Marie's Healing Space

[OldDirtyAltGuy]

No lies, but the rest is accurate.

I can't talk to my family about my issues with my husband or his business. I can't talk to him about anything that makes me cry because he sees this as manipulation. I obviously can only talk to Lit people about Lit things. So here's where I voice my pain, my heartbreak, my stupidity, my hopes, my dreams, my disappointments, my goals, my desires, etc. This is me screaming into the void.

How long is appropriate to mourn what I thought I had? Starting to live my life without rose colored glasses, believing the best of people, giving and trusting before it's earned. #nofilters

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Hold your chinup, dear lady. You are special.

ODAG

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

Fuck you. Do you have any idea how much you hurt me? How broken I am? How worthless I feel most days?

They say there's a thin line between love and hate. I loved you so much, but I wasn't enough. Now I don't just hate you, I hate myself for trusting you after my heart was broken the last time, for giving you all of me.

It's not about finding someone younger, prettier, skinnier? Actions speak louder than words. I hope that you don't promise them "forever and always".

I hate this weepy pathetic version of myself I have become. Self confidence in the trash.

 

[hairball18]

You are definitely not worthless princess.

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

You are definitely not worthless princess.

Thank you friend!

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

 

[LaisDeMarieDeFrance]

Lit is messy, everyone e-banging everyone else. I have heard multiple people call it incestuous. Men complain about there being so many men and not enough women. But it seems like there's many women involved with more than one woman and vice versa.

I have e-banged more than my share of men, I admit it. My intent was never to hurt other women. If you're in an "open" relationship with someone, it's open because one of you wants to have multiple partners. I have tried that now and it absolutely does not work for me.

I want someone to call my own. If he doesn't reply, I don't want to have to wonder if he's e-banging her simultaneously. I don't want to be the shiny new plaything.

Women definitely shouldn't take it out on each other. It's hard to not feel jealous. I have done my fair share of passive aggressive posts and have been on the receiving end too. I hate it. I don't want to hurt people. And God knows I don't want to be hurt anymore.