Married submissive looking to explore online

[HollyHotWife]

Hello and thank you for clicking my post! My name is Holly and I am a happily married 30-something year old woman. I'm sure this will come off as odd, but recently (within the last few months) my husband admitted to me that he enjoys the thought of me with another man. At first, I was repulsed by the idea, which I'm sure is a natural response. I was polite about it, but did not want to pursue that thought much further. However, as these things tend to do, the seed started growing in the back of my head. Specifically, I'd sort of let my mind wander to thoughts of what it would be like to explore fantasies or desires that I'd long ago given up on - assumed they were out of reach, never to be fulfilled. Maybe this was an opportunity to revisit those? After all, I'd always thought, okay, being married, that's it. That's the terminus of my sex life. But what if it wasn't?

I am sexually submissive, I know that, but I have not had an opportunity to explore that part of myself, so I am very much a novice. I haven't had the courage to go out into the world and find that partner that will help me explore that yet, but perhaps this is a modest step towards that? I would like to find someone for a kind of unstructured online relationship, someone to talk to, perhaps explore thoughts and ideas, see how things develop, who is sexually Dominant and interested in the "Bull" type role. I have certain kinks that I would like to explore and I do believe some of them could be explored online, including body shaming and positions and orders. For instance, imagine every time you message me you add one of my learned positions to the subject line. "Kneel".. or "Doggy".. which would mean I should assume the position on all fours as I respond to you. Just an idea! Would love to brainstorm more thoughts with you.

Overall, this is really exploratory for me. I am just hoping to get my feet wet and explore my desires with someone like-minded. I do hope you'll say hello and thank you for reading!

 

[vigilante_incest]

Hello there, I would love to teach you how to be a good little girl as I like. Let’s talk now, shall we?

 

[Mastertrainer35]

I messaged you and would like to chat

 

[Lonelylooking2022]

Hello Holly, I am an older experienced Dom and I would enjoy talking with you. Let me help you explore and learn more about yourself. Online would be fine, and I am able to answer what questions you may have. Thank you fir your time.

 

[Maxster75]

Hello and thank you for clicking my post! My name is Holly and I am a happily married 30-something year old woman. I'm sure this will come off as odd, but recently (within the last few months) my husband admitted to me that he enjoys the thought of me with another man. At first, I was repulsed by the idea, which I'm sure is a natural response. I was polite about it, but did not want to pursue that thought much further. However, as these things tend to do, the seed started growing in the back of my head. Specifically, I'd sort of let my mind wander to thoughts of what it would be like to explore fantasies or desires that I'd long ago given up on - assumed they were out of reach, never to be fulfilled. Maybe this was an opportunity to revisit those? After all, I'd always thought, okay, being married, that's it. That's the terminus of my sex life. But what if it wasn't?

I am sexually submissive, I know that, but I have not had an opportunity to explore that part of myself, so I am very much a novice. I haven't had the courage to go out into the world and find that partner that will help me explore that yet, but perhaps this is a modest step towards that? I would like to find someone for a kind of unstructured online relationship, someone to talk to, perhaps explore thoughts and ideas, see how things develop, who is sexually Dominant and interested in the "Bull" type role. I have certain kinks that I would like to explore and I do believe some of them could be explored online, including body shaming and positions and orders. For instance, imagine every time you message me you add one of my learned positions to the subject line. "Kneel".. or "Doggy".. which would mean I should assume the position on all fours as I respond to you. Just an idea! Would love to brainstorm more thoughts with you.

Overall, this is really exploratory for me. I am just hoping to get my feet wet and explore my desires with someone like-minded. I do hope you'll say hello and thank you for reading!

Hello Holly, I have been an erotic dom for more than 25 years.. I am married 60, fit, healthy and sane. It would be interesting to help you explore the aspects of your submissive sexuality. Respond back quickly if you want to engage

Max

 

[Gln1517]

Hello and thank you for clicking my post! My name is Holly and I am a happily married 30-something year old woman. I'm sure this will come off as odd, but recently (within the last few months) my husband admitted to me that he enjoys the thought of me with another man. At first, I was repulsed by the idea, which I'm sure is a natural response. I was polite about it, but did not want to pursue that thought much further. However, as these things tend to do, the seed started growing in the back of my head. Specifically, I'd sort of let my mind wander to thoughts of what it would be like to explore fantasies or desires that I'd long ago given up on - assumed they were out of reach, never to be fulfilled. Maybe this was an opportunity to revisit those? After all, I'd always thought, okay, being married, that's it. That's the terminus of my sex life. But what if it wasn't?

