. Everything is cordinated, everthing is immaculate and perfection for this evening. I step in, my boots click loudly as I walkinto my Partner's private space and smile at her, my glasses catching the light as I run my hand across my freshly shaved face. I've never seen her like this before.

"Partner...you look lovely tonight." I say softly from where I stand, looking at her and her dress.

 

[monique_minx]

I watch him enter and consider how long I've thought of doing this - far too long. I blush at his compliment and my eyes run over his attire as I stand bathed in both moon and candle light.

Well of course partner but tonight is special for so many reasons and you look so very handsome standing there...I want to do something tender for you, something very unlike me...and I wonder if you can keep your promise after this...

I smile and clap my hands together once. >>Music<< issues from the depths of my boudoir and instantly fills the room. I stretch out my hand for him to take, praying he listens to the lyrics of the song...

Dance with me partner?

 

[Bsquad]

I smile at my partner...and at her compliment, I walk closer and the suprise on my face is very apparent. Tender...that is something that she dosen't like...something that I avoid for her. I look at her and I get close enough to reach out and stroke her blushing cheek. I nod softly, reluctantly when she mentions my promise to her. I listen closely to the song that begins to play. It's not exactly a waltz...but I nod...understanding.

"For as long as you want partner." I say and reach out, my left hand taking her right, my right reaching around her waist, softly taking the lead from her, looking into her eyes as we start to dance together.

 

[monique_minx]

I smile gently as he strokes my cheek and takes my hand, I place my left on his shoulder as he takes the lead. I bite my lip, looking into his eyes, my brown ones almost disappear in the light but he can see from this proximity. I sway my hips gently, I love to dance and to do it with my partner is something we've only envisioned. I kiss his cheek and close the distance between our bodies as we dance, whispering in his ear with a soft smile

I still say that it's something you can't promise partner...

 

[Bsquad]

It's slow, close...and suprisingly easy. I've never danced like this...not in a long time, but something just feels so easy about it, so casual. I look into my partner's eyes and we slowly spin around in the room, dancing to the music as we're dancing there in the room that we became partners in. As her body gets close to mine, I hear the whisper in my ear...and I frown a little as I feel her warm breath on my ear.

"It's a promise that I will fight to keep. But if I ever break it, know I did everything I could to follow it." I whisper softly in her ear.

 

[monique_minx]

I smile at his whispered words and the >>music<< suddenly changes to something softer. I pull back a little to see his expression at this one, knowing it's definitely not like me! I say in time with the song, a whisper in his ear

Thank you...

I slide my hands up and take his, placing them on my hips as I lace my fingers behind his neck, swaying gently and smiling

 

[amchentai]

knocks before I enter and after opening the door I see minx and my jaw drops, after a short moment and closing my mouth I see Bsquad and smile before leaving and closing the door softly behind me

 

[Bsquad]

It's a slow moment, a close one. A smile on my face as my partner slowly laces her fingers behind my neck and whispers in my ear along with the song. I smile, a little sadly, but I know I'll keep my promise to my partner. As she pulls away slightly, I keep looking into her eyes as we dance together. I don't say a word, but her hands pull mine down to her hips and I rest them gently on the sides of her dress, smiling as I hold her gently, swaying slowly as we turn in the moonlight and candlelight...dancing to the music.

 

[monique_minx]

The >>music<< changes again and I smile sadly, an explanation of the promise...I made this specially because he understands but I want it to deepen...I press my lips to his before the tears can escape, sent to me by a wonderful woman who made me cry with the meaning of this song...

 

[Bsquad]

I hear the song...I hear it and know the music...I've heard it before, but never danced to it. I know the words, I know the music...but I never listened. And as I can feel my partner kiss me. I accept it, listening to the words and holding her as we dance slowly to the music that fills the room. I close my eyes and feel the world begin to vanish except for this moment in the room. My lips slowly break and I look into my partners' eyes once more, seeing the glistening tears there.

"It's been a while since I met you." I whisper quietly to her.

