Masters' Little Secrets...

[Technodivinitas]

Well, I'm experienced enough to not really have to ask what to do about this, though input and objective advice is something I would certainly welcome. Here's the sitch:

Recently in a regular play session, Master was making use of my backside while surfing porn. (Quite a picture, him surfing, me nekkid, collared, and grunting in pain while working my tail off to hurt my ass on his cock...) when he suddenly tells me to STOP. I did so, of course, and, as I often do, tossed my hair to stop it tickling, and glanced back at him for further instruction. He growled at me that he hadn't told me to look at the screen, and that I should turn my eyes downward and do as I was told. (Which of course, I did.)

I hadn't been meaning to look at the screen, but I did catch an eyefull of something I hadn't expected... a gorgeous lady, on a watersports site.

I have no problem with that- less than a problem actually, as I'd adore it if he'd go there with me again. (He's fucked me with my head in the toilet, and made me drink from the toilet, while it was clean, but we've never actually played piss games.)

Now, I don't know if he was there because his surfing just happened to take him there, (as porn surfing sometimes does,) or if he was there out of mild curiousity, or if perhaps he has this fetish and hasn't acted on it because A. he doesn't like that he likes it, (unlikely, with my Master,) or B. possibly he's afraid it will gross ME out... though why he'd think so is really quite beyond me, as he knows I'll go a LOT lower than that for him if he wants me to. This may be part of what's got me started on the whole Perve Curve thing- curiousity about whether he might consider it far far more of a tabboo than I realize, or something.

Now, of course, I'm going to skew my own porn collecting, (which he skims now and again,) to include a bit more of that, to let him know that I do find it sexy and not disgusting, and I may drop a few more hints his way that I'm more than willing to go there.

Still, the collective thoughts of this board always prove interesting and often helpful in gaining objective insight, so, whata yas think? Should I worry that he's keeping secrets? That he might not feel comfortable showing me his deeper pervs? Is there some way, (other than saying, "I saw you surfing pissporn- wanna do that?" since THAT would probably be poorly recieved. *L*) that I can broach the subject, or let him know that HKIOK, whatEVER it is?

 

[freaky_fl]

master & pee play

try this, the next chance you get pee in front of him, in the shower, or outside, where ever you are just squat and pee, when it's dripping rub a couple of your finger in it then lick them, i bet he'll get your meaning then !!

 

[AngelicAssassin]

Should I worry that he's keeping secrets?

Depends on the secret and what you two have discussed re disclosure. For example, one end of the scale (osg) says, "Master does what he damn well pleases, and if he chooses not to inform me, that's his prerogative." The other end (no ready example) says, "We discuss everything, even the deepest darkest secrets."

That he might not feel comfortable showing me his deeper pervs?

Possible, but we're back to the original question.

Is there some way, (other than saying, "I saw you surfing pissporn- wanna do that?" since THAT would probably be poorly recieved. *L*) that I can broach the subject, or let him know that HKIOK, whatEVER it is?

Honesty usually works. Regardless of the reception, properly entrenching the polite inquiry within "HKIY(P)K whatever it is" shows an honest interest in your partner. If you're twisting yourself in knots because of lack of communication, you'd piss off (pun intended) most partners for not broaching the subject in whatever manner got it into the open.

 

[Marquis]

Interesting topic.

I still haven't had the time to check out the Perve Curve, but I will speak on this topic because it is sort of one close to my heart.

From a purely psychological standpoint, there are tons and tons and tons of stuff I am interested in and looking to try. However, there is a sweetspot I do like to stay in with any subs I own. Where what we're doing isn't too vanilla and boring for us, but also not too aggressively and purposelessly kinky. In other words, I don't like to do things just for the shock value, even though there are many things I know my sub would allow me to do to her.

I would prefer to wait until I actually have built up a strong desire for that particular action, otherwise I feel like I'm kind of short changing myself and my submissive. Could be your Master is figuring out his own feelings on the issue, and seeing where he wants to go with it. If I were your Master, any attempts to rush things along on your part would probably annoy me, so if you do want him to know you are open to it, I would do so with the utmost humility and subtlety. The truth is, I would imagine he already knows how you feel.

 

[Technodivinitas]

Excellent advice,

Thanks to you both. (And you're both probably right on the mark, knowing my Master, too!)