I am sexually submissive, I know that, but I have not had an opportunity to explore that part of myself, so I am very much a novice. I haven't had the courage to go out into the world and find that partner that will help me explore that yet, but perhaps this is a modest step towards that? I would like to find someone for a kind of unstructured online relationship, someone to talk to, perhaps explore thoughts and ideas, see how things develop, who is sexually Dominant and interested in the "Bull" type role. I have certain kinks that I would like to explore and I do believe some of them could be explored online, including body shaming and positions and orders. For instance, imagine every time you message me you add one of my learned positions to the subject line. "Kneel".. or "Doggy".. which would mean I should assume the position on all fours as I respond to you. Just an idea! Would love to brainstorm more thoughts with you.

Overall, this is really exploratory for me. I am just hoping to get my feet wet and explore my desires with someone like-minded. I do hope you'll say hello and thank you for reading!

I would love the opportunity to chat with you. I am an experienced dominant male. I have helped other submissive females discover things about themselves but I go as slow or as fast as the submissive wishes to go. If you are interested, please let me know.

 

[DirkPitt06]

Hi, Holly! This is the sort of arrangement I take a lot of pleasure in exploring, and if you're game, I would enjoy exploring it with you as well. Male, 35, from Colorado, and in the interest of transparency, in an open relationship in case you're not cool with that.

 

[RoughPhoneDom]

PM me

 

[1961bigmichael]

Hello and thank you for clicking my post! My name is Holly and I am a happily married 30-something year old woman. I'm sure this will come off as odd, but recently (within the last few months) my husband admitted to me that he enjoys the thought of me with another man. At first, I was repulsed by the idea, which I'm sure is a natural response. I was polite about it, but did not want to pursue that thought much further. However, as these things tend to do, the seed started growing in the back of my head. Specifically, I'd sort of let my mind wander to thoughts of what it would be like to explore fantasies or desires that I'd long ago given up on - assumed they were out of reach, never to be fulfilled. Maybe this was an opportunity to revisit those? After all, I'd always thought, okay, being married, that's it. That's the terminus of my sex life. But what if it wasn't?

I am sexually submissive, I know that, but I have not had an opportunity to explore that part of myself, so I am very much a novice. I haven't had the courage to go out into the world and find that partner that will help me explore that yet, but perhaps this is a modest step towards that? I would like to find someone for a kind of unstructured online relationship, someone to talk to, perhaps explore thoughts and ideas, see how things develop, who is sexually Dominant and interested in the "Bull" type role. I have certain kinks that I would like to explore and I do believe some of them could be explored online, including body shaming and positions and orders. For instance, imagine every time you message me you add one of my learned positions to the subject line. "Kneel".. or "Doggy".. which would mean I should assume the position on all fours as I respond to you. Just an idea! Would love to brainstorm more thoughts with you.

Overall, this is really exploratory for me. I am just hoping to get my feet wet and explore my desires with someone like-minded. I do hope you'll say hello and thank you for reading!

 

[1961bigmichael]

Hello Holly. Have you found a partner yet? If not, contact me, I'm a 61 yo single Dom. We might have a lot of fun together.

 

[Tallcajun]

Holly must have found her Dom!

 

[HollyHotWife]

Holly must have found her Dom!

Haha no, not yet! You're making me blush. Just quite overwhelmed!

 

[Gentledom45]

Wishing you luck in your search.

 

[808guy]

Would you obey even if your hub was around?

 

[toRimher]

Hello and thank you for clicking my post! My name is Holly and I am a happily married 30-something year old woman. I'm sure this will come off as odd, but recently (within the last few months) my husband admitted to me that he enjoys the thought of me with another man. At first, I was repulsed by the idea, which I'm sure is a natural response. I was polite about it, but did not want to pursue that thought much further. However, as these things tend to do, the seed started growing in the back of my head. Specifically, I'd sort of let my mind wander to thoughts of what it would be like to explore fantasies or desires that I'd long ago given up on - assumed they were out of reach, never to be fulfilled. Maybe this was an opportunity to revisit those? After all, I'd always thought, okay, being married, that's it. That's the terminus of my sex life. But what if it wasn't?