 

[monique_minx]

I try to smile as he whispers but I cry, I press my lips together struggling with it for a moment as the >>music<< changes again. The songs playing describing everything I want him to know so badly. I whisper in return

It's been awhile in general...and I'm broken partner but still here with you and I wouldn't have it any other way...to thank you for being the glimmer in my darkness and to dance with you as we've only dreamed and visualized...my RL may be a war zone but I'm grateful you have my back in it...

I hold his hand and take it from my hip to spin away for a brief moment before I return, my back pressed to his chest

 

[Bsquad]

The song...the tears...the words whispered to me as the music plays around as as we dance. I smile, I'm at a loss for words...the same loss for words that I leave her in so many times when we talk. I try to smile myself, and manage it, feeling sad and happy all at once... As she spins from me and presses her back to me, I hold her close to my chest and wrap my arms around her, slowly dancing with her again. I can't say anything...I don't know what to say as I hold her softly in my arms, my head next to hers. I fight back a tear of my own.

 

[monique_minx]

I promised a happy ending to this partner...

I whisper to him and the song changes to suit my thoughts as we sway together, I've only this one and a sexier finish to this marvellous display of tenderness that is so unbecoming of me...>>music<<

 

[Bsquad]

I smile, my lips leaving behind the sadness a little. I hoped for a happy ending...but for different reasons. The words touch me and I smile for her even more. The dance is still slow, still tender and soft...and I'm greatful for that more than my partner knows. I dance slowly with her and I can't supress the words that escape my lips.

"Something sacred recived only by me." I whisper quietly into Monique's ear.

 

[monique_minx]

A shiver runs down my spine as he whispers and I smile sadly, touched by what he points out to me. I wrap my arms around his and whisper in return

Don't let go please...don't ever...you can save me from madness...fuck, I'm not good at this partner...it just makes me tear up...

I sniff and smile in a protective manner, the one my guarded heart uses.

 

[Bsquad]

I hear the whisper, and I hold her all the tighter. Keeping her close to me, feeling her cling to my embrace and I can only nod, holding her to me and knowing that I want this moment to last...just a while longer, give her that moment for as long as I can. I lower my head, resting my chin on her shoulder and still holding her...I finally whisper, I finally manage what I can.

"I won't leave. I promise." Is all I can say...five words, a simple five words...but all of it supported by my honor.

 

[monique_minx]

I smile as he speaks, leaning against him and moving so slowly in the glittering moonlight. I want this to last forever though I know it will be over all too quickly and I lift my head to look up at him on the awkward angle

We are?

I whisper softly, praying he remembers the answer to that question

 

[Bsquad]

I feel her close, and I see her turn to look at me. I turn my head so she can see my eyes and I hear her whisper. I smile...I rember the words, the moment that we shared.

"Worth fighting for." I whisper softly in reply, a kiss as the punctuation...as soft and delicate as I can make it, my eyes open and fixed on hers as I touch her lips.

 

[monique_minx]

I smile and twist as he answers and my lips press his. My arms encircle him and hold him closer as my tongue slides into his mouth in a sensual display unbecoming of me. When I break away, I rest my head against his chest

Nothing good lasts forever partner but I hope this is enough for now...
Good answer by the way...

I giggle softly and look up at him

I think you'll force me to increase the armour surrounding my heart yet...

 

[Bsquad]

I feel the kiss, the softness and the sensual nature of it slowly increasing the mood, but I relish it. I feel her break away slowly and then rest her head on my chest. I hug her tightly and smile, my chin resting on the top of her head as I hold her. I frown ever slightly at her words...

"Forever is all relative..." I say the words softly and I hear the giggle about my answer. I hear the final words that escape my Partner's lips and I frown.

"That makes two of us, though I'm going to obey my promise...I hope." I say quietly to her, looking down with a sad smile on my lips.

 

[monique_minx]

I blink as he speaks and pull back to look at his eyes, smiling gently, curiously.

You said I hope...you're not sure anymore?

I bite my lip, waiting for his answer and wondering about my own thoughts...

 

[Bsquad]

I hear the question and don't know how to answer in reply. I smile, sad, happy...so many things at once as I look down at my partner's eyes. I don't know what to say to that question...that question about my promise.

