just sayin
not being snarky or critical or anything
but ....if you are fixated on dick......maybe you are just gay
maybe just go out and get you some dick
life is short.....there are those who live in a fantasy world
and those who act on it.....
find you a gay lover....and experiment and see if its what you think it is
tippy toe around and be careful and dont get caught by the wife while you learn what you really want and like
and then do whatever it takes to realize your dreams
otherwise....you just grow old thinking....damn i wish i had done x y or z
not being snarky or critical or anything
but ....if you are fixated on dick......maybe you are just gay
maybe just go out and get you some dick
life is short.....there are those who live in a fantasy world
and those who act on it.....
find you a gay lover....and experiment and see if its what you think it is
tippy toe around and be careful and dont get caught by the wife while you learn what you really want and like
and then do whatever it takes to realize your dreams
otherwise....you just grow old thinking....damn i wish i had done x y or z