I am sexually submissive, I know that, but I have not had an opportunity to explore that part of myself, so I am very much a novice. I haven't had the courage to go out into the world and find that partner that will help me explore that yet, but perhaps this is a modest step towards that? I would like to find someone for a kind of unstructured online relationship, someone to talk to, perhaps explore thoughts and ideas, see how things develop, who is sexually Dominant and interested in the "Bull" type role. I have certain kinks that I would like to explore and I do believe some of them could be explored online, including body shaming and positions and orders. For instance, imagine every time you message me you add one of my learned positions to the subject line. "Kneel".. or "Doggy".. which would mean I should assume the position on all fours as I respond to you. Just an idea! Would love to brainstorm more thoughts with you.

Overall, this is really exploratory for me. I am just hoping to get my feet wet and explore my desires with someone like-minded. I do hope you'll say hello and thank you for reading!

Hi Holly, hello and i would absolutely enjoy trying this idea of yours out. Here's to a new chapter in your journey - Feel free to message me back - B

 

[McFly1234]

Hello and thank you for clicking my post! My name is Holly and I am a happily married 30-something year old woman. I'm sure this will come off as odd, but recently (within the last few months) my husband admitted to me that he enjoys the thought of me with another man. At first, I was repulsed by the idea, which I'm sure is a natural response. I was polite about it, but did not want to pursue that thought much further. However, as these things tend to do, the seed started growing in the back of my head. Specifically, I'd sort of let my mind wander to thoughts of what it would be like to explore fantasies or desires that I'd long ago given up on - assumed they were out of reach, never to be fulfilled. Maybe this was an opportunity to revisit those? After all, I'd always thought, okay, being married, that's it. That's the terminus of my sex life. But what if it wasn't?

I am sexually submissive, I know that, but I have not had an opportunity to explore that part of myself, so I am very much a novice. I haven't had the courage to go out into the world and find that partner that will help me explore that yet, but perhaps this is a modest step towards that? I would like to find someone for a kind of unstructured online relationship, someone to talk to, perhaps explore thoughts and ideas, see how things develop, who is sexually Dominant and interested in the "Bull" type role. I have certain kinks that I would like to explore and I do believe some of them could be explored online, including body shaming and positions and orders. For instance, imagine every time you message me you add one of my learned positions to the subject line. "Kneel".. or "Doggy".. which would mean I should assume the position on all fours as I respond to you. Just an idea! Would love to brainstorm more thoughts with you.

Overall, this is really exploratory for me. I am just hoping to get my feet wet and explore my desires with someone like-minded. I do hope you'll say hello and thank you for reading!

Hi there Holly,
Nice to meet you. Well, I guess I'm in an interesting situation as I love my wife, but she is not I threshed in sex at all. So, I would love to meet and txt with someone on line. One could say to relieve my tension as well.
I have a lot of kinks and get very turned on by numerous kinky and dirty ideas. Like sitting at your work desk with a vibratory I side you to probe that you obey.
If any of this is interesting g to you, please let mw know.

Marty

 

[silvereagle57]

Holly, just now seeing your from Apr 29. I may not be who you are looking for, but I may be. My wife recently passed away. We had a very full filling sex life without going outside our marital vows. We married just out of highschool learning and teaching each other. Reading posts from Literotica and other publications role playing with each other and these became our fantasies and opened communications.
I believe I can help you, I have over 50 years experience learning about a young woman and about myself.

 

[McFly1234]

Hello and thank you for clicking my post! My name is Holly and I am a happily married 30-something year old woman. I'm sure this will come off as odd, but recently (within the last few months) my husband admitted to me that he enjoys the thought of me with another man. At first, I was repulsed by the idea, which I'm sure is a natural response. I was polite about it, but did not want to pursue that thought much further. However, as these things tend to do, the seed started growing in the back of my head. Specifically, I'd sort of let my mind wander to thoughts of what it would be like to explore fantasies or desires that I'd long ago given up on - assumed they were out of reach, never to be fulfilled. Maybe this was an opportunity to revisit those? After all, I'd always thought, okay, being married, that's it. That's the terminus of my sex life. But what if it wasn't?

