So last night I ended up fulfilling a promise I had made to a friend of mine. I had told him earlier this year he could watch me masturbate. Last night he asked me if I would (this was after we both got pretty horny giving each other massages).
I did, even though I wasn't really all that turned on (I was a lil) and I asked him if he would for me. He did and my god I just wanted to fuck him. We did this for a lil bit and then there was a knock on the door so I promptly jumped up and scrambled for the bathroom. He came in shortly after and we continued. I told him to cum on me and he came on my chest.
That's about it.
*sighs* So hot.. yet so not... I of course didn't get off and the fact that he has a girlfriend (not that I care, she's a bitch and I truly think he could do much better) kept it from getting really hot and heavy. However it was an interesting experience.
I'm trying to set up an appointment for a ob/gyn sometime next week before vacation starts. Going to do a yearly exam to make sure there's nothing wrong, though I highly doubt there is. Also going to ask about this lack of being able to orgasm... if she feels it's a mental thing or if there is maybe something else wrong.
Still no cam yet... didn't get a chance to check yet.