"I promised you I wouldn't. I promised myself I wouldn't...now though...I don't know." I say quietly, as unsure about this as I ever have been in my life.

 

[monique_minx]

I nod sadly as he speaks, sad because I have to go and not because of his words...his words...I don't know how I feel about those...I blink back tears and kiss his sweet lips

I'm so sorry partner...my answer shall have to wait...the RW...

I lose my words in the pain of having to leave, this was supposed to end differently but it would always end...

I'm not a victim...I never will be no matter how many try to victimize me...but I told you I never thought it was a promise that could be kept when you made it to me months back...I just don't know how I feel about it yet...but I will...

I kiss him again and squeeze him tight for the final time before I break away, the satin of my dress clinging to my figure as I back into the dark curtains. My eyes never leave his until I vanish into the RW again

 

[Bsquad]

I feel the reluctance and I frown.

I know that forever is a passing thing...to wish for it would be the actions of a fool. But I can feel the longing for it from both of us. The kiss on my lips is bittersweet...bitter because it is the sign of an end, sweet because of the knowing that we both want it to linger. The words themselves...they leave me wondering. And the rest...all I can do is nod when I hear the rest. I keep my gray eyes locked on her brown ones, seeing her head for the door after another kiss...a final hug. I watch her vanish, watch her eyes before she goes.

I look back at the room, I survey it all, I take it all and smile at this present that has been given to me, a moment that I'll treasure. I raise my hand and a rose appears, and I leave it there on her bed, a sad smile on my lips, but the memories of the songs lingering in my mind as I head for the door myself, my boots clicking as I walk away and back to the real world.

 

[monique_minx]

I enter my boudoir to a single purpose, I smile as I come to the bed and collect the rose that lays on the sheets.

Partner...beautiful, thank you...

I murmur softly and place the rose in a vase next to my bed. I settle on the bed, pen and paper in hand as I begin to write that which is on my mind this evening...

Your arms encircle me,
Your lips are sweet surrender.
Your embrace is warm and loving,
So delicate and tender.

My strength is yours,
Your strength is mine.
Forego all else,
We part in time.

Then what are we to be called?
If what we are knows no name.
Then we are worth it,
For I have no claim.

I lay no claim on your tight embrace,
I lose no sleep to the fight.
I wander aimlessly through your eyes,
And sleep restlessly though the night.

~II~

For when I'm broken and lost,
And I start to count the cost.
You're there to wrap me in tranquility,
And tell me I shan't fail easily.

And we both promised and tried,
But I failed and I cried.
I don't know what I'm wanting,
And the feeling is so daunting.

I don't know if you can give me what I need,
That which makes my heart ache and bleed.
A loss of complete control is required,
Or I'll destroy what you've admired.

I don't fear you, I fear myself,
I fear what I shall make of what you've felt.
I need to obey, I need to kneel,
Just to touch, just to feel.

The opposite of me makes me elated,
I know I make no sense but I have waited.
I cannot do it if you can't do it,
I need to know, you need to prove it.

I don't want to shred and destroy,
That brings only pain to my convoy.
I can't change who I am,
And I have tried all I can.

Sweet denial,
My eternal child!
Not a quick fix,
Just a near miss.

Please believe,
Don't deceive.
I cannot change,
You must arrange.

So when I'm broken and needing,
Heart torn and bleeding.
Will you break the promise?
Will you be honest?

Will you hold me to you?
Will you tell me the truth?
Will you be what I've needed?
Or am I to be cheated?

My head is confusing,
My heart is abusing.
So please set it straight,
Let it alleviate.

I am by nature devoted,
But I can't be noted.
Not if you can't take it,
Cause we'll never make it...

Take it from me...
Take my control.
Lead me to what I need,
Or we shall end in a nasty deed.

A battle to be fought,
A battle to be caught.
A battle to be won,
A tale to be spun...

Take my control...​

I set pen and paper down and look over what I've written, a tear falls to stain the paper and I leave it on my bed. I'm not sure...
I vanish through the dark curtains and back into the RW