I am sexually submissive, I know that, but I have not had an opportunity to explore that part of myself, so I am very much a novice. I haven't had the courage to go out into the world and find that partner that will help me explore that yet, but perhaps this is a modest step towards that? I would like to find someone for a kind of unstructured online relationship, someone to talk to, perhaps explore thoughts and ideas, see how things develop, who is sexually Dominant and interested in the "Bull" type role. I have certain kinks that I would like to explore and I do believe some of them could be explored online, including body shaming and positions and orders. For instance, imagine every time you message me you add one of my learned positions to the subject line. "Kneel".. or "Doggy".. which would mean I should assume the position on all fours as I respond to you. Just an idea! Would love to brainstorm more thoughts with you.

Overall, this is really exploratory for me. I am just hoping to get my feet wet and explore my desires with someone like-minded. I do hope you'll say hello and thank you for reading!

Hi Holly,
Thanks for responding to me.
First up, I like your idea. When I send you a msg, you will go into a "beg" position while you are reading my post.
Second, [Email address removed per forum rules] is my email, which you can email to instead or do you have kik or Snap. I figured it just might be easier if we are going to have chats.
Like you, I want more than vanilla married sex. I thought that was it too! I am going to be going to a club for kink people that is local to me. I found it on a site called Fetlife. Ever heard of it? Try having a look on there.
I like the fact that you have not only bought a but plug and tried it, but that you like the feel of it inside you filling you up. What size and style is it? I would love to have chats with you putting it in and taking it out taking photos to prove it. Then I know for sure you have entered through the deviant door!
You know there is never going back. Once a deviant kinkster, for ever you will be. You just get kinkier!

Looking forward to hearing from you soon Holly. Btw, from the small photo of you, you are stunningly beautiful.

Marty

 

[ToPleaseHim]

Hi Holly,
Thanks for responding to me.
First up, I like your idea. When I send you a msg, you will go into a "beg" position while you are reading my post.
Second, [Email address removed per forum rules] is my email, which you can email to instead or do you have kik or Snap. I figured it just might be easier if we are going to have chats.
Like you, I want more than vanilla married sex. I thought that was it too! I am going to be going to a club for kink people that is local to me. I found it on a site called Fetlife. Ever heard of it? Try having a look on there.
I like the fact that you have not only bought a but plug and tried it, but that you like the feel of it inside you filling you up. What size and style is it? I would love to have chats with you putting it in and taking it out taking photos to prove it. Then I know for sure you have entered through the deviant door!
You know there is never going back. Once a deviant kinkster, for ever you will be. You just get kinkier!

Looking forward to hearing from you soon Holly. Btw, from the small photo of you, you are stunningly beautiful.

Marty

Hey Holly (and anyone else reading this), I’ve bolded and italicized a line of text from the above post to highlight a serious red flag. If a “Dom” gives you orders or instructions when you are not their submissive and you haven’t had any conversations around a relationship or play time, no discussion of one another’s interests and limits, this is a red flag.

 

[Fingerfuxs]

Stag / vixen ? hhw

 

[GrdnMstr]

Hello and thank you for clicking my post! My name is Holly and I am a happily married 30-something year old woman. I'm sure this will come off as odd, but recently (within the last few months) my husband admitted to me that he enjoys the thought of me with another man. At first, I was repulsed by the idea, which I'm sure is a natural response. I was polite about it, but did not want to pursue that thought much further. However, as these things tend to do, the seed started growing in the back of my head. Specifically, I'd sort of let my mind wander to thoughts of what it would be like to explore fantasies or desires that I'd long ago given up on - assumed they were out of reach, never to be fulfilled. Maybe this was an opportunity to revisit those? After all, I'd always thought, okay, being married, that's it. That's the terminus of my sex life. But what if it wasn't?

