Married submissive looking to explore online

[9to5]

Actually, still in the market (or "back in" the market) after a lot of ups and downs and emotional energy. But yeah, it has been a while!

still looking to be used and teased?

 

[SirSparky]

Actually, still in the market (or "back in" the market) after a lot of ups and downs and emotional energy. But yeah, it has been a while!

Im interested to know more. 54 m Dom from UK. Please pm me to discuss

 

[wisguy281]

Actually, still in the market (or "back in" the market) after a lot of ups and downs and emotional energy. But yeah, it has been a while!

Definitely interested in humiliating you.
Love the titties pic you linked in your profile.

 

[Tigertiger55]

Actually, still in the market (or "back in" the market) after a lot of ups and downs and emotional energy. But yeah, it has been a while!

Hey Holly, PM me.

 

[AZeroticist]

Hello and thank you for clicking my post! My name is Holly and I am a happily married 30-something year old woman. I'm sure this will come off as odd, but recently (within the last few months) my husband admitted to me that he enjoys the thought of me with another man. At first, I was repulsed by the idea, which I'm sure is a natural response. I was polite about it, but did not want to pursue that thought much further. However, as these things tend to do, the seed started growing in the back of my head. Specifically, I'd sort of let my mind wander to thoughts of what it would be like to explore fantasies or desires that I'd long ago given up on - assumed they were out of reach, never to be fulfilled. Maybe this was an opportunity to revisit those? After all, I'd always thought, okay, being married, that's it. That's the terminus of my sex life. But what if it wasn't?

I am sexually submissive, I know that, but I have not had an opportunity to explore that part of myself, so I am very much a novice. I haven't had the courage to go out into the world and find that partner that will help me explore that yet, but perhaps this is a modest step towards that? I would like to find someone for a kind of unstructured online relationship, someone to talk to, perhaps explore thoughts and ideas, see how things develop, who is sexually Dominant and interested in the "Bull" type role. I have certain kinks that I would like to explore and I do believe some of them could be explored online, including body shaming and positions and orders. For instance, imagine every time you message me you add one of my learned positions to the subject line. "Kneel".. or "Doggy".. which would mean I should assume the position on all fours as I respond to you. Just an idea! Would love to brainstorm more thoughts with you.

Overall, this is really exploratory for me. I am just hoping to get my feet wet and explore my desires with someone like-minded. I do hope you'll say hello and thank you for reading!

Taking the step of opening yourself to the community is an excellent way to start.

Building a relationship centered on your desires does not mean subjecting yourself to harmful banter, there should still be limits.

While humiliation and your subservience to whomever you choose to teach you more of your new lifestyle choice will come, your limits should be known. Your boundaries can be tested and you will obey, but be cognizant not to do anything illegal.

With that said, I am a bull. My pleasure is important, as is my time. If I were to set times for regular contact, that will be obeyed.

Some of the things I ask you to do may involve taking pictures to show your obeying, and you will also need to prove your commitment to punishments you will undoubtedly receive.

You mention your married. What part does he play, what does he know and what would his reaction be? I only ask ro see if he will be a witness to your punishments or would timing need to involve his absence.

 

[matureman32]

Actually, still in the market (or "back in" the market) after a lot of ups and downs and emotional energy. But yeah, it has been a while!

Great to see you back, still looking for yhe same kink?