Marie's Favorite Things

[OldDirtyAltGuy]

No lies, but the rest is accurate.

I can't talk to my family about my issues with my husband or his business. I can't talk to him about anything that makes me cry because he sees this as manipulation. I obviously can only talk to Lit people about Lit things. So here's where I voice my pain, my heartbreak, my stupidity, my hopes, my dreams, my disappointments, my goals, my desires, etc. This is me screaming into the void.

How long is appropriate to mourn what I thought I had? Starting to live my life without rose colored glasses, believing the best of people, giving and trusting before it's earned. #nofilters

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Hold your chinup, dear lady. You are special.

ODAG

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

Fuck you. Do you have any idea how much you hurt me? How broken I am? How worthless I feel most days?

They say there's a thin line between love and hate. I loved you so much, but I wasn't enough. Now I don't just hate you, I hate myself for trusting you after my heart was broken the last time, for giving you all of me.

It's not about finding someone younger, prettier, skinnier? Actions speak louder than words. I hope that you don't promise them "forever and always".

I hate this weepy pathetic version of myself I have become. Self confidence in the trash.

 

[hairball18]

You are definitely not worthless princess.

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

You are definitely not worthless princess.

Thank you friend!

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

Lit is messy, everyone e-banging everyone else. I have heard multiple people call it incestuous. Men complain about there being so many men and not enough women. But it seems like there's many women involved with more than one woman and vice versa.

I have e-banged more than my share of men, I admit it. My intent was never to hurt other women. If you're in an "open" relationship with someone, it's open because one of you wants to have multiple partners. I have tried that now and it absolutely does not work for me.

I want someone to call my own. If he doesn't reply, I don't want to have to wonder if he's e-banging her simultaneously. I don't want to be the shiny new plaything.

Women definitely shouldn't take it out on each other. It's hard to not feel jealous. I have done my fair share of passive aggressive posts and have been on the receiving end too. I hate it. I don't want to hurt people. And God knows I don't want to be hurt anymore.

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

I thought I had a rock, turned into a rolling stone. The pain isn't suffocating now, but lingers like an unwanted guest.

"I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue"

How long do you mourn a love? Mourning began during the last silence. Deep down I knew I couldn't endure it again. Empty promises easily forgotten when life gets hard.

"It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes...
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back...
Who do you think you are?"

Looking forward.
Looking forward to a different love.
Looking forward to a love that won't abandon me.
Looking forward to a love who values me.
Looking forward to a love who is satisfied with me.
Looking forward to a love that follows through.
Looking forward to not being hurt again.

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

Has anybody seen my trash can?

 

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[graysilver]

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So lovely and so sexy!!!

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

I love these kinds of tops but the sleeves are always too long for my short arms and drive me nuts.

 

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[Dom70]

boogie wonderland

Fond memories of roller skating on Friday night!

Roller skating ???? NOW you're giving away your age !!! LOL!

 

[Dom70]

I love these kinds of tops but the sleeves are always too long for my short arms and drive me nuts.View attachment 2559938

You look REALLY comfy !!! AND...it's pretty cool!

 

[Dom70]

No lies, but the rest is accurate.

I can't talk to my family about my issues with my husband or his business. I can't talk to him about anything that makes me cry because he sees this as manipulation. I obviously can only talk to Lit people about Lit things. So here's where I voice my pain, my heartbreak, my stupidity, my hopes, my dreams, my disappointments, my goals, my desires, etc. This is me screaming into the void.

How long is appropriate to mourn what I thought I had? Starting to live my life without rose colored glasses, believing the best of people, giving and trusting before it's earned. #nofilters

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WOW !!! Is THAT POWERFUL or WHAT? I think that happens more than we know! We men need to take notice of that...and change some things about ourselves !!!

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

You look REALLY comfy !!! AND...it's pretty cool!

That's a model, not me.

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

My eighth grade teacher at a Baptist school told me that unicorns were Satanic. I went home and spent the night with Dad's Bible reference books and looked up every single unicorn reference. Not one time were they mentioned as evil. The next day I presented her the list of Bible verses the next day.

Looking back, that's probably why she spanked me. My parents were furious.

 

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[MissRadiant]

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I almost bought this....its soo pretty.