I am sexually submissive, I know that, but I have not had an opportunity to explore that part of myself, so I am very much a novice. I haven't had the courage to go out into the world and find that partner that will help me explore that yet, but perhaps this is a modest step towards that? I would like to find someone for a kind of unstructured online relationship, someone to talk to, perhaps explore thoughts and ideas, see how things develop, who is sexually Dominant and interested in the "Bull" type role. I have certain kinks that I would like to explore and I do believe some of them could be explored online, including body shaming and positions and orders. For instance, imagine every time you message me you add one of my learned positions to the subject line. "Kneel".. or "Doggy".. which would mean I should assume the position on all fours as I respond to you. Just an idea! Would love to brainstorm more thoughts with you.

Overall, this is really exploratory for me. I am just hoping to get my feet wet and explore my desires with someone like-minded. I do hope you'll say hello and thank you for reading!

Holly, I see this posting has been up on Literotica for nearly two months now, I hope you have been successful at finding what you've been looking for. It's been a while since I've done this kind of thing online, but in the past I have led a few women into an exploration of submission online. It is different for each person, there is no single way to go about it, and the important person to satisfy is yourself. If you are still looking, feel free to reach out.

BTW, this would be an online (or perhaps voice) situation only. I am not interested in being in a new physical relationship. But even if you are looking for an eventual physical situation, it is always good to have a support group you can talk with.

-Grdn

 

[K0fcali]

Haha no, not yet! You're making me blush. Just quite overwhelmed!

I want to make your pussy smile and blush.

 

[K0fcali]

Hi Holly,
Thanks for responding to me.
First up, I like your idea. When I send you a msg, you will go into a "beg" position while you are reading my post.
Second, [Email address removed per forum rules] is my email, which you can email to instead or do you have kik or Snap. I figured it just might be easier if we are going to have chats.
Like you, I want more than vanilla married sex. I thought that was it too! I am going to be going to a club for kink people that is local to me. I found it on a site called Fetlife. Ever heard of it? Try having a look on there.
I like the fact that you have not only bought a but plug and tried it, but that you like the feel of it inside you filling you up. What size and style is it? I would love to have chats with you putting it in and taking it out taking photos to prove it. Then I know for sure you have entered through the deviant door!
You know there is never going back. Once a deviant kinkster, for ever you will be. You just get kinkier!

Looking forward to hearing from you soon Holly. Btw, from the small photo of you, you are stunningly beautiful.

Marty

Dude youre trying too hard. This sounds fake!

 

[HollyHotWife]

Hey Holly (and anyone else reading this), I’ve bolded and italicized a line of text from the above post to highlight a serious red flag. If a “Dom” gives you orders or instructions when you are not their submissive and you haven’t had any conversations around a relationship or play time, no discussion of one another’s interests and limits, this is a red flag.

Thank you for some genuinely good advice!

 

[kinkyjeff]

Hello and thank you for clicking my post! My name is Holly and I am a happily married 30-something year old woman. I'm sure this will come off as odd, but recently (within the last few months) my husband admitted to me that he enjoys the thought of me with another man. At first, I was repulsed by the idea, which I'm sure is a natural response. I was polite about it, but did not want to pursue that thought much further. However, as these things tend to do, the seed started growing in the back of my head. Specifically, I'd sort of let my mind wander to thoughts of what it would be like to explore fantasies or desires that I'd long ago given up on - assumed they were out of reach, never to be fulfilled. Maybe this was an opportunity to revisit those? After all, I'd always thought, okay, being married, that's it. That's the terminus of my sex life. But what if it wasn't?

I am sexually submissive, I know that, but I have not had an opportunity to explore that part of myself, so I am very much a novice. I haven't had the courage to go out into the world and find that partner that will help me explore that yet, but perhaps this is a modest step towards that? I would like to find someone for a kind of unstructured online relationship, someone to talk to, perhaps explore thoughts and ideas, see how things develop, who is sexually Dominant and interested in the "Bull" type role. I have certain kinks that I would like to explore and I do believe some of them could be explored online, including body shaming and positions and orders. For instance, imagine every time you message me you add one of my learned positions to the subject line. "Kneel".. or "Doggy".. which would mean I should assume the position on all fours as I respond to you. Just an idea! Would love to brainstorm more thoughts with you.

Overall, this is really exploratory for me. I am just hoping to get my feet wet and explore my desires with someone like-minded. I do hope you'll say hello and thank you for reading!

Holly, Have you asked your husband if he is a closet cuckold because if he is that could really expand your sexual adventures.