AngelofDeath
Devious
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"That's all? That's all?! Len you did more than not tell me 'everything'. Not only did you go out of your way not to tell me everything, you let me think I was taking someone else to my bed. Its just as bad as letting me love this," she waved her hand, "this side of you. You let me love you and you had no plan to tell me the truth. It doesn't matter than Jeral and the other guards showed up and your cousin just happened to still be in Brask. He's probably the only reason you aren't sitting in the dungeon right now. What matter's Len is that you had no immediate plan to tell me the truth. Not the first night or the next day. How can I trust you?"
She sipped the wine slowly, "I only came because Jeral was right. My grief was eating away at me, making me less than what I am. If I am to get on with my life we had to talk. Though I am sure you know very well what I want to do. Hurting you though will not make me feel better. So I am here to see where we go from here. I can't say if there will ever be anything between us, especially trust, but there has to be a peace between our kingdom. Despite what you said that first day I do care about the people of Brask. Even if I am now the talk of the court and quite possibly some of the villages." Mel was willing to do what was needed to keep them from going to war, only to a point and pretending to be happily married to Len would not be one of them.
She hadn't expected it to be so hard to just talk to him as openly as she had before. He was the man she had fallen in love with, but at the same time a stranger as well. Mel honestly wanted to believe that it hadn't be all some lie, some trick on his part. Mel just wanted to turn back the sun, to go back when things had been so perfect. So right. That couldn't happen though, so move forward they must. Reaching into a pocket she pulled out the pendant, unable to ring herself to simply throw it away or wear it Mel had kept it with the intention of returning it to Len. "I believe this is yours." She held it out to him.
She sipped the wine slowly, "I only came because Jeral was right. My grief was eating away at me, making me less than what I am. If I am to get on with my life we had to talk. Though I am sure you know very well what I want to do. Hurting you though will not make me feel better. So I am here to see where we go from here. I can't say if there will ever be anything between us, especially trust, but there has to be a peace between our kingdom. Despite what you said that first day I do care about the people of Brask. Even if I am now the talk of the court and quite possibly some of the villages." Mel was willing to do what was needed to keep them from going to war, only to a point and pretending to be happily married to Len would not be one of them.
She hadn't expected it to be so hard to just talk to him as openly as she had before. He was the man she had fallen in love with, but at the same time a stranger as well. Mel honestly wanted to believe that it hadn't be all some lie, some trick on his part. Mel just wanted to turn back the sun, to go back when things had been so perfect. So right. That couldn't happen though, so move forward they must. Reaching into a pocket she pulled out the pendant, unable to ring herself to simply throw it away or wear it Mel had kept it with the intention of returning it to Len. "I believe this is yours." She held